Zeruk | Lose Control MEME @Zeruk | Uploaded 7 years ago | Updated 8 hours ago
Ahaha ;w; another meme yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ This ones for
XD I suck at editing aha I have literally rendered this 5 times. (I wanted to try make nyazie look pastel like with the bg being the same color, apparently I did it totally work but it doesn't look bad so first attempt over here x3).
Yeah all well I had fun revising whilst waiting AGES for that dang rendering XD
ORIGINAL BY: catmint
INSPIRED BY: KittyDog
*** I realllllllllllly dont like how this turned out ;w; my wip for it looked soooooo much better but when the linework comes in I totally ruin it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ;w; I am disapointed with myself C R Y
Used:
Wacom Introus Tablet
Paint Tool Sai
Windows Movie Maker
Sony Vegas Pro 13
Find me in other places:
DeviantArt: zerukchase.deviantart.com
Discord Public Server: discordapp.com/invite/RtNDQAw
*** I DO NOT OWN THE BACKGROUNDS OR THE SONG ***
Ahaha ;w; another meme yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ This ones for
XD I suck at editing aha I have literally rendered this 5 times. (I wanted to try make nyazie look pastel like with the bg being the same color, apparently I did it totally work but it doesn't look bad so first attempt over here x3).
Yeah all well I had fun revising whilst waiting AGES for that dang rendering XD
ORIGINAL BY: catmint
INSPIRED BY: KittyDog
*** I realllllllllllly dont like how this turned out ;w; my wip for it looked soooooo much better but when the linework comes in I totally ruin it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ;w; I am disapointed with myself C R Y
Used:
Wacom Introus Tablet
Paint Tool Sai
Windows Movie Maker
Sony Vegas Pro 13
Find me in other places:
DeviantArt: zerukchase.deviantart.com
Discord Public Server: discordapp.com/invite/RtNDQAw
*** I DO NOT OWN THE BACKGROUNDS OR THE SONG ***
![POISON | ANIMATION [VENT]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xPyisXPPFkw/hqdefault.jpg "POISON | ANIMATION [VENT]
// If you get inspired, please credit me as the original c: [idm if u get inspired tbh]
Song - Poison - Hazbin Hotel [Blake Roman]
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[Editors Note - Keep in mind my animation is its own thing and not related to the show itself, I liked the lyrics meaning and I felt it related to Zeruk. If you watch the video and his eyes slowly turning into stars when hes around ???, its a different interpretation I took from the song.]
20/01/2024- I removed the phrase original animation meme from the title to be more sensitive to others concerns.
Very sorry to everyone, I certainly didnt have any mal intent animating this and I am sorry if you felt hurt by the song choice, I decided to rename the title to just a vent because I really do relate the the song when it first came out (the hazbin hotel lyric music video on YouTube) before the show came out. I took it as someone putting words in ur mouth and theyre feeding u lies and u dont have much choice but to listen because no one else will have the compassion to help and u think this is the only path you can take (because there isnt really any positive). I do not hate anyone even if u say u hate me, I did ask people before I animated the song if it was okay too, and I did get a lot of yeah its fine there isnt anything explicit in the lyrics so thats why I animated it. In future Ill ask a wider scope of people to hopefully not run into this issue again. (I am very socially unaware so I need help understanding from others).
I did have to hold comments (not delete) because I just started to have a panic attack and it started to affect my actual health I am not ignoring anyone I promise I just couldnt stop and I had to step away from the situation. I just learnt to keep my mouth shut because no one listens to me regardless of what I say or if I try to explain myself. I am a ab** victim myself so that may be why I related so much to the song and animated it. I feel incredibly invalidated and I feel like I cant come out with my traumas due to this situation and all the assuming the worst from me.
People that I did ask were also s/. victims and said it was fine too so Im just... Everyone is telling me its ok to animate the song but then the other side is telling me its wrong. Im really conflicted I hope the title change pleases everyone.
This video is not Zeruk being happy or doing a happy quirky dance, hes putting on a fake smile whilst whoever is around him says and does different things. The oooh part 0:31 was showing progression (third frame showing him disliking it but the 4th showing him with a overly happy smile). You just put on a fake smile because regardless of what you do, people that say they care, dont actually care and want whats best for themselves.
I most likely wont be all here on the internet as much socially (I am doing very bad in my irl SORRY its really bad timing) I typically just post art and run but um I dont think I am very good at handling hundreds of people sending actual harassment and not critic.
Hopefully this explains some things and can please everyone and if not I hope u see that I did try to make things right. I rlly do care about people and their feelings and, oh and this video doesnt generate me any money, or really anything I just make animations to try make people happy and try improve.
Im sorry I had to hold comments because people started to mass target harass me and any
genuine critism was hidden in the mass hate over things like personal attacks/etc (nothing related to the subject at hand and going after me for things that are not relevant). Ive spoken to people in DMS about this now I hope this change is good.
Again, very sorry, hopefully this response explains things and pleases everyone on all sides. Also I ask people to use tone indicators for serious situations like this with me please, its very hard to tell anymore theres so much. Thank you for reading and thank you so much for your patience.
I am too scared to open X due to the mass harassment , dea- thrxts,etc, so I am just going to put this here Im sorry I hope you understand I am getting too many dms rn its really over whelming thats why my dms are really delayed for now and the past few weeks
// Previous Description //
[This video is related to lore]
my amv isnt done so here is another filler DX... next time should be it tho im close to finishing :)
just did this quick bcz i aint post for awhile ehehe
[The first scene is a reference to GONE AMV]
[The rest is looking into zeruks POV and how he feels abt his circumstances at that moment, thinking to himself]
IDM inspo btw but if u get v inspired pls credit tysmm
// Characters //
zeruk the purple levkin male
? the grey fennec fox male
[zeruk calls him kurez]
urnex the blue levkin male
kyia the pink levkin female
timeline - S2 in urnex area
// I own all the animation, art and characters //")
