SpaceGuru5 | My Self-Cruelty: An Addendum @SpaceGuru5 | Uploaded March 2024 | Updated October 2024, 2 hours ago.
TW// Suicidal ideations.
This is a video that's been almost 2 months in the making. If you remember my last video, I discussed the false claims I made about Ephrom Josine in 2022 and went into detail about the actual events, debunking the claims I made about him.
This time, I'm here to debunk the claims I made about myself. I didn't do what I did out of malice; I did it because I thought it was right, and when I found out that I hurt Ephrom I couldn't forgive myself. I believed the awful things I thought about myself, and I even considered suicide. This is my story.
The thumbnail is an actual piece of vent art I made last month.
Companion document:
docs.google.com/document/d/1MGknRnQvNl_HroFkilagxn-gqd7t2kgabgc-G5VTLV4/edit?usp=sharing
Original Ephrom video and document here:
youtube.com/watch?v=9QT7-hhU9xQ
docs.google.com/document/d/1_IpHTIUNz6lCvQyuAl96Vcp1wPwZbE5y-DLElW4K0iU/edit?usp=sharing
TW// Suicidal ideations.
This is a video that's been almost 2 months in the making. If you remember my last video, I discussed the false claims I made about Ephrom Josine in 2022 and went into detail about the actual events, debunking the claims I made about him.
This time, I'm here to debunk the claims I made about myself. I didn't do what I did out of malice; I did it because I thought it was right, and when I found out that I hurt Ephrom I couldn't forgive myself. I believed the awful things I thought about myself, and I even considered suicide. This is my story.
The thumbnail is an actual piece of vent art I made last month.
Companion document:
docs.google.com/document/d/1MGknRnQvNl_HroFkilagxn-gqd7t2kgabgc-G5VTLV4/edit?usp=sharing
Original Ephrom video and document here:
youtube.com/watch?v=9QT7-hhU9xQ
docs.google.com/document/d/1_IpHTIUNz6lCvQyuAl96Vcp1wPwZbE5y-DLElW4K0iU/edit?usp=sharing
![Barney: The Aftermath [TRAILER]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/2TpHEnOXvLA/hqdefault.jpg "Barney: The Aftermath [TRAILER]
Experience the sheer horror and comedy known as Barney the Pedosaur!
Barney: The Aftermath will be released on this channel on May 21, 2014. Stay tuned!
Music:
Television - Friction (1977)")
![Coyote Comms: Believe due process. [Riley J. Dennis]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/2exzoqCG2KY/hqdefault.jpg "Coyote Comms: Believe due process. [Riley J. Dennis]
Its been a while since I covered something political, hasnt it? Today, we look into an issue that divided the entire nation (even though it really shouldnt have been nearly as divisive) and Rileys video talking about it. Lets tune in and see what she has to say!
Sources (in no particular order):
Riley’s video (30 Sep 2018):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wr3x1rNTWYQ
Sen. Jeff Flake (R-AZ) calls for investigation (28 Sep 2018): https://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/plum-line/wp/2018/09/28/flakes-call-for-fbi-investigation-throws-wrench-in-kavanaugh-machine/?noredirect=on&utm_term=.1ad277243d76
Sen. Jeff Flake (R-AZ) wants investigations discontinued (14 Oct 2018):
https://thehill.com/homenews/sunday-talk-shows/411350-flake-congress-should-not-continue-kavanaugh-investigations
U.S. Statute of Limitations:
https://www.justice.gov/jm/criminal-resource-manual-650-length-limitations-period
List of U.S. capital offenses:
https://deathpenalty.procon.org/view.resource.php?resourceID=004927
Brett Kavanaugh sworn in as Supreme Court justice (6 Oct 2018):
https://edition-m.cnn.com/2018/10/06/politics/kavanaugh-final-confirmation-vote/index.html
President Trump orders FBI investigation (28 Sep 2018):
https://qz.com/1407138/trump-orders-fbi-to-investigate-kavanaugh-before-a-senate-hearing/
Bill Cosby accused over incident in the 1970s (2 Dec 2014):
https://www.nbcnews.com/storyline/bill-cosby-scandal/bill-cosby-sued-alleged-sexual-assault-teenager-1970s-n260366
Gordon Ramsay accused of sexual harassment (3 Oct 2014):
http://ktar.com/story/92629/amys-baking-company-claims-sexual-harassment-by-gordon-ramsay/
Tobuscus’s “#MeToo...late?” video (14 Jun 2018):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnQZr6xRRa8
Article on Dr. Ford’s allegation (19 Sep 2018):
http://time.com/5400239/christine-blasey-ford-investigation-letter/
Article on Deborah Ramirez’s allegation (6 Oct 2018):
http://time.com/5417727/deborah-ramirez-senate-kavanaugh-statement/
Article on Julia Swetnick’s allegation (26 Sep 2018):
https://www.cnn.com/2018/09/26/politics/julie-swetnick-allegation-kavanaugh/index.html
Article on Bill Cosby’s sentencing (25 Sep 2018):
https://www.cnn.com/2018/09/25/us/bill-cosby-sentence-assault/index.html
Buckleys video containing a webcam ranter parody:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjnHKA7YWZU
Wanna view the script for this video?
