Uploaded June 2021 | Updated September 2026, 58 minutes ago

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The instrumental piano version of Track #1 from my new EP, Moonlit Ceiling!

Listen to the full EP on Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/43DWQdwnN99n0i3u1syNvD?si=E-tYRW3OT4m7OsJc23m0yA

LYRICS:

I let my emotions take me for a little ride
Waxing and waning like the moon in the sky
Lighting up my bedroom ceiling,
The moon's my only company.

Why am I, what have I, why am I here?
What have I, why am I, what have I done?
Why am I, what have I, why am I here?
What have I, why am I, what have I done?

(Chorus)
When I feel like my life is twilight
The past is so appealing but the minutes never stop
I'm caught up in the could-have's and might's
When'd I get so comfortable in the dark?
I'm tired of waiting for change
My glitter turned to charcoal, my potential, mediocrity
All the empty promises I made
I'm forced to face the fact that it's still me.

It's all I think about
All that I think about
Why can't I think about
Anything else?

Moon's high, mind's racing
I just want to sleep
But then again, who else would keep
Its company?