The Traveler - CROSSROADS (Deluxe) @theeuntraveler

The Traveler CROSSROADS is a journey expanded from an EP to a fully-fledged album, exploring the strange and mysterious lands of worlds and places we barely know of. As memories, instances, and experiences are recorded and remembered, we find hope, confusion and terror in those moments as we wonder what lies just up on that road ahead.

Originating from Edwards Island and composed from a strange and epic video game soundtrack.

See what lies ahead at the CROSSROADS.
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Returning tracks include:

/TRAVERSAL/ (now known as TRAVERSING)
/SIGNALS/
/FROM DUSK/
/BETWEEN IT, WE CROSS INTO DESTINY/ (now known as CROSSING)
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Track-list:

COMFORT 00:00
ELSEWHERE 04:07
LONESOME WOODS 08:42
ASTRAY 12:04
TRAVERSING 13:22
SIGNALS 17:51
LOOP 20:45
FROM DUSK 23:59
CROSSING 25:50
lily. 28:54
DAWN 30:51
ON THE RIGHT ROAD 37:09

Credits: 41:37

updated 4 years ago

The Traveler - CROSSROADS (Deluxe)

The Traveler 2022-03-18 | CROSSROADS is a journey expanded from an EP to a fully-fledged album, exploring the strange and mysterious lands of worlds and places we barely know of. As memories, instances, and experiences are recorded and remembered, we find hope, confusion and terror in those moments as we wonder what lies just up on that road ahead.

Originating from Edwards Island and composed from a strange and epic video game soundtrack.

See what lies ahead at the CROSSROADS.
____________________________________________

Returning tracks include:

/TRAVERSAL/ (now known as TRAVERSING)
/SIGNALS/
/FROM DUSK/
/BETWEEN IT, WE CROSS INTO DESTINY/ (now known as CROSSING)
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Track-list:

COMFORT 00:00
ELSEWHERE 04:07
LONESOME WOODS 08:42
ASTRAY 12:04
TRAVERSING 13:22
SIGNALS 17:51
LOOP 20:45
FROM DUSK 23:59
CROSSING 25:50
lily. 28:54
DAWN 30:51
ON THE RIGHT ROAD 37:09

Credits: 41:37

The Traveler - Nothing, a Singularity (FULL ALBUM)

The Traveler 2025-05-21 | After a long, long time.... we return to the abyss.
Nothing, a Singularity is a dark sound collage of instrumentation and sounds from the outside that coalesce into a shallow, yet hollow piece of work that feels utterly alien and distant...
And yet, it feels weirdly familar.

This album is all one track.

00:00 Silence
00:40 Nothing, A Singularity

Republished after being locked up for years by the Traveler.

(This was previously a track that I privately uploaded in my server. This track has existed since 2023 and is now getting a public release.)

Discord: discord.gg/QXyVUha9en
Bandcamp: thetrvlr.bandcamp.com

The Traveler - Sounds of Televised Animation (FULL ALBUM)

The Traveler 2024-01-11 | A broadcast spanning across the many genres of music and instances of life, Sounds of Televised Animation aims to display our past, present, and our possible future through the lens of cable television.
Consisting of a variety of musical genres from classical to rap to rock to orchestral, on top of featuring programs like cooking shows to news reports, we invite you to a special viewing of this world we all live in.
Hailing from everywhere and for everyone...
Welcome to Sounds of Televised Animation.

(Apologies for the wild 4-5 month delay. Copyright was pretty wack.)

Tracklist:

Introduction to Television 00:00
Cooking 101 01:30
A Brief Clip of Upcoming Entertainment 04:21
Commericial Break No. 1 05:16
Don't Look Back 07:38
MAD Television 10:14
MADVILLAIN 14:39
Weather Forecast 19:13
The Sky's Tearing Itself Apart 22:45
Commericial Break No. 2 26:58
In Serenity (ft. Veltrare Orchestra) 28:17
The Way of the Sunshine 39:30
Moments of Holiday Cheer 46:17
Noises from the Net 47:26
Greetings for the Outside 50:38
Documentary for the Void 51:21
This is Not a Scheduled Program 01:00:20
The You You Aren't 1:03:40
News Report for the Fallen 1:07:55
Just Before the Battle, Mother 1:12:03
Look Back 1:17:00
Live with the Strokes 1:17:48
Ripped Straight out of Spiderbait 1:22:05
Commericial Break No. 3 1:30:39
Preach 1:31:39
Snowfall 1:35:37
Farewell Address 1:42:52
Conclusion of Television 1:44:22

Credits 1:47:56

Sounds of Everything (Visual Trailer)

The Traveler 2023-07-24 | A special broadcast of music and entertainment spanning generations and genres.
From disco to rock, ambience to classical, and even news to comedy, seek out these relics of the past and present for a better understanding of our future...
And even ourselves.