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1stul9JxPOTO_UGUzYtQohdGWdYfWC30R0W7qvx_lkeI/edit?usp=sharing
Music:
Chopin - Prelude in E Minor
Grieg - March of the Trolls
Mozart - Sonata in C Major, Mvt. I
Froberger - Fantasia III
Handel - Ombra mai fu (Xerxes)
Thanks for watching! :D")
![Coyote Comms: Live & Let Die [CGP Grey]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/3DriTraHMls/hqdefault.jpg "Coyote Comms: Live & Let Die [CGP Grey]
It took waaaaaaaaaaay too long for me to make this video. I blame work (and society). In todays commentary, were gonna be looking at a video from CGP Grey (someone I respect on YouTube) discussing the possibility of immortality. What do I have to say about it? Watch the video and find out, gosh.
Sources:
CGP Grey’s video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C25qzDhGLx8
Encyclopedia Britannica on Stockholm Syndrome:
https://www.britannica.com/science/Stockholm-syndrome
Life Expectancy by Region (1950-2050):
https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/c/cd/LifeExpectancy.png
US SSA’s Life Expectancy Calculator:
https://www.ssa.gov/oact/population/longevity.html
Life Expectancy at Birth by Race and Sex (1930-2010):
https://www.infoplease.com/life-expectancy-birth-race-and-sex-1930-2010
Article discussing overpopulation concerns:
https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2007/aug/31/climatechange.food
Diagram of symbiotic relationships by Ian Alexander:
https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/6/64/Symbiotic_relationships_diagram.svg
Aging: The Biology of Senescence:
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK10041/
Article discussing the tomb of Chinas 1st emperor, who overdosed on medicine he thought would make him immortal:
https://www.livescience.com/22454-ancient-chinese-tomb-terracotta-warriors.html
Ted-ED lesson review about gunpowder, which was first created to be used as an immortality potion:
https://ed.ted.com/lessons/the-deadly-irony-of-gunpowder-eric-rosado#review
Article discussing the death of King Henry II’s mistress by drinking gold chloride and diethyl ether:
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/france/6865939/French-kings-mistress-poisoned-by-gold-elixir.html
1889 news story on a man who died of blood poisoning after being injected by an “elixir of life”:
https://paperspast.natlib.govt.nz/newspapers/TAN18890925.2.17
Scientists develop anti-aging process in mice:
https://www.abc.net.au/news/2013-12-20/scientists-develop-anti-ageing-process-in-mice/5168580
A study on the effectiveness on mouse-based studies of human diseases:
https://www.nature.com/news/preclinical-research-make-mouse-studies-work-1.14913
Scientific document explaining the heat death of the universe:
http://www.informationphilosopher.com/solutions/scientists/layzer/Frautschi_Science_1982.pdf
Official NIH article explaining the inevitability of senescence:
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5724245/
Harvard Gazette article on anti-aging research, featuring Prof. David Sinclair:
https://news.harvard.edu/gazette/story/2019/03/anti-aging-research-prime-time-for-an-impact-on-the-globe/
Scripted 07-10 & 13 Jul 2019
Recorded 13-14 Jul 2019
Edited 13-14 Jul & 04 Aug 2019
Script Checkers:
Chai Mocha
Swords Zenny
The Blind Bard
The script:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1wWYtS1nrhPyPfsZbAmgsQIeUaPKqeAoTnRFj0mIHzG8/edit?usp=sharing
Music:
Henry Purcell - Funeral March for Queen Mary (1695)
Girolamo Frescobaldi - Recercar con obligo (1635)
ＺΞＤ - ＦＵＴＵＲＥ (2019)
ＺΞＤ - ＨＥＡＶＥＮ (2019)")
