Uploaded August 2022 | Updated September 2026, 7 minutes ago
a warm farewell from the members of shizuka
Alone, we go faster, together, we go further.
Hello, first and foremost, it has been really a while. I used to edit with the nickname "Feback" or "Yoruni", but finally I can be a little bit more true to myself and use my real name Dongha and tell you about some portion of my stories so far.
The reason I made this edit is that after series of studying and studying without actual creating, I've been so longingly wanted to express my emotion, what I've felt along the journey and my feeling but I didn't know how to deal with it at that time and it was so pressed internally that it reaches a point I cannot stand it anymore, so I just wanted to create something purely and passionately without being insecure about anything. I needed to release the creative energy within. I just wanted to express myself so badly no matter what the medium I'm gonna use, however it turns out, whatever it is going to be. Especially something harmonious in a sense of audio and visual, music and video. In this sense, Veise's edit called Ache super pumped me to make this one, so check them out twice if you already watched it! That's why I picked up this experimental breakcore song also, since Ache was those type of rapid-beat glitch type of song. (That's why it is even Valorant)
And since my last edit that I had been prepared was scrapped, so I felt I need to make something finished and polished enough for my last edit and transition to more realistic goals and loves that I truly dedicate myself. That's why this edit is called Last (+ Love Letter) It's love letter that I send to me of past and everyone that I've met along the journey, which only I can fully cherish and realize enough to homage them.
I originally took 3-4 days off to make this edit, but seems like I planned so obscurely that it's too short to make what I want to the level that I think at least it need to be, so it's extended to couple weeks. It was felt like almost good short vacations, but I also felt I need to go back to the the path I stepped on all the time.
Whenever I do create, it feels like I go back to kid again, which is the purest and greatest emotions. I keep surfing on the flow. On the other hand, while I'm doing this, I suffered from a lot of imposter that I'm going to make edit that isn't good enough because it's the first edit since I stopped doing editing about 2 years ago. But anyway, I finish it after pouring my energy in it. This edit is done in 9 days. I think it is good enough for my last edit hopefully.
There was a time in my life that I feel editing is my calling and I dedicated to it so much to improve on it and make something better, but at this point, I know not only editing is my joy but the whole art itself is my true vocation. And it becomes more important priorities in my life. There was a lot of tough life situation that I couldn't handle, but because the people that I admired were there, I'm here. I feel very grateful about editing, even though oftentimes I complained about the reality that we cannot live doing whatever we want to do and need to find the overlap between love and sustainability.
Whoever you're, Wherever you're, Whenever it is, Do what you love, do what you want, as wholeheartedly as possible. Do whatever you can as long as it doesn't hurt somebody. NEVER STOP! Keep pushing forward and evolve into something better. "Facing Reality" makes me insecure for a long time, but now I learned painful period was even part of process. And editing frees me up and release my all the stress and creative energy pressed for a long time to step on the path again that I choose to move forward. It was such a good vacations. Now it's time to get on the path again.
- yoruni
yoruni(Dongha):
youtube.com/channel/UCNbNMrr0lninssCGvNBa0_w
Socials:
Twitter - twitter.com/ShizukaArtistry
Discord - discord.gg/TgRE77TbhW
#SHIZUKA
a warm farewell from the members of shizuka
Alone, we go faster, together, we go further.
Hello, first and foremost, it has been really a while. I used to edit with the nickname "Feback" or "Yoruni", but finally I can be a little bit more true to myself and use my real name Dongha and tell you about some portion of my stories so far.
The reason I made this edit is that after series of studying and studying without actual creating, I've been so longingly wanted to express my emotion, what I've felt along the journey and my feeling but I didn't know how to deal with it at that time and it was so pressed internally that it reaches a point I cannot stand it anymore, so I just wanted to create something purely and passionately without being insecure about anything. I needed to release the creative energy within. I just wanted to express myself so badly no matter what the medium I'm gonna use, however it turns out, whatever it is going to be. Especially something harmonious in a sense of audio and visual, music and video. In this sense, Veise's edit called Ache super pumped me to make this one, so check them out twice if you already watched it! That's why I picked up this experimental breakcore song also, since Ache was those type of rapid-beat glitch type of song. (That's why it is even Valorant)
And since my last edit that I had been prepared was scrapped, so I felt I need to make something finished and polished enough for my last edit and transition to more realistic goals and loves that I truly dedicate myself. That's why this edit is called Last (+ Love Letter) It's love letter that I send to me of past and everyone that I've met along the journey, which only I can fully cherish and realize enough to homage them.
I originally took 3-4 days off to make this edit, but seems like I planned so obscurely that it's too short to make what I want to the level that I think at least it need to be, so it's extended to couple weeks. It was felt like almost good short vacations, but I also felt I need to go back to the the path I stepped on all the time.
Whenever I do create, it feels like I go back to kid again, which is the purest and greatest emotions. I keep surfing on the flow. On the other hand, while I'm doing this, I suffered from a lot of imposter that I'm going to make edit that isn't good enough because it's the first edit since I stopped doing editing about 2 years ago. But anyway, I finish it after pouring my energy in it. This edit is done in 9 days. I think it is good enough for my last edit hopefully.
There was a time in my life that I feel editing is my calling and I dedicated to it so much to improve on it and make something better, but at this point, I know not only editing is my joy but the whole art itself is my true vocation. And it becomes more important priorities in my life. There was a lot of tough life situation that I couldn't handle, but because the people that I admired were there, I'm here. I feel very grateful about editing, even though oftentimes I complained about the reality that we cannot live doing whatever we want to do and need to find the overlap between love and sustainability.
Whoever you're, Wherever you're, Whenever it is, Do what you love, do what you want, as wholeheartedly as possible. Do whatever you can as long as it doesn't hurt somebody. NEVER STOP! Keep pushing forward and evolve into something better. "Facing Reality" makes me insecure for a long time, but now I learned painful period was even part of process. And editing frees me up and release my all the stress and creative energy pressed for a long time to step on the path again that I choose to move forward. It was such a good vacations. Now it's time to get on the path again.
- yoruni
yoruni(Dongha):
youtube.com/channel/UCNbNMrr0lninssCGvNBa0_w
Socials:
Twitter - twitter.com/ShizukaArtistry
Discord - discord.gg/TgRE77TbhW
#SHIZUKA
