![Merlin and Arthur [5.07] | Looking at you now, youll never know @GreenePearl](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/h2r8jr7MnD8/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2012 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago
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Since it's blocked in your countries :(
I. CAN'T.
I'm in a VERY, VERY fragile state atm. I'm going to watch Breaking Dawn part 2 in an hour, but I'm totally not in the mood. I feel like I can burst out in tears every single second. And that when I give in, all the buckets over the whole world will be needed.
I couldn't close an eye tonight.
I think I might be overreacting, but I've seriously got no control over my feelings.
For Nina. Who understands.
And I'm sorry for this sucky video. But I needed to do this.
German and UK viewers can download the video here: sendspace.com/file/mdj0cn
Since it's blocked in your countries :(
I. CAN'T.
I'm in a VERY, VERY fragile state atm. I'm going to watch Breaking Dawn part 2 in an hour, but I'm totally not in the mood. I feel like I can burst out in tears every single second. And that when I give in, all the buckets over the whole world will be needed.
I couldn't close an eye tonight.
I think I might be overreacting, but I've seriously got no control over my feelings.
For Nina. Who understands.
And I'm sorry for this sucky video. But I needed to do this.
![Merlin and Arthur [5.07] | Looking at you now, youll never know](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/h2r8jr7MnD8/mqdefault.jpg "Merlin and Arthur [5.07] | Looking at you now, youll never know
German and UK viewers can download the video here: http://www.sendspace.com/file/mdj0cn
Since its blocked in your countries :(
I. CANT.
Im in a VERY, VERY fragile state atm. Im going to watch Breaking Dawn part 2 in an hour, but Im totally not in the mood. I feel like I can burst out in tears every single second. And that when I give in, all the buckets over the whole world will be needed.
I couldnt close an eye tonight.
I think I might be overreacting, but Ive seriously got no control over my feelings.
For Nina. Who understands.
And Im sorry for this sucky video. But I needed to do this.")
![Josh & Jennifer | Why are you my remedy? [dedicated]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/h45hXeAE-Tk/mqdefault.jpg "Josh & Jennifer | Why are you my remedy? [dedicated]
please watch in HD!
This is for Carina and Sara :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/pluginbabiessss
http://www.youtube.com/user/FearlessEnchanted
Carina, its officially your birthday now, I waited until midnight, so happyhappy birthday to you! And Sara, it will be your birthday when Im in England, but I already wanted to wish you a fantastic day! Youre both such lovely girls and even when youre not much on yt or anything, youll always have a place in my heart. Lots of hugs for you from me ♥♥
Also, THG fans, a THG related video! Arent you proud of me? *pats own shoulder*
This song has been stuck in my head for a long time, so I just needed to use it. NATURAL STIRRINGS Josh, I heard you! I think both of them could really use a kiss or two outside of the filming. so.much.tensionnn
Hope you guys enjoy it!
Ive also been tagged twice, but I want to wait with my tagvideo after my trip to England. Thats from July 5th until July 16th, I believe. I wont be online then :(
xxx Nynke")
![Lou & Sam | Your warm whispers [w/dedications]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hGbQsuittaQ/mqdefault.jpg "Lou & Sam | Your warm whispers [w/dedications]
A video dedicated to: Sara (teamhodgins)
Kyley (HermionexRonify)
Anouk (ilovehertjes)
Lucie (KiwiiChann)
Sharona (xbrokenmirrors)
Saskia (xosaskia)
[Subscribe to those awesome girls!! ^^]
And to all of my subscribers who are so patient with me. Youre truly awesome. ♥ Seriously though, how is everybody doing?!
You inspire me every day and some of you I talk to often, and some of you not as much as Id like to. But I love all of you & I wish we all had that extra bit of time like I had this morning (thank god! I missed vidding) to make this quick video. I really hope youll enjoy watching it. Then my work is done :)
Lovelovelove,
Nynke")
![Andrew Garfield & Emma Stone | Youll find him next to me [HAPPY B-DAY LIA!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hQJ2hDjEKCU/mqdefault.jpg "Andrew Garfield & Emma Stone | Youll find him next to me [HAPPY B-DAY LIA!]
