Uploaded March 2019 | Updated September 2026, 19 minutes ago

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Mixed & Mastered by Kevin Walker
Additional Vocals by Justin Patterson


lyrics

(verse)
i tried to mail myself
to your place but u
sent the mail right back
i tried to tell myself
that your face wasn’t fake
but
i take that back
u mean to tell me
that it doesn’t mean that u
like me when u like my tweets
you don't mean to hurt me
but yet here i am crying,

(hook)
& i’ve been hoping
& i’ve been broken
& i’ve been coping with the
fact that you’re not mine,
but i’ll keep hoping
& i’ll keep going
& i’ll keep coping with the
fact that you’re alright,

(verse)
i tried to tell myself that
nothing happened in
between those sheets
i tried to make myself believe
that nothing came in
between your teeth
you mean to tell me
that you've only been alone
one time this week
you don't mean to hurt me
but yet here i am crying,

(hook)
& i’ve been hoping
& i’ve been broken
& i’ve been coping with the
fact that you’re not mine,
but i’ll keep hoping
& i’ll keep going
& i’ll keep coping with the
fact that you’re alright,

(bridge)
&
why why why
do i
need to
cry cry cry
to get your attention tonight?
why why why
do i
need to
cry cry cry
to get your attention tonight?
&
i've been feeling
quite this way
for far too long
so here i am to say
one thing
i've given up
everyday
this
week
&
i
am in love
with an idea of
a girl that i used to love
where has she gone?

(hook)
emily, emily
emily, emily
emily
i know i know
we gotta get on
out of here

emily emily
emily emily
emily
u make me feel
like i do not
deserve a thing

oh well