Uploaded October 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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Earlier this year, I originally started a new venture wherein I would release a random set of tracks, and each of the videos were roughly 40-50 minutes in length and, at least during the duration of when the project was active, it was just recreations or reimaginings of previous Caretaker works. However, the biggest mistake I had made with all of them was in using Ivan Seal's artwork for my uploads. Shortly after I had released most of the recreations I had lying around at the time, it was made known that Ivan Seal wanted people to stop using his work for their fan projects. So, while I was never personally contacted to take down the videos, I took them all down myself, and for what felt like a very long time, they remained taken down and haven't come back since.
But I miss sharing things with you guys, so I've decided to bring some of those works back while touching up others and bringing in new ones that I've made since that original batch of videos.

This "fan project" isn't really much of a fan project and more of just a fun collection of works that I wanted to share with the world and so I would prefer if this body of work is treated as such. In this upload are 40 tracks that I have picked out and have compiled in a way that would provide for an enjoyable listening experience (however you're free to skip stuff or whatever I don't care as long as you aren't trying to use my work without my permission). Hopefully you all enjoy this as much as I had enjoyed making it.

All audio was created between December of 2020 to October of 2021.
Oil painting shown is made by me and was completed in September of 2021.

Tracklist:
0:00:00 - London town
0:03:59 - gone
0:04:15 - He sings throughout you
0:07:31 - The day after contains the day before
0:12:19 - sermon mey seyt veven
0:16:17 - Forgotten scenes
0:20:43 - Deleted dreams
0:24:46 - Post awareness confusion
0:30:22 - Stardust
0:36:32 - In all the bars in all the world
0:40:04 - my extremity owns
0:42:55 - All that follows
0:47:55 - Shame decays beside nevermind
0:50:30 - Night underestimates the morning after
0:55:56 - Unsolicited daylight trashes the intent
1:04:21 - Can't his puzzle within he
1:09:14 - The day before impairs the day after
1:14:02 - Sing me to sleep
1:18:11 - mourning
1:23:25 - True recalled to you
1:27:26 - geometry him
1:30:40 - memory ether
1:34:33 - Defeated diminished demise afters
1:38:40 - Let me dream a dream or two
1:42:33 - Everywhere, an empty bliss
1:50:28 - I concentrate on you
1:54:04 - Occult
1:57:31 - Deep introspection
2:02:28 - Desert
2:10:24 - waiting for you
2:13:56 - The past and future intrude
2:17:22 - Isolated regression (past life)
2:27:22 - Against the day after before
2:31:33 - Follows a warm rebellion, under quiet eyes
2:36:38 - thermometers envy ye
2:39:52 - Grand Fantasia
2:45:19 - Loss beyond sublime
2:48:47 - Happy in spite
2:53:05 - Collapsed World
3:04:11 - C'est fini