Uploaded August 2022 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
Lyrics:
At a party yesterday
Saw the room where you and me
Had some fun
You thought it was love
Now I'm stuck here reminiscing
And I try day and night
Oh, to somehow draw a line
Wanna cross it all the time
I think I'm mentally cheating
How could I be so disobedient?
I'm just eighteen, don't have experience
Can't help the fact that I caught feelings, oh
I think I'm mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating, oh
I think I mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating
I think I shouldn't be looking in those eyes
Why do they give me butterflies?
Can't express how obsessed
Is it purely the attention?
I'm just trying to decide
If I stay, I'd have to lie
To myself, feels like hell
To be in love with someone else
And I try day and night
Oh, to somehow draw a line
Wanna cross it all the time
I think I'm mentally cheating
How could I be so disobedient? (Oh)
I'm just eighteen, don't have experience
Can't help the fact that I caught feelings, oh (Oh)
I think I'm mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating, oh
I think I mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating
So goodbye, I'm out of time
Only said I love you twice
I know that is not a crime
I need more to keep you mine
So goodbye, it's alright
Baby, it's a part of life
Something's gotta sacrifice
I think I'm mentally cheating (Oh)
How could I be so disobedient? (How could it be so good?)
I'm just eighteen, don't have experience (I'm all done, don't wanna feel this)
Can't help the fact that I caught feelings, oh
I think I'm mentally
Oh, cheating, oh
Cheating (Oh, it gets old)
Cheating, oh (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating
I think I'm mentally cheating
where to find Natalie Jane:
youtube.com/channel/UC1KXRRPLJg5Abs44UlGYv2A
instagram: instagram.com/nataliejanesings
tiktok: tiktok.com/Nataliejanesings?lang=en
website: nataliejanesings.com
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists!
If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com
Lyrics:
At a party yesterday
Saw the room where you and me
Had some fun
You thought it was love
Now I'm stuck here reminiscing
And I try day and night
Oh, to somehow draw a line
Wanna cross it all the time
I think I'm mentally cheating
How could I be so disobedient?
I'm just eighteen, don't have experience
Can't help the fact that I caught feelings, oh
I think I'm mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating, oh
I think I mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating
I think I shouldn't be looking in those eyes
Why do they give me butterflies?
Can't express how obsessed
Is it purely the attention?
I'm just trying to decide
If I stay, I'd have to lie
To myself, feels like hell
To be in love with someone else
And I try day and night
Oh, to somehow draw a line
Wanna cross it all the time
I think I'm mentally cheating
How could I be so disobedient? (Oh)
I'm just eighteen, don't have experience
Can't help the fact that I caught feelings, oh (Oh)
I think I'm mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating, oh
I think I mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating
So goodbye, I'm out of time
Only said I love you twice
I know that is not a crime
I need more to keep you mine
So goodbye, it's alright
Baby, it's a part of life
Something's gotta sacrifice
I think I'm mentally cheating (Oh)
How could I be so disobedient? (How could it be so good?)
I'm just eighteen, don't have experience (I'm all done, don't wanna feel this)
Can't help the fact that I caught feelings, oh
I think I'm mentally
Oh, cheating, oh
Cheating (Oh, it gets old)
Cheating, oh (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Mentally cheating, oh
Cheating
Cheating
I think I'm mentally cheating
where to find Natalie Jane:
youtube.com/channel/UC1KXRRPLJg5Abs44UlGYv2A
instagram: instagram.com/nataliejanesings
tiktok: tiktok.com/Nataliejanesings?lang=en
website: nataliejanesings.com
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists!
