Uploaded August 2020 | Updated September 2026, 5 hours ago

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"it's not real,"

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and this folks, is what we call stress editing.

i think editing these two has become my go-to during this pandemic? idk life happened a lot this past week and this took my mind off things. tried doing some effects which is different for me so hey! also me throwing in dark!alina? yeah mate. this modern au is pretty much my new canon now, and i ain't mad about it - i mean... [slides over $5] someone please write it

no seriously

s/o to madi (maddiekayray on twitter) once again for the amazing ADR work she did prior to this for me! you are AMAZING.

i have a bunch of other projects to hopefully throw at you all soon (including outstanding VU!)! my inspo is just all over the place as i sort out my personal life. i realize i used to post sometimes twice a week and i wish i could keep up that schedule - alas, looking like not. :( unless i become a real hermit again.

stay sane guys! x

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fandom: the grisha trilogy
song: love is madness; 30 seconds to mars + halsey
program: fcp
colouring: maryxstuart
twitter: thatbluebox
inspo: /watch?v=vMzKbUOYSvs

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