![jude adams foster | Im not lost anymore [character study] @xxSmokeylovexx](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dthdGMEyiz8/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded April 2017 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
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"...just let me be who I am. it's what you really need to understand; and I hope so hard for the pain to go away"
i finished it! i spent all day editing and it got difficult at certain points because i didn't know which voiceovers/clips to use and where to place them. i usually make ship videos, but i've made a few character videos, so this is a character study on jude. i included connor, jack, taylor, and noah and placed them in chronological order because i felt that was important; the struggles that jude went through. i hope y'all like this :) i'll post another joah vid if they're in the finale next week (i still wanna vid switched at birth, too but i don't have s2-5 logoless and it's torture waiting D:)
● coloring: MisiakTutorials x
● show: the fosters
● song: silent scream - damien dawn
● character: jude adams foster
● program: sony vegas pro 13
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"...just let me be who I am. it's what you really need to understand; and I hope so hard for the pain to go away"
i finished it! i spent all day editing and it got difficult at certain points because i didn't know which voiceovers/clips to use and where to place them. i usually make ship videos, but i've made a few character videos, so this is a character study on jude. i included connor, jack, taylor, and noah and placed them in chronological order because i felt that was important; the struggles that jude went through. i hope y'all like this :) i'll post another joah vid if they're in the finale next week (i still wanna vid switched at birth, too but i don't have s2-5 logoless and it's torture waiting D:)
● coloring: MisiakTutorials x
● show: the fosters
● song: silent scream - damien dawn
● character: jude adams foster
● program: sony vegas pro 13
![jude adams foster | Im not lost anymore [character study]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dthdGMEyiz8/mqdefault.jpg "jude adams foster | Im not lost anymore [character study]
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...just let me be who I am. its what you really need to understand; and I hope so hard for the pain to go away
i finished it! i spent all day editing and it got difficult at certain points because i didnt know which voiceovers/clips to use and where to place them. i usually make ship videos, but ive made a few character videos, so this is a character study on jude. i included connor, jack, taylor, and noah and placed them in chronological order because i felt that was important; the struggles that jude went through. i hope yall like this :) ill post another joah vid if theyre in the finale next week (i still wanna vid switched at birth, too but i dont have s2-5 logoless and its torture waiting D:)
● coloring: MisiakTutorials x
● show: the fosters
● song: silent scream - damien dawn
● character: jude adams foster
● program: sony vegas pro 13")
![Josh & Maya | My Salvation [+3x12]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eARbVe6-C68/mqdefault.jpg "Josh & Maya | My Salvation [+3x12]
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||I never meant to fall for you...||
dont worry. im not dead :p yes, i know its been a while since i posted because i used to post pretty frequently... but i went back to school (senior) and ive been having so much homework and assignment weights on my shoulder that i never have the time nor energy to edit :/ thats why i started this vid like 1 week ago before school started and i needed gm bear to air before i could finish it. ill try to make time to edit on the weekends but this weekend im fairly busy so i tried to get this vid done as soon as i can. i didnt even bother waiting for the 1080p hd version for last nights episode because i just wanted to get this done. i started working on a new riarkle vid but i dont know when ill be able to finish it. hopefully next weekend :3 btw, i really enjoyed tonights ep. i really got a bmw vibe to it and its very rare when that happens... i just love eps where theyre all together and not like have a main plot and a stupid subplot. they just need more eps like this :3 oh and i love josh and cant wait to see him again in the finale ^-^ i really want him to become a regular D: he doesnt even need to be involved in all of mayas plots; he could have plots of his own hanging out with his friends because i just want more josh, in general.
