Uploaded July 2021 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago

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Jon Caryl - IDK Myself (Lyrics)
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📜 Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I don't like to
Look at myself much
'Cause I see every
Flaw and cover up
And those who think they know me
Well they don't
'Cause they don't know that
I feel so alone

[Pre-Chorus 1]
And maybe then they'd reach out
And make sure I'm okay
And maybe then I could bear myself today

[Chorus]
'Cause the weight's gettin' heavy on my shoulders
And the rest of my body's gettin' colder
They tell me "You'll understand when you're older"
But I'm gettin' older
And you're gettin' older
We're all gettin' older
And I don't know myself

[Instrumental]

[Verse 2]
I lose my hope with
Every single day
But smile when
I'm with you
So you think I'm okay

[Pre-Chorus 2]
'Cause I thought that you'd reach out
And make sure I am okay
'Cause maybe then I could bear another day

[Chorus]
'Cause the weight's gettin' heavy on my shoulders
And the rest of my body's getting' colder
They tell me "You'll understand when you're older"
But I'm gettin' older
And you're gettin' older
We're all gettin' older
And I don't know myself

[Outro]
And I don't know myself
And I don't know myself


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