Sounds of Everything premieres in the last week of July/first week of August.
(Delayed due to overly ambitious planned release date)
Stay tuned.
And stay safe.

The Caretakers A2 - We Dont Have Many Days (Remake)

The Traveler 2023-06-03 | Another remake.

We don't have many days.
So, savor the ones you have left.

Apologies for the inactivity.
Just been... down.
We'll see what else will come around soon.

Hopefully.

The Traveler - Isnt the Answer (Full Album)

The Traveler 2023-03-22 | Acting almost like a sequel to Lost in the Insignificance, Isn't the Answer depicts the Traveler's continious sense of doubt, although now with the progression of loss, isolation, and, tragically, depression.
From showcasing the general feelings of sadness and isolation to anger and fury, Isn't the Answer explore the deepest and darkest depths of the mind, asking whether life truly means something.
And whether we can accept ourselves after everything.

Is the end the answer?
Or is it just the beginning?

Whatever it is, this isn't the answer.

Tracklist

Part 1
0:00:00 From the Damage
0:01:16 Lone Noises
0:04:21 Thinking Too Much About You
0:08:56 Take Me In (The Question)
0:11:42 Take Me In (The Answer)

Part 2
0:18:59 Take Me Out
0:27:18 March of the Defect
0:32:03 Damn It
0:36:57 Made to Suffer
0:43:34 Leave This Shit Behind (The Question)
0:50:33 Leave This Shit Behind (The Answer)

Part 3
0:56:12 Take Me Back
1:07:00 Contemplations
1:13:43 My Somewhat Peaceful Supernova
1:20:58 The Way Ahead Isn't So Lonely Anymore
1:28:01 Reset / Stop / End

Credits:

Suffered through, harnessed, and played by the Traveler.
Art pieces drawn by Russell Mills.
(Check out his work)
Inspiration (and sampling) from Nine Inch Nails.

Isnt the Answer (Trailer)

The Traveler 2023-03-18 | After a long absence, I return.
But not fully.

Continuing on the spiral from LITI, Isn't the Answer resumes the journey through isolation and loneliness. However, now, depression and loss takes the reins of this soundscape as both sadness and anger build inside, offering only a few moments of rest and warmth.

And it's all inside of me.

Releasing 22nd of March, 2023...

(This will be a personal account of the symptoms of depression. This may not be an accurate portrayal of the condition and is purely an artistic rendition of the experience.)

The Traveler - Lost in the Insignificance (Full Album)

The Traveler 2022-10-17 | A recount of aimlessness.
A flashback of demotivation.
A pretentious query about importance.
A replay of not knowing where to go.

Lost in the Insignificance is about the Traveler's growing sense of demotivation and sense of being lost after making multiple projects (including this one), questioning their place in the Caretaker Fan Projects community and not finding enough reason to continue Everything Until Now.

Vague.
Clueless.
Lost.

Where will do I go if nobody knows?

Tracklist:
Perception 00:00
Complexion 07:22
Lost in the Insignificance 14:16
Slaughter My Ambition 25:14
Impact 29:14
Ian's Interlude 33:54
Everything 35:38
Yet, It Was Still 44:17
What Tomorrow Brings 51:31
Interval 55:29
At the End of the Tunnel 59:40
In the End, I Stay Hidden 1:01:04

Credits 1:06:10

Discord: discord.gg/RaNatZzKPb

Lost in the Insignificance (Trailer)

The Traveler 2022-09-29 | A recount of aimlessness.
A flashback of demotivation.
A pretentious query about importance.
A replay of not knowing where to go.

Lost in the Insignificance will tackle the Traveler's growing sense of demotivation and sense of being lost after making multiple projects (including this one), questioning their place in the Caretaker Fan Projects community and not finding enough reason to continue Everything Until Now.

Vague.
Clueless.
Lost.

Where will we go if nobody knows?

Coming this October...

Discord: discord.gg/RaNatZzKPb

The Traveler - Space. (Full Album)

The Traveler 2022-09-10 | Space.
An album that depicts the void in space while allowing the electromagnetic sounds of the spheres that watch us from the dark emit all around your mind.

Dark.
Desolate.
Cold.

Yet, within the seemingly bleak nothingness...

There’s something.
And it might just be too much.

Chapters:

00:00 - Intro
04:27 - Void
07:26 - Space
12:27 - Null
15:07 - Blank
20:11 - Invalid
24:27 - Orbit
27:35 - Focus
31:35 - Vision
36:12 - Fool

44:43 - Credits

Recorded by the vessels that never returned.
Refocused and distributed by the Traveler.
Inspired by what we know very little about.

