Uploaded February 2026 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
What if the reason you felt like you were never enough… wasn’t you?
In this episode, Teresa explores the striking parallels between narcissistic relationship dynamics and high-demand religious systems, specifically within Mormonism. Through a compassionate but honest lens, she examines how institutional patterns like shifting expectations, avoidance of accountability, image preservation, and conditional belonging can shape identity, nervous system regulation, and long-term wellbeing, especially physical health.
This conversation goes beyond theology and into lived experience and explores:
• Why high-demand systems can mirror narcissistic dynamics.
• How that creates codependency patterns.
• Chronic self suppression and its impact on the nervous system.
• Why chronic symptoms like fatigue, pain, anxiety, and autoimmune conditions can emerge in these environments.
• How healing often requires moving through grief, anger, and identity reconstruction.
• And why the body’s response is not a character flaw, but a survival adaptation.
If you’ve ever felt exhausted from striving, confused by persistent symptoms, or disconnected from your authentic self after leaving a high-demand environment, this episode may help you understand why and that healing is possible.
Join us at our NEW CHANNEL: @almostawakenedpodcast
Teresa will be launching her upcoming Anchor and Regulate groups beginning March 11th. These groups are structured nervous system healing spaces designed for individuals navigating chronic symptoms, chronic pain, fatigue, anxiety and mystery illnesses that are driven by stress or trauma.
These groups combine psychoeducation, somatic practices, emotional processing, and supportive community to help you rebuild safety in the body and support you in resolving chronic symptoms.
Learn more here:
👉 monarchintegrativecoaching.com/group-support
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What if the reason you felt like you were never enough… wasn’t you?
In this episode, Teresa explores the striking parallels between narcissistic relationship dynamics and high-demand religious systems, specifically within Mormonism. Through a compassionate but honest lens, she examines how institutional patterns like shifting expectations, avoidance of accountability, image preservation, and conditional belonging can shape identity, nervous system regulation, and long-term wellbeing, especially physical health.
This conversation goes beyond theology and into lived experience and explores:
• Why high-demand systems can mirror narcissistic dynamics.
• How that creates codependency patterns.
• Chronic self suppression and its impact on the nervous system.
• Why chronic symptoms like fatigue, pain, anxiety, and autoimmune conditions can emerge in these environments.
• How healing often requires moving through grief, anger, and identity reconstruction.
• And why the body’s response is not a character flaw, but a survival adaptation.
If you’ve ever felt exhausted from striving, confused by persistent symptoms, or disconnected from your authentic self after leaving a high-demand environment, this episode may help you understand why and that healing is possible.
Join us at our NEW CHANNEL: @almostawakenedpodcast
Teresa will be launching her upcoming Anchor and Regulate groups beginning March 11th. These groups are structured nervous system healing spaces designed for individuals navigating chronic symptoms, chronic pain, fatigue, anxiety and mystery illnesses that are driven by stress or trauma.
These groups combine psychoeducation, somatic practices, emotional processing, and supportive community to help you rebuild safety in the body and support you in resolving chronic symptoms.
Learn more here:
👉 monarchintegrativecoaching.com/group-support
💬 Join the conversation.
❤️ Like, share, and subscribe to support this work.
💛 Donate to Almost Awakened: donorbox.org/almost-awakened-2
🤝 Learn more about coaching at awakenandthrive.org




![Another Important Fact Hidden!
I had a faith crisis in my mid-twenties. A big faith crisis. It involved a salamander and it involved a letter. It made me question everything I thought I knew about Joseph Smith, the book he produced, and the religion he founded. The LDS religion. MY religion! And in that time of despair, I clung to the most significant single evidence that the Book of Mormon is ancient, and therefore authentic, and therefore true. I clung to the presence of chiasmus in the Book of Mormon; that incredible ancient Hebrew literary form that shows up in such abundance in the Nephite record. But had I been told everything there was to tell about chiasmus? Or had information been withheld from me to make chiasmus look like a much more impressive evidence for the Book of Mormon? Was it a solid evidence, or was it fools gold? And if I had known it was fools gold in my twenties, would I have clung to it as such strong evidence for the Book of Mormon? And if I had not clung to chiasmus, as proof of the Restoration, might I have left the church in my mid-twenties and lived a very different life; a life lived on my own terms as opposed to the terms dictated to me by Mormonism? These are the thoughts that I try to work through in this podcast. I hope you will join me on this journey. [RFM 458]
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![All-Star Panel Deep-Dives the Moroni Accounts!
Ever wonder what happens when you take all the earliest accounts of the Angel Moroni appearing to Joseph Smith and compare them? The answers can be problematic but always fascinating. RFM is joined by an all-star panel of Bill Reel, Randy Bell and everyones favorite Rando, Kolby Reddish, to hash through the sources. The result is a story that looks less like the recounting of an incident that actually happened to Joseph Smith, and more like a work in progress. This is one show you wont want to miss! [RFM 459]
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![The Prank Heard Round the World!
RFM detailed the bar complaints against him in the last episode for playing a Halloween prank on the sister missionaries; how those bar complaints were filed by members of the secret combination Mormon missionary group known as The Cavalry, and how those complaints were dismissed by the state bar association. This show will discuss recent developments of that story, particularly how Jaxon Washburn has chosen to thrust himself to the forefront of the controversy by writing and then cross-posting an inflammatory and defamatory blog about the situation. Joining us tonight on the panel are Kolby Reddish, Randall Bell, and possibly some other special guests. Join us, wont you? [RFM 454] The Prank Heard Round the World!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f7wR7hERUNg/mqdefault.jpg)