Uploaded March 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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Beat produced by: tunnA Beatz
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino


Starring: Matthew Luppino
Directed By: Matthew Luppino and Jesse Miceli

Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino

Camera Operator: Jesse Miceli
Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino

Special Thanks To:
Laura Holman
Aaron Demars
Jesse Miceli


Official Lyrics:

1st Verse:
Yeah it’s crazy…
That I still look back, and it hurts all the same
The door's locked, but I still peak through the window pane
Watching lost time play inside the frame
I guess you could say you still live inside my brain

Passion turns into pain and pain back into passion
It's just a chain reaction
When I look for satisfaction
In another distraction
Tell me what happens
When that tragic magic
Turns back to ashes?
So…

I’m trying to move on, not sure who I’m becoming
But I guess I’m still missing something
I guess what they say is true, time heals nothing

Still stuck in this loop, lost in my feelings
I wish I didn’t feel things
I guess I had the real thing
But will my heart ever stop bleeding?

So, I'm still searching for closure, I'm lost in the dark
And even though it's over, I know I’ve lost my spark

2nd Verse:
I want you to know I’ve been struggling with shit every single day
And I can’t write what I need to say

My first love ripped me apart
But God gave me my art
And helped me pick up the pieces to restart
Healed with no closure and fixed my broken heart

But I guess I still wear my heart on my sleeve
Yeah I guess I never know when to leave

So I can agree
What we perceive
Is what we believe
And without it, life’s not as complete
In between
Proceed or retreat?
Admit defeat and hit delete
Should I succeed in deceit?
Searching way back to summer sixteen

We would share our scars
Sitting in that car
We talked about life under the stars

I was at my lowest when I lost focus
I’m still a broken poet
Looking back at life, I guess all we have is moments

3rd Verse:
So yeah I’ll admit I’m still searching
Yeah I guess I’ll admit I’m still hurting

I’m just a starving artist
Just a man working his hardest
To harness
The darkness
That still makes me heartless

My first love tainted my perception
It’s like what I created I’ve learned to question
I feel like I’ve wasted my perfection
But it’s complicated when you go through depression

So many faded reflections
Led to an elevated obsession
Of Infatuated affection
So frustrated with my direction
All I painted was valentine’s deception

You know I used to think we would last
But now I’ve left you back in the past

I told you one day I’ll explain
The pain
That lives inside my brain

I know everyone’s got their demons, but mine are taking over
And even though I’m still hurting, I’m still searching for closure eh


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Closure
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