Uploaded January 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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Official Video for "Pick Up The Phone" by Maddie Zahm off the new album "Now That I've Been Honest" out now

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"Pick Up The Phone"

I’m scrolling through pictures
And, oh God, I miss her
That girl that I used to be

She filled rooms with light
And looked forward to life
‘Til the pain got the best of me

The stains in my shirt
And lack of self worth
And the mold inside a coffee cup

Haven’t brushed my hair
Chronically self aware
I’m the only one who thinks I’m a fuck up

I know I should just pick up the phone
And tell my brother that I feel alone
Therapy, I really oughta go this time

But serotonine’s fuckin’ with my head
She’s making it so hard to leave my bed
It’s crazy that I know what would be best
And still don’t wanna get better
Better x3
I don’t want
To get better
Better x3
I don’t want

My career and my dog
And the best fuckin’ mom
All the people who sing my songs

Catie and Sophie
My girlfriend who knows me
I still don’t think I’m deserving
To be loved when I’m the one who’s hurting

I know I should just pick up the phone
And tell my brother that I feel alone
And therapy, I really oughta go this time

But serotonine’s fuckin’ with my head
She’s making it so hard to leave my bed
It’s crazy that I know what would be best
And still don’t wanna get better
Better x3
I don’t want
To get better
Better x3
I don’t want
To get better
Better x3
I don’t want
To get better
Better x3
I don’t want

I know I should just pick up the phone