If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com
![Solas - Jamie Duffy [slowed + reverb]
original version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYL7c3awTNA
where to find Jamie Duffy:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC86j_bjuNmRqypmalXErKzw
https://www.tiktok.com/@jamieduffyy
https://www.instagram.com/jamieduffyy/
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If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com Solas - Jamie Duffy [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/IkecEEWsLrE/mqdefault.jpg)
![In The Roses (Acoustic) - Henri Bardot x Christian Reindl [slowed + reverb]
Lyrics:
Theres something there
I cant seem to put those years
In the dirt
The blue midnight eyes
Shielded your shoulders
To running lines Ive memorized
Well I would go back and set it straight
If I ever went away
So I say Ill restart
But you keep on pushing back the page
Take me or drive away
Til the unfamiliar places
And then these constant conversations
Between my body and my brain
God paint my best friend
Ill find you in the roses
Hiding far from all the bullshit
Wasnt it you who said
And even the stars fade out
And even the sun dies down
Well I conclude it love
To be a cold conversation
To get lost in the waiting
Well I would go back and set it straight
If I ever want away
So I say Ill restart
But you keep on pushing back the page
Take me or drive away
To the unfamiliar places
And then these constant conversations
Between my body and my brain
God paint my best friend
Ill find you in the roses
Hiding far from all the bullshit
So take me back to the beginning
It was grey, the rain was spinning
Counting taps along the pavement
original version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65ExJvn8Uqc
where to find Christian Reindl:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeIFvFTMmHd4Ney7o7A_XQQ
https://www.instagram.com/chrisreindl/
https://www.christianreindl.com/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0brOR...
where to find Henri Bardot:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkCXkCpmMswseUSgAkOeHBg
https://www.instagram.com/henribardot/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/789Nw...
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists!
If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com In The Roses (Acoustic) - Henri Bardot x Christian Reindl [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Is0nzx6GZgc/mqdefault.jpg)
![Windmill - Lor [slowed + reverb]
Lyrics:
Have you seen that man?
Broken pieces of his plan
Taken by the wind
To the place where you have been
Corner of the room
I think I saw your brother moon
He came out of the grey
He was sad, but that′s okay
Windmill, are you still afraid of nothing?
Are you still afraid of something? (is the wind still your friend?)
Are you still afraid of wind? (is it you who command?)
Oh, Windmill, youre a place where I can cry
You′re a place where I can lie (If I want, when Im sad)
Youre a place where I can die (when I′m tired, when I′m down)
Up, below, so far
Nothing happens in the dark
Are you still afraid?
There is nothing you should say
I saw your brother moon
I hope that you will see him soon
Hell take you with the wind
To the place where you have been
Windmill, are you still afraid of nothing?
Are you still afraid of something? (is the wind still your friend?)
Are you still afraid of wind? (is it you who command?)
Oh, Windmill, you′re a place where I can cry
Youre a place where I can lie (If I want, when I′m sad)
Youre a place where I can die (when I′m tired, when Im down)
Windmill, are you still afraid of nothing?
Are you still afraid of something? (is the wind still your friend?)
Are you still afraid of wind? (is it you who command?)
Oh, Windmill, youre a place where I can cry
You′re a place where I can lie (If I want, when I′m sad)
Youre a place where I can die (when I′m tired, when Im down)
Running ′round the hall
Holding breath and holding soul
Blinded by the moon
Waiting for another noon
Hiding pride so fast
Like it happened in the past
Wind is blowing still
On the hill where you have been
Windmill, are you still afraid of nothing?
Are you still afraid of something?
Are you still afraid of wind?
Oh, Windmill, youre a place where I can cry
You′re a place where I can lie
Youre a place where I can die
original version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rOSk28bTsmg
where to find Lor:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtxdRUfi2QbqDx3tMlojtLQ
https://www.facebook.com/bandlor
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists!
If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com Windmill - Lor [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Izk1R3t0xg8/mqdefault.jpg)
![Your Name - Lissom, Julien Marshal, Lowswimmer [slowed + reverb]
Lyrics:
Come get your name
Reanimate, I lose
Come set your frame
Assassinate, I lose
It was in the morning
You came a-calling
I wont be there with you
Come stake your claim
Recalculate, I lose
Congratulations
You emigrated, I lose you
It was in the morning
I came a-calling
I wont be there with you
Come get me out
I dont wanna be without or with you
Be there with you
Something about you is making me lock up
Guess I lose
Be there with you
Be there with you
Be there with you
Be there with you
original version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iCKcqkcEKA
where to find Lissom:
https://www.instagram.com/lissommusic/
https://www.facebook.com/lissommusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5BRxWwvhe1BxvK6fs4V0dx?si=kcKWpI2jS4etwVdgghOm-g&nd=1
where to find Julien Marshal:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCh5sCUkMMSAe4b-7xP4yKiA
https://twitter.com/julienmarchal
http://marchaljulien.fr/
https://www.facebook.com/julienmarchalmusic
where to find Lowswimmer (Ed Tullett):
https://www.youtube.com/user/EdTullett
https://edtullett.com/
https://www.instagram.com/edtullett/
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists!