Please watch in HD! :)
Happy Birthday Lia! :) I love you a lot and Im glad we talked a bit more the last couple of weeks :) I really consider you as my friend - youre really sweet and when theres something I know I can turn to you, and I hope you know you can turn to me, too. And can I just say I love all your dresses? (yeeahh fb pics haha)
But anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY and I wanted to give you some Robsten at first (but that was a bit painful to do), then I thought of Nian (but i didnt have pics of them), so I was stuck on Andrew and Emma. But not exactly stuck though, I mean theyre the most epic couple ever. I hope theyll stay together for a long time :) With that big rant done, enjoy your day with family and friends and all kinds of cool presents. Ill send you my virtual hugs. ;)
Big kiss,
Nynke
PS: I almost forgot (shame on me) - sub her epicness!
http://www.youtube.com/user/25crazyvampgirlprodz
PPS: Coloring by TwinklingTutorials! Thanks girls :) (nr 143)
OTHER INFORMATION
I do not own this song neither the pictures, only the editing is mine to claim.
The interview/photo shoot has been done by TeenVogue, all rights to them.")
![Merlin | Destinies are troublesome things [MVT Finals]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hWCVsam31iA/mqdefault.jpg "Merlin | Destinies are troublesome things [MVT Finals]
[HAPPY BDAY TO ME!] [MVT FINALS] [3900SUBS!]
THIRD PLACE WINNER IN THE MAGICAL VIDDING TOURNAMENT! THANK YOU SO MUCH
This means its time to party!
Thank youuuuu for making my day by helping me reach the 3900+ subs! Onto the next hundred! Thank you ♥♥
And further, this is my final final final entry for the Merlin MagicalViddingTournament. Ive made it to the finals! I couldnt be more happy :D I was so inspired I finished it a few weeks ago already, but I wanted to wait until my birthday to upload this video (and till youtube stopped screwing with WMV files). Thats because Merlin is quite special to me - and many more of you. It gave me so much joy last year.
So, for this entry, you had to show all of the main characters. Before that was decided, I wanted to do (if I got through) Merlin/Arthur only with the main theme of the show: destiny. But when that rule was changed, I realised Morgana and Guinevere and Mordred play big parts in Arthur and Merlins destinies as well (and also the other way around). Plus, the first time I watched Brave.. this quote!! WAAH. It fitted so perfectly. So then this was born! The audio was HELL to make, but it came out exactly as I wanted after mixing song after song after song. :) I really really hope youll enjoy it. Thank you judges for everything! Its been great fun and an honour to make it to the final round :)
Imma party on now! My presents are waiting (a Merlin bookmark!! YES)
xxxx Nynke")
![Dan/Em/Rupert | At the end of the world well be together [FOR THE B-DAY GIRL]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ia15z9VZS-g/mqdefault.jpg "Dan/Em/Rupert | At the end of the world well be together [FOR THE B-DAY GIRL]
Please watch in HD!
KYLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY
Its your birthday [obviously]
and youre probably sleeping now
but HEY wake up because its party time!
I hope youll get lots of great presents and that youll have an awesome time with good friends and your family.
I love you loads. This is the third year Im making you presents, and I hope Im planning on doing that till the end of the world. Or better, when Im 80 years old or so.
I LOVE YOU. And have some HP sentimental video or whatever this is. Just remember its made from the heart. :) For you.
Hugattack!
PS Lenka song because your Lenka vid for me still is the best thing ever.
Coloring by muffinfreaktutorials
Song by Lenka: At the end of the world
Pictures from i-heart-watson.com")
![Jenn & Em | I skip a heartbeat for you [FOR KATA]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/is9xMx70Fj8/mqdefault.jpg "Jenn & Em | I skip a heartbeat for you [FOR KATA]
Please watch in HD! :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/catushka
First thing to do: Sub Kata!
Next thing to do: Watch all her videos!
Then: Comment and like them all (L)
Im seriously shocked that I missed your birthday by a day. You should have told me, I had no idea it was yesterday! Well haha actually I knew, because Im in your birthday collab, but gooosh ive been so busy!
But heee, I thought lets make it up to you by this video. I know its not much, but it was made from the heart. I adore these two girls so much, theyre my number one idols!
And Kata... seriously I love you so much, even though we talk a lot by commenting on each others videos, I feel like I really connect with you and you seriously are an amazing girl with such unique vidding skills and I am simply in love with your videos!
HUUUUUGSSSS and birthday cake of course! xxx Nynke")