thank you for 13.2k+ subscribers!!! and for 4 million views on my channel!!! this is so incredible!!! im sorry that i suck and i cant do giveaways because i suck at making my own colorings/icons/etc. because i totally would if i knew how.... but i want you all to know how thankful and happy i am for all your support ^-^
» Coloring: kindon18
» Fandom: Girl Meets World
» Pairing: Josh Matthews & Maya Hart-Hunter
» Program: Sony Vegas Pro 13
» Tumblr: http://joshhartmaya.tumblr.com
» Twitter: http://twitter.com/cowanbIanchard
» Instagram: http://instagram.com/joshayashart")
![The Perks of Being A Wallflower [GMW/Riarkle Style]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eeCHHjxPtEU/mqdefault.jpg "The Perks of Being A Wallflower [GMW/Riarkle Style]
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I finally made a GMW/Riarkle trailer yaaaayyy. So sorry if this sucks! I made it in one day. Also, sorry again that this was delayed so long. I decided to keep the coloring all natural because real trailers dont have any fancy colorings... so yeah. This isnt completely Riarkle, just like how in the movie, it wasnt just about Charlie x Sam, it was about the three amigos... so I included a lot of the High Five moments :) I really do love this movie and I think this is by far my fav trailer! If yall want me to make more of these, then just comment below suggesting other movies you think would fit GMW/Riarkle ^-^
FIND ME ON:
- Tumblr: http://ryansdoves.tumblr.com
- Twitter: http://twitter.com/riarhkle
- Instagram: http://instagram.com/riarkle.always")
![Jane & Rafael | Naked [+5x03]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f_L4krV55i4/mqdefault.jpg "Jane & Rafael | Naked [+5x03]
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...yeah, Im right here, Im tryin to make it clear that getting half of you just aint enough.
I finally caught up with JTV and I fell for these two sooo hard. Its funny... because at first I didnt really have a preference but when I got to S3-4 thats when they really hit me in the feels. They just became my second otp of all time. I love their chemistry and story. Raf has been there for Jane from the very start, always supporting her and her writing dreams... always telling her to be brave and being her rock. Jane also has seen Raf in his most darkest moments and yet she still loves him unconditionally. Theyre just so beautiful ugh.
Theyre just that meant to be ship mixed with choosing each other. They came a long way from S1. They really needed that time apart because now theyre stronger than ever and Im collecting my Jafael wedding for the series finale (Ive seen the spoilers)
Its so obvious Michael is used as an obstacle to put Jane and Rafs relationship to the test one more time. I mean my bbys are already talking about adopting another kid in the future, so its a done deal. Im not denying that Jane did love Michael, but she even admitted she was never 100% over Rafael and I think its important to note Jane chose Michael once, but Raf TWICE. Jafael is just the epic love story of the show. And my bbys just deserve their happy ending after everything theyve been through. Theyre the main couple of the show, like Xo said... and honestly everything just led them back to each other. Not to mention, how Janes family approves of their relationship now. I love much Raf has bonded with them throughout the course of the show.
The narrator, whom Im gonna assume is Mateo said early on in S1 that Michael would love Jane until his dying breath and then said it again in S3 when he did die so they always planned to end their relationship like that... like that was foreshadowing. And I think a lot of people are speculating the narrator to be Mateo which makes sense... him telling the story of how his parents fell in love and all the crazy obstacles they had to go through to get their happy ending...
Anyways, I plan to vid these two again after the series finale!
#fanvidfeed #janethevirgin #jafael
song: naked - james arthur
show: jane the virgin
coloring: wakeupcalls
program: sony vegas pro 14")
![Zig & Maya | Why We Try [+15x04]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gUj2VrCGjto/mqdefault.jpg "Zig & Maya | Why We Try [+15x04]
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||Maybe thats why we try. Maybe thats why we fight. Maybe thats why we give it all to keep this love alive.||
FINALLY a new Zaya vid from me without any other ships involved! I just had to vid these two before all hell breaks loose and I lose inspiration :/ These two are just so beautiful together like they seriously make me cry... Theyve come so far and it was a longgggg journey for them to get to where they are now. Ill also post a new Riarkle vid next because my feels were so strong in GM STEM. I also thought it was funny how both Degrassi and GMW had episodes about feminism last night... even tho I enjoyed the GMW one more... the Degrassi plot was just weird to me :/ So anyways we have like 3 more episodes left this season for GMW and 5 more episodes this season for this block for Degrassi. And then I have to suffer through the hiatuses AGAIN.
● Coloring: SilverBloodStream
● Fandom: Degrassi
● Pairing: Zig Novak & Maya Matlin
● Program: Sony Vegas Pro 12 (the 13 was being crappy so Im using this version for now)")