If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com Your Name - Lissom, Julien Marshal, Lowswimmer [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/JT8ed9bRhmI/mqdefault.jpg)
![Sick of U - BoyWithUke [slowed + reverb]
Lyrics:
Things are better off this way
Wish you never ever knew my name
Wish I never said Hi cause you got really cute eyes
I dont wanna cut ties just to kiss your face
So things are better this way
Get out of my brain, Im out of my lane
Im not playing this game
I know Ill be fine, I can tell you tell lies
And I hope you dont mind that I turn away
Cause youll just do it again
And youll fuck all my friends, and youll just fuck with my head
And Im so done with the mess you left embedded in lead
I want you out of my life, Im sick of all of your lies
Im sick of all the little things you used to do with my mind
Cause youll just do it again
You just love to pretend to be innocent
Fuck you, I think youre insignificant
Dont you look at my eyes, go and say your goodbyes
You fucked up bad now youre wasting my time
You treated me wrong, Im so glad youre gone
Why cant I move on?
You filled me with hate, you made my heart break
Still, I cant escape
I tried and I tried but Im left dead inside
And youre killing me slowly without even knowing
Well, love has a cost and both of us lost
It went on way too long
Like, it never would end til the day that were dead
And both of us are gone
I tried and I tried, we both had lost our minds
I felt so sick to my stomach but I know that you love it
Cause youll just do it again
And youll fuck all my friends, and youll just fuck with my head
And Im so done with the mess you left embedded in lead
I want you out of my life, Im sick of all of your lies
Im sick of all the little things you used to do with my mind
Cause youll just do it again
You just love to pretend to be innocent
Fuck you, I think youre insignificant
Dont you look at my eyes, go and say your goodbyes
You fucked up bad now youre wasting my time
You made my heart break and my stomach ache
And in my mouth you left a terrible taste
Why do I love you still?
I got physically ill from every shitty thing you made me feel
Yup, and its so cold, but what do I know?
I got somebody in my psyche hitting high notes
I got nobody on my side, Im a psycho
Might go at night, Im a boy with a knife, woah
Thank God every night for my nice home
Even if I wish Id die, Im alright bro
Thoughts stay inside my mind with a light code
Life goes on and on
Cause youll just do it again
And youll fuck all my friends, and youll just fuck with my head
And Im so done with the mess you left embedded in lead
I want you out of my life, Im sick of all of your lies
Im sick of all the little things you used to do with my mind
Cause youll just do it again
You just love to pretend to be innocent
Fuck you, I think youre insignificant
Dont you look at my eyes, go and say your goodbyes
You fucked up bad now youre wasting my time
where to find BoyWithUke:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCA3PLfFMuT963D-qGVjAFaw
https://www.tiktok.com/@boywithuke
https://open.spotify.com/album/0NzheutoSuzfMlENTnHTQl?si=c0xm9XZ3TYqIo5klYhES3Q&nd=1
https://www.instagram.com/boywithuke/
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists! Sick of U - BoyWithUke [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/KnFNBYxGAbU/mqdefault.jpg)
![10 Summers - Ashley Singh [slowed, reverb]
Lyrics:
You’re less like my lover
And more like my therapist
I let all of my problems
Weigh down on your chest
You used to love a
Good time, up all night
You’d get high
Now all you do is
Live life, with no smile
By my side
So you gotta go, leave
Don’t waste your twenties on me
You’re young, free
But I feel you falling asleep
Oh ten summers ain’t a lot
And I’ve already taken three
So go, leave
Don’t waste your twenties on me
You were so full of colour
I made you a pessimist
Think maybe I’m jealous
Of all of your best friends
You used to love a
Good time, up all night
You’d get high
Now all you do is
Live life, with no smile
By my side
So you gotta go, leave
Don’t waste your twenties on me
You’re young, free
But I feel you falling asleep
Oh ten summers ain’t a lot
And I’ve already taken three
So go, leave
Don’t waste your twenties on
Don’t waste your twenties on me
da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da
Go, leave
Don’t waste your twenties on me
original version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NywVH9pSINM
where to find Ashely Singh:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQcdpMvZUnfPSpsKq_Vqcjw
https://www.instagram.com/ashleysingh /
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0W5v1wZ9vqtoIgklZa1wcH?si=hf86FaMnSkypY2cKBaz06Q&nd=1
https://www.tiktok.com/@ashleysingh
https://twitter.com/ashleysingh
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists!
