JACKALRUIN | JACKALRUIN - What I Found (ft. Matt$) | Official Lyric Video @JACKALRUIN | Uploaded 1 year ago | Updated 1 hour ago
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IMPORTANT: Unfortunately, the EP "Not The Beast You Tame" isn't gonna be happening. At least for now. I'm extremely busy and have been stressed to high heaven, and METAMORPHOSIS (the first episode of my next album) is more important to me, and some of my best work yet. I want that out more than this EP. There will still be more stuff like What I Found in the future, but for now, it's not happening. I'm sorry for getting hopes up, it's just things got out of hand for me in real life in ways I didn't expect. Life sucks, sometimes. I hope the next album will make up for it.

After months of getting pretty much nothing out (except a remix), I'm finally back in action. This song took a WHILE with the first WIP render being in July, and multiple things stopping it (I had two trips, got sick, and also was dealing with music block), but I managed to persevere and get it out. Hope you guys enjoy.

- Jack

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[Verse 1]
I looked inside myself and found another memory
A dark reminder of the words that you said to me
We both thought that this would all matter
In the end we both shattered

Separate good and evil cause
You're just too damn lethal

So tell me how to feel
And tell me how to cry
But I will never heal
When I'm with you I die

But I can't get enough
The way you're sinking in
Am I a fucking addict
With the way I feel so perfect

[Chorus]
I'll tell you what I found
(At the edge of the river)
A darkness to be bound
(Your words make me shiver)
I love the way how you fucking hate me
You'll never let me be or let me go

[Verse 2A - Matt$]
Fear my name annihilation
Never to reprieve
Fear what comes in desecration
Never shall I leave

(These) Broken hearts, shattered souls
I leave them in my wake
(You) Bear the mark, this curse a part
Of all the things I take
(Ha ha ha!)

[Verse 2B - Jackson Rhys]
And everything I thought I knew was just another fucking lie but
You kept on insisting that it always was the God-damn truth but
How can I believe a person who's a thousand red flags
Fire painted on your face, just another disgrace

Lock me up inside a room, I'm writing words in red on walls
Make another study how my hands are just so bloody and
I feel just like an animal, I'm going fucking crazy
Am I even speaking words?! Was it all for nothing?!

(Fuck!)

[Chorus 2]
I'll tell you what I found
(At the edge of the river)
A darkness to be bound
(Your words make me shiver)
I love the way how you fucking hate me
You'll never let me be or let me go

Just let it all die
Shatter the sky
The chains of evil keep me to the ground

[Bridge]
You wanna know what I found?

Peace!!

[Chorus 3]
I'll tell you what I found
A darkness to be bound
Just let me go
Just let me die
I never wanna see your fucking face again

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Composed, produced, written, performed, mixed and mastered by Jackson Rhys
Guest vocals and lyrics written and performed by Matt$

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