Bandcamp: thetrvlr.bandcamp.com/album/space

Part of MemoryFest 2022.

The Traveler - Terra from Space. (bonus)

The Traveler 2022-09-09 | As a little teaser for Space., I decided to send off a bonus track that didn't make the cut for the album/set.
Enjoy.

Space: youtube.com/watch?v=ni6XBV40DaM

Space. (Trailer)

The Traveler 2022-08-04 | Space. is an upcoming album that will be broadcasting and displaying the dreadful electromagnetc sounds varied across the solar system.

From Mercury to the moons of Pluto, the record will cover a range of strange, alien, and yet, familiar noises that these celestial bodies electromagnetically emit through your mind.

10 tracks.
Almost 45 minutes long.
Cold, strange and distant...

SPACE.

Coming to you in an online event near you.
Available soon on YouTube and Bandcamp.

Intended release date: Late August/Early September 2022

Bandcamp:
thetrvlr.bandcamp.com

Discord:
discord.gg/RaNatZzKPb

The Caretakers A6 - Things that are Beautiful and Transient (Re-Remake)

The Traveler 2022-06-24 | Yep.
Made a remake of a remake.
Now, to be fair, the previous remake (which is now my most popular video) was using the wrong sample and it sounded very weird.
So, I had to make a better version.

Hope you guys like it better than the original remake (not the original. The Caretaker cannot be matched).

Also, happy first birthday to this channel.
Thank you all for the support.

Discord: discord.gg/RaNatZzKPb

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage 1 (Timeless Edition)

The Traveler 2022-06-23 | Happy 1st Anniversary, EUN.
Can't believe it's been a year already.
Thank you all who have been supporting the project since it's beginnings and well, I hope to finish it soon.
We hope that this will be a nice refresher, as well as a great replacement and tribute to the stage that started it all.

| Timeless Edition Changes (from Final): |
- "Twilight's Melody" and "Trying to Maintain Joy" (previously from the A-Side) have been removed due to the need to revert to the album's first iteration.
- "Some Shine and Some Don't" has returned as A1 and has reverted to its original name, "Did You Think I Would Forget?"
- "I'll Be Right There With You" has now been moved to A3 with abbreviated name "I'll Be There."
- A4 and A6 have new names: "Queer Interjections" to "Strange Interjections" and "Slow Decline" to "Falling Out of Grace".
- The entire B-side have new names: "Are We Still Okay After That?" to "We'll Still Be Okay, Right?", "Vexatious Surprises" to "Strokes of Joy", "Emotions in a Weak Solution" to "A Mixed Bag of Emotions", "Eerily Waiting for It" to "An Omnious Reminder", "Tears Before the Final Call" to "Tears Fall Before the Final Call" and "Anxiously Realising..." to "The Known is Unknown."
- All tracks have been remade and have improved audio (sample and static), slightly altered pitches (for some tracks) and expanded sound (new rhythms and sections).
- A remastered version of the cover is made for this version specifically.

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A - Side:
Days seem to pass me by ever so gracefully. Without me ever thinking about it. But the moments in between don't. And I'm glad for it. Spending my time with those I care for. Those who cared for me. And even times where there's nothing else but silence...
Those moments... I'm glad of them too.
Every moment I spend these days are to learn and every second I spend in them is done so I can live.
And while I am scared of what is to come, I know that the future holds many things for me. And that I can live with...

(But there is something in the edge.)

A1 - Did You Think I Would Forget? 00:00
A2 - Blue Skies 03:42
A3 - I'll Be There 05:14
A4 - Strange Interjections 08:26
A5 - Responses 12:35
A6 - Falling Out of Grace 16:18

B - Side:
Something's... Something strange. I cannot tell what it is... But something's off. I can sense it. Things are going on with my people and for some reason, I can't seem to catch up with it. As if it was fleeing from me. And I still feel fine. I still somewhat feel okay but...
I don't know.
I might just be tired...
...
Too tired.

(The days pass but the moments seem to break off with them.)

B1 - We'll Still Be Okay, Right? 20:26
B2 - Strokes of Joy 22:20
B3 - A Mixed Bag of Emotions 25:08
B4 - An Omnious Reminder 26:51
B5 - Tears Fall Before the Final Call 29:35
B6 - The Known is Unknown 33:58

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Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time), EAEB (Everywhere, An Empty Bliss), and the Carebear's EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist added onto each stage.

Discord: discord.gg/RaNatZzKPb
Piece: "disk of memory"

Anniversary Announcements

The Traveler 2022-06-17 | Hello.
Yes. EUN S1 Timeless Edition is coming out soon.
Hopefully EUN S5