Uploaded November 2011 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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THIS IS A VENT VIDEO. IT IS VERY PERSONAL TO ME, SO IT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE TO RE CANNON.

Character Info:
► Leon and Jill are a couple
► Ashley is their daughter
Character Key:
► Leon -- My father
► Jill -- My mother
► Ashley -- myself
► Chris -- the man Jill wishes she had instead of Leon

This is very hard to explain, and many parts of the video has symbolism that I see, which I am sure isn't obvious to the audience. I know this is also a pathetic excuse of a crossover as no new manips are created, but is instead a flash of various struggles, which I prefer as it shows the overwhelmed feeling I have. I don't even care how bad the technique is, but I need to make this into a creation and set it free. It's how I keep from going insane.

The video is from Ashley's point of view, but she is looking at her parents' damaged relationship through her father's eyes. Their tombstones are shown, but if does not necessarily mean they are dead, but if you prefer that storyline instead, go ahead. But through the video Jill and Leon die over and over again as they struggle to stay under the same roof and each attempt kills them, and willing to put up with it is suicide. Jill has given up and been "dead" for months, but Leon has finally committed "suicide."
Some symbolism includes how Ashley is always with Leon because my father and I support one each other all the time while my mother is doing her own thing. Ashley shows up in the chorus continuously because she is watching and learning that any kind of love is suicide. I play old footage at the beginning because it shows their history of happiness and troubles.

I'm sorry I show Jill and Leon in such a strained relationship all the time, but it's because to me, they are the personas of my parents.

Don't worry about me, though. I hope I didn't throw myself a pity party with this video. Just had to relieve thoughts and feelings.

Song: "Love is a Suicide" [Repitched]
Artist: Natalia Kills
Footage: Resident Evil 4, Resident Evil 5
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0
Time: 4 hours

Hi dad if you are reading this :P