If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com 10 Summers - Ashley Singh [slowed, reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/LeU37jSdoVw/mqdefault.jpg)
![HIM - Sam Smith [slowed + reverb]
Lyrics:
Holy Father, we need to talk
I have a secret that I cant keep
Im not the boy that you thought you wanted
Please dont get angry, have faith in me
Say I shouldnt be here but I cant give up his touch
It is him I love, it is him
Dont you try and tell me that God doesnt care for us
It is him I love, it is him I love
I walk the streets of Mississippi
I hold my lover by the hand
I feel you staring when he is with me
How can I make you understand?
Say I shouldnt be here but I cant give up his touch
It is him I love, it is him
Dont you try and tell me that God doesnt care for us
It is him I love, it is him I love
Oh, oh
Oh, I love
Oh, oh
No, no, I love
Oh, oh
I love
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Him I love
Oh, oh
Him I love
Oh, oh
Him I love
Oh, oh
Him I love
Holy Father, judge my sins
Im not afraid of what they will bring
Im not the boy that you thought you wanted
I love him
where to find Sam Smith:
https://www.youtube.com/samsmith
https://www.instagram.com/samsmith/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2wY79sveU1sp5g7SokKOiI
https://www.tiktok.com/@samsmith
https://twitter.com/samsmith
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists!
If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com HIM - Sam Smith [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/M6rzNSa2XJ8/mqdefault.jpg)
![Let Me Down - BoyWithUke [slowed + reverb]
Lyrics:
Baby, lets pack our bags and head to wherever
Toss these plans out straight through the door
Wont you take my hand, it wont be forever
I dont have to be the one youre looking for
But I broke my foot, got lost on the mountain
Fucked my life again but Im sure
That youre not too far behind, so Im counting
On you to stay when my heart is sore
Oh hey, aye, I think I lost my way
Can you put me back in place?
I know youd never let me down
But will you lift me off the ground?
Do you even know my name?
And even when Im safe and sound
It could always turn around
But can you remember my face
Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da
Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da
Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da
Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da
I know youre depressed
And I know that youre stressed
And I know that you lie to all your friends
I know that you cry and I know that you fight
And I know that you tried, but it wont end
So how would it feel if I were to steal
Your heart away along with this pain?
Cause you give me butterflies, and I
I need you to stay
I know what youre thinking
You dont wanna say so
Think Im catching feelings
I dont wanna say no
I like the way your socks look
You should know I hate to
Fall for someone new
But I like to think about you
I know youd never let me down
But will you lift me off the ground?
Do you even know my name?
And even when Im safe and sound
It could always turn around
But can you remember my face
Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da
Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da
Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da
Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da
where to find BoyWithUke:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCA3PLfFMuT963D-qGVjAFaw
https://www.tiktok.com/@boywithuke
https://open.spotify.com/album/0NzheutoSuzfMlENTnHTQl?si=c0xm9XZ3TYqIo5klYhES3Q&nd=1
https://www.instagram.com/boywithuke/
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists!
