Uploaded June 2023 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
FAQ:
Did you leave the MSM Community?
A: Depends on what you consider to be leaving, and what you consider to be a part of the msm community. I don't really interact with people in msm circles anymore, and am in like one dev server and that's it.
Will your discord come back?
A: Very unlikely for a long time
What happened?
A: I did some stupid things and I want to move past them. People begged me to quit YouTube, or at least take a break. So I kind of just did. I try to do what people ask me to, but im too stupid to see what they want me to do often times. I also got groomed depending on who you ask.
Why did you make your sona so attractive?
A: I just thought it looked cool, and it felt representational of myself. I tend to wear revealing outfits irl anyway. But I have received a lot of criticism and hope to update channel art in the coming days to my, much less (conventionally) attractive sona.
Why did you attempt suicide?
A: I thought i was too bad of a person. I don't plan on trying it ever again.
Why did you try to be a pornstar?
A: I thought it was okay, and that I would be able to keep it far from my younger audience. I'm sorry to those who I may have failed, despite my attempts to only allow adults into that space. I was also kind of having a mental breakdown when it happened, I felt desperate to turn myself into a sexual object in the absence of the opportunity to be used that way.
Are any other (ongoing) islands canceled?
A: Maybe, maybe not, it really just depends on what I think is best. I'll try to cover as much ground as I can for this channel if I actually decide to go through with things.
Anyways crazy FAQ stuff aside. (this video is getting so demonetized lol)
Daxxaw
Bio: What a horrible way to start a wild west themed island, nobody associates weird clown, things, with the wild west. At least this thing tends to roll around like a ball, so you might think its a tumble weed if you had bad vision. Even worse, is this thing just, literally came out of nowhere, everyone was minding their own business and then without any pitch or tune they just goes in with their two mouths like, dadadadadadada. Anyways, what's up with these clown, jester things being so androgynous...? have some gender diversity would ya!
Portions of the materials used are trademarks and/or copyrighted works of Big Blue Bubble. All rights reserved by Big Blue Bubble. This material is not official and is not endorsed by Big Blue Bubble
Also sorry if anyone feels silly when they said farewell or bye, in my most recent videos. Everything was happening so fast, a lot of what happened then seems like a blur, but I read probably 90% of the comments I got, and they all meant a lot. Thank you.
If people are too offended by me just uploading videos, please let me know too. I honestly view this stuff as relatively harmless, but I understand if others dont feel the same. (It doesn't mean I'll immediately agree if you dont have a compelling argument, however)
Additionally, any inappropriate comments will be read, but deleted. Be very careful when talking about sexual stuff.
FAQ:
Did you leave the MSM Community?
A: Depends on what you consider to be leaving, and what you consider to be a part of the msm community. I don't really interact with people in msm circles anymore, and am in like one dev server and that's it.
Will your discord come back?
A: Very unlikely for a long time
What happened?
A: I did some stupid things and I want to move past them. People begged me to quit YouTube, or at least take a break. So I kind of just did. I try to do what people ask me to, but im too stupid to see what they want me to do often times. I also got groomed depending on who you ask.
Why did you make your sona so attractive?
A: I just thought it looked cool, and it felt representational of myself. I tend to wear revealing outfits irl anyway. But I have received a lot of criticism and hope to update channel art in the coming days to my, much less (conventionally) attractive sona.
Why did you attempt suicide?
A: I thought i was too bad of a person. I don't plan on trying it ever again.
Why did you try to be a pornstar?
A: I thought it was okay, and that I would be able to keep it far from my younger audience. I'm sorry to those who I may have failed, despite my attempts to only allow adults into that space. I was also kind of having a mental breakdown when it happened, I felt desperate to turn myself into a sexual object in the absence of the opportunity to be used that way.
Are any other (ongoing) islands canceled?
A: Maybe, maybe not, it really just depends on what I think is best. I'll try to cover as much ground as I can for this channel if I actually decide to go through with things.
Anyways crazy FAQ stuff aside. (this video is getting so demonetized lol)
Daxxaw
Bio: What a horrible way to start a wild west themed island, nobody associates weird clown, things, with the wild west. At least this thing tends to roll around like a ball, so you might think its a tumble weed if you had bad vision. Even worse, is this thing just, literally came out of nowhere, everyone was minding their own business and then without any pitch or tune they just goes in with their two mouths like, dadadadadadada. Anyways, what's up with these clown, jester things being so androgynous...? have some gender diversity would ya!
Portions of the materials used are trademarks and/or copyrighted works of Big Blue Bubble. All rights reserved by Big Blue Bubble. This material is not official and is not endorsed by Big Blue Bubble
Also sorry if anyone feels silly when they said farewell or bye, in my most recent videos. Everything was happening so fast, a lot of what happened then seems like a blur, but I read probably 90% of the comments I got, and they all meant a lot. Thank you.
If people are too offended by me just uploading videos, please let me know too. I honestly view this stuff as relatively harmless, but I understand if others dont feel the same. (It doesn't mean I'll immediately agree if you dont have a compelling argument, however)
Additionally, any inappropriate comments will be read, but deleted. Be very careful when talking about sexual stuff.










