Uploaded September 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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‘Older’, the new album from Lizzy McAlpine, is out now. Listen here: LizzyMcAlpine.lnk.to/OlderAlbum

Live acoustic version of "firearm" by Lizzy McAlpine
Listen to ‘five seconds flat’ here: lizzy.ffm.to/fivesecondsflat

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Music Credits:
Written and Performed by Lizzy McAlpine
Engineered, Mixed & Mastered by Caleb Parker

Video Team:
Will Noyce
Jeremy Ivory-Chambers
Brian Niles
Emilia Haddad

Produced by Fengari

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Lyrics:

i get high out the window and i don’t tell my mom
i mix you with my vodka and it turns me on
there’s a hole in my heart and
i can’t find the bullet
but you sleep with a firearm
i should’ve pulled it on you
what a shame i can see it all now that we’re through

i get drunk with my friends
your name never comes up
i tell strangers online
that we broke up
there’s a hole in my heart and
I hate that it’s there
cause i like to act like i really don’t care,
but I do
what a shame that i put up with you

what a joke
was it all just an act
i hate that it took me so long to react
you had me convinced that you loved me
what a fucked up reality show
was it fame or the lack there of?
i just don’t know
you had me convinced that you loved me

i’m not sure you realize
the pain that you caused
i don’t feel like talking
but everyone else does
there’s a hole in my heart and
i can’t find the bullet
but you sleep with a firearm
i should’ve pulled it on you
now i don’t have the energy to