If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com Let Me Down - BoyWithUke [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OLUY0Rbk-Yo/mqdefault.jpg)
![Drive - RIOPY [slowed + reverb]
original version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTWpnYDkrw0&list=PLBrdi82ljOwAjdiZ4LNrRJiXZgK1zJ8Hw&index=1
where to find RIOPY:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1pJ-uL_yTocm5ZmHXXz_wA
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4ytDz3A9nHcVMjEbdNSKzA?si=B3SHZqHhTz6e38Xyc6O1NQ&nd=1
https://www.tiktok.com/@riopy
https://twitter.com/riopymusic
https://www.instagram.com/riopymusic/
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artist(s)! Drive - RIOPY [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/O_SoEuhvcS4/mqdefault.jpg)
![Babyblau - Paula Hartmann [slowed + reverb]
Lyrics:
Dienstagabend
Draußen, weil es warm is
Sonne geht grad unter
Späti und dann Fahrtwind
Drei, vier Dosen Cider
Leben lebt sich leichter
Hamburg legt sich schlafen und wir leben noch weiter
Babyblaues Cabrio
Babyblaue Vibes
Komme nie zu spät, aber lass mir immer Zeit
Lila Licht im Studio und Lila in meim Kopf
TOOLOUDFORTHEROOM
Meine Crew auf deiner Box
Meine Crew auf deiner Box
Leo-Hose, Air-Force
Und du stellst dir mehr vor
Zuckerleben schmilzt weg
Candy-Necklace wertvoll
Mische Vodka-Eistee mit eim bisschen Heimweh
Kopfhörer mit Kabel
Alleine auf dem Heimweg
Babyblaues Cabrio
Babyblaue Vibes
Komme nie zu spät, aber lass mir immer Zeit
Lila Licht im Studio und Lila in meim Kopf
TOOLOUDFORTHEROOM
Meine Crew auf deiner Box
Meine Crew auf deiner Box
original version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Zl6HD9M_PY
where to find Paula Hartmann:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCowJ7aLiq202zI1CMbZFXzA
https://www.instagram.com/paulahartmannnn/?hl=de
https://www.tiktok.com/@paulahartmannnn?lang=en
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artist(s)! Babyblau - Paula Hartmann [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Oiz7PewYTwQ/mqdefault.jpg)
![Art of Survival - Bishop Briggs [slowed + reverb]
Lyrics:
I couldn’t stay away an obvious mistake
I could’ve saved some face
I thought I knew
That in this painful place
I might find some grace
But mercy is a lie they tell you
I can’t read my minds in pieces
I’m still breathing
Now just seeing
The trouble
In doubt
It always lead you into
Or out
Afraid that you can’t climb higher
Scared that your gonna fall
Every time the road gets harder
The Art of Survival
How can I fly with eagles?
Scared I’m gonna hit the wall
Today I woke up a fighter
The Art of Survival
The Art of Survival
The Art of Survival
Dreams get poisoned in your brain
Yeah the enemy’s the same
Deadly weapons that are formed against you
And your obvious mistake it cuts just like a blade
Hearing all the friends you made say they made you
Trouble
In doubt
It always lead you into
Or out
Afraid that you can’t climb higher
Scared that your gonna fall
Every time the road gets harder
The Art of Survival
How can I fly with eagles?
Scared I’m gonna hit the wall
Today I woke up a fighter
The Art of Survival
The Art of Survival
The Art of Survival
The Art of Survival
The Art of Survival
Maybe I was born a fighter
Afraid that you can’t climb higher
Scared that your gonna fall
Every time the road gets harder
The Art of Survival
How can I fly with eagles?
Scared I’m gonna hit the wall
Today I woke up a fighter
The Art of Survival
original version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSBH6tTO8Pw
where to find Bishop Briggs:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCAOUTJyHMjLgLcu71xMEyAQ
https://twitter.com/bishopbriggs
https://www.instagram.com/bishopbriggs/
I do not own the music, therefore all credit to the artists!
If there are any problems, feel free to contact me.
📧 xseeyouinspacex@outlook.com Art of Survival - Bishop Briggs [slowed + reverb]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Pb0E3U9lFK0/mqdefault.jpg)