Uploaded May 2025 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
Wow I fucking hate Shorts yikes I'll stick to ancient shitposting as a dying art thanks.
Anyways hello, I am aware that people are waiting for Lobotomeme (since people ask literally every single stream, every single week) and it's on the works, I'd love to whine and plead about how life isn't free, about how I almost got kicked out earlier this year, but I don't care and you don't care.
What I do want to know is... What do you people want to see? Cause when I ask for feedback from my members that support me, either through patreon or ko-fi, they HATE being spoiled of my videos and just "trust the process", to a point that even my polls end up with 50/50 because they find this more fun than actually choosing one outcome. While I love and appreciate that vote of confidence, it's unfortunately coming only from the nearest, smallest portion of my audience.
My friends and oomfs from APR suggested that I should probably just be more open about the editing progress of Lobotomeme, and I do agree and hate giving radio silence to people! But on the other hand, I don't know where that ends, how many clips until people have "seen the whole thing", how many edits can satisfy people until it turns around and starts feeling like I'm blue balling? That's what I want to know, do people wanna see more clips? Do people wanna see some in-dev stuff? Do you wanna see less??
There's a big rant to be made about meeting the expectations of an entire game's community and delivering a satisfying experience to viewers, specially to people who don't trust my process or aren't as patient. But that's not a rant to be made here, I just want to reassure you that I am working on it, and maybe my ambition will be my downfall but it's taking so long because it's going to be BIG big (I'm literally trying to shorten it so its not +2h long)
Also when y'all see me streaming it's because I LITERALLY STILL NEED INCOME!!! Obviously, if I have no video then I gain no money from Youtube. twitch subs, super chats, memberships and donations are the only income I get during these long intervals between uploads, and this is obviously becoming the largest interval thus far...
Also now I know Blender and After Effects just for this video...
(this video will self-destruct in the future when Lobotomeme is coming up cause I don't like leaving update videos on my channel feed)
Wow I fucking hate Shorts yikes I'll stick to ancient shitposting as a dying art thanks.
Anyways hello, I am aware that people are waiting for Lobotomeme (since people ask literally every single stream, every single week) and it's on the works, I'd love to whine and plead about how life isn't free, about how I almost got kicked out earlier this year, but I don't care and you don't care.
What I do want to know is... What do you people want to see? Cause when I ask for feedback from my members that support me, either through patreon or ko-fi, they HATE being spoiled of my videos and just "trust the process", to a point that even my polls end up with 50/50 because they find this more fun than actually choosing one outcome. While I love and appreciate that vote of confidence, it's unfortunately coming only from the nearest, smallest portion of my audience.
My friends and oomfs from APR suggested that I should probably just be more open about the editing progress of Lobotomeme, and I do agree and hate giving radio silence to people! But on the other hand, I don't know where that ends, how many clips until people have "seen the whole thing", how many edits can satisfy people until it turns around and starts feeling like I'm blue balling? That's what I want to know, do people wanna see more clips? Do people wanna see some in-dev stuff? Do you wanna see less??
There's a big rant to be made about meeting the expectations of an entire game's community and delivering a satisfying experience to viewers, specially to people who don't trust my process or aren't as patient. But that's not a rant to be made here, I just want to reassure you that I am working on it, and maybe my ambition will be my downfall but it's taking so long because it's going to be BIG big (I'm literally trying to shorten it so its not +2h long)
Also when y'all see me streaming it's because I LITERALLY STILL NEED INCOME!!! Obviously, if I have no video then I gain no money from Youtube. twitch subs, super chats, memberships and donations are the only income I get during these long intervals between uploads, and this is obviously becoming the largest interval thus far...
Also now I know Blender and After Effects just for this video...
(this video will self-destruct in the future when Lobotomeme is coming up cause I don't like leaving update videos on my channel feed)
