MentalFate | music in you @MentalFate | Uploaded 4 years ago | Updated 1 hour ago
was rly happy w my parts for this so i'm uploadin them :^)
happy pride month♥
full; youtube.com/watch?v=Jf7Bh95phnU
was rly happy w my parts for this so i'm uploadin them :^)
happy pride month♥
full; youtube.com/watch?v=Jf7Bh95phnU
![2018 [sayonara]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/W1f5PTTuecc/hqdefault.jpg "2018 [sayonara]
This will be my last upload ✌️
My yearly editing overview, right on schedule
This year… oh boy, this year. 2018 has kicked my ass in every way possible, I don’t think I’ve had a week to breathe since June maybe. I’m very tired and super drained, I’ve done a lot of growing this year but I’ve also taken some steps backwards in progress I’d made previously. It’s just overall been a painful and depressing year for me, here’s hoping to a better 2019. But Anyway I won’t go into details bc we aren’t here for that! I’m not here to make us all depressed so let’s get to the point
I want to say I’m very grateful for all the support you guys have given me, all of the people that have been following my channel(s) for literal years, but I will not be uploading again after this video. I want to step away from the internet for a while, I have things in my life that I want to figure out; I wanna grow on my own and reflect on this year and not be distracted or stressed out by my online stuff. I will always love editing, I’ve been doing it for like a full decade and then some, but right now being on here isn’t my healthiest option.
I considered not uploading anything at all and flat out leaving, but to the people that are always so kind to me I wanted to tell you that I’ll be fine but I won’t be coming back on this channel. I want to send love to Friederike Thiele, Ellen C, Inoel LPS, and xXNejiten4everXx off the top of my head (I’m sure there are more of you i’m sorry if I didn’t mention you), I have repeatedly seen you comment and say such sweet things for me and I really appreciate it and I will miss reading your comments ;;
Thank you to my beloved fruit in Mango Crew, I’ve loved interacting with all of you and getting to know you! You’ve all been helpful, patient, and loving, even though I don’t explain everything going on with me I appreciate your understanding.
And Finally, thank you personally to Savi, Kiki, Atri, Rawli, Jules, and Jenny who have helped me out so much this year through all of my ups and downs. You’ve listened to me scream and cry and be a little bitch most of the year, you’ve been mega patient and understanding, and you haven’t pushed me even though y’all could have (god I’m such a pain in ur ass sry)
You’ve given me some really fun times this year and y’all are my highlight of 2018. You’re all the best, I’d kill a man for you, and I hope 2019 is kind to you all bc you deserve it
(my channel will stay as it is, I dont plan on unlisting or deleting any uploads. If they disappear some day you can just blame youtube since I have no plan on touching anything after this)")
![[VC] Revisiting Ib](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WRN7HU7gUoI/hqdefault.jpg "[VC] Revisiting Ib
cuts of us playing thru ib, I didnt know it was on steam!!!")
![[VC] sledner](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WyCjO9RAqjo/hqdefault.jpg "[VC] sledner
me, dime, savi, and jenny watched this documentary last night at two am. Jenny couldnt use her mic, but shes there trustme
The video got a bit desynced, I didnt fix all of it bc Im lazy
was gonna do light up icons but also lazy only text
I had a good time so I figured it was worth uploading")
