Uploaded October 2015 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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So don't worry, I'm ok, I just needed to get that all out so I feel better, and, it worked! So the story behind this (Since you're all curious) is that...

well, my 2 best friends (and group of friends) are REALLY good artists, my one friend can realism so amazing I can't even believe it, so of course, she gets loads of people asking her how does she do it can they teach her to draw etc etc, and my other friend can zentangle and draw like a boss so loads of people say that to her too. But then, you look at me, no one really says all these compliments to me as much as everyone else, and since I hang out with them a lot, y'know, I kinda feel.... bad about myself. With teachers telling them "They're amazing you should be an artist when you grow up" and then to me they say "That's nice." and it makes me feel like I don't like the way I draw.... people prefer realism in my school apposed to cartooning, and that really discourages me. SORRY IF I SOUND LIKE A JERK ;w; I (like many artists) compare to others, which I shouldn't, but it's so hard.

SONG: Bo En - My Time