💊Star-Gutz💊 | lol I'm back @star-gutz9770 | Uploaded June 2021 | Updated October 2024, 38 minutes ago.
threw a temper tantrum for 4 days(/hj), got angry. got upset. got happy somewhere in the middle.
idk what's going on with me. still not really motivated but I dont want to hurt myself over stupid shit anymore. I kinda just fucked around and thought about stuff.
anyways happy pride month. recently accepted I was bi. I feel better about my attraction to men, kinda (/pos).
I think I pushed that part of me away because I didnt want my dad to hate me
and see me as a gay man. I wanted to be as cishet as possible to make him less disappointed. it led me to make horrible fucking choices. cough cough my transmed kalvin garrah phase. cough cough.
but I'm getting better. I'm finally starting to love myself. this is my first pride where I actually have pride. woah!
threw a temper tantrum for 4 days(/hj), got angry. got upset. got happy somewhere in the middle.
idk what's going on with me. still not really motivated but I dont want to hurt myself over stupid shit anymore. I kinda just fucked around and thought about stuff.
anyways happy pride month. recently accepted I was bi. I feel better about my attraction to men, kinda (/pos).
I think I pushed that part of me away because I didnt want my dad to hate me
and see me as a gay man. I wanted to be as cishet as possible to make him less disappointed. it led me to make horrible fucking choices. cough cough my transmed kalvin garrah phase. cough cough.
but I'm getting better. I'm finally starting to love myself. this is my first pride where I actually have pride. woah!
