otonek0 | Let Me Be || Multi-Anime @otonek0 | Uploaded 8 years ago | Updated 6 hours ago
WARNING: DOES HAVE MENTAL TRIGGERS AS MENTIONED WHAT TYPES IN THE BEGINNING OF THE VIDEO. IF YOU DON'T THINK YOU CAN HANDLE IT, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T WATCH IT.
Any mean or negative comments will be deleted.
Anyway literally I have been back and forth on uploading this the past couple days... This is extremely personal and a HUGE vent. I promise that I'm not completely suicidal, I just have the thoughts but I won't go through with it or anything (tried to before not fun stuff). I promise I'm not harming myself or anything, this is just me coping with all the depression static in my head. Last few days have been extremely hard for me and I don't know why. It's not fun as college keeps continually overwhelming me causing me more and more stress which increases my anxiety followed by depression.
I'm old enough and had enough experience to know to push through. But certain days like these it's REALLY hard. Those where I have to surround myself with friends so they distract me from the static. But god all of it is just so exhausting all the damn time.
I might end up deleting this later... IDK I kind of like how this came out and let me know what you guys think of the video and not just all the vent stuff lol.
~Elly
Song: youtube.com/watch?v=XXpjUePKFGk
Fandom: Kyoukai no Kanata, Sword Art Online, Zankyou no Terror, Soul Eater
THE MUSIC AND FOOTAGE IS NOT MINE!
All credit goes to the makers.
WARNING: DOES HAVE MENTAL TRIGGERS AS MENTIONED WHAT TYPES IN THE BEGINNING OF THE VIDEO. IF YOU DON'T THINK YOU CAN HANDLE IT, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T WATCH IT.
Any mean or negative comments will be deleted.
Anyway literally I have been back and forth on uploading this the past couple days... This is extremely personal and a HUGE vent. I promise that I'm not completely suicidal, I just have the thoughts but I won't go through with it or anything (tried to before not fun stuff). I promise I'm not harming myself or anything, this is just me coping with all the depression static in my head. Last few days have been extremely hard for me and I don't know why. It's not fun as college keeps continually overwhelming me causing me more and more stress which increases my anxiety followed by depression.
I'm old enough and had enough experience to know to push through. But certain days like these it's REALLY hard. Those where I have to surround myself with friends so they distract me from the static. But god all of it is just so exhausting all the damn time.
I might end up deleting this later... IDK I kind of like how this came out and let me know what you guys think of the video and not just all the vent stuff lol.
~Elly
Song: youtube.com/watch?v=XXpjUePKFGk
Fandom: Kyoukai no Kanata, Sword Art Online, Zankyou no Terror, Soul Eater
THE MUSIC AND FOOTAGE IS NOT MINE!
All credit goes to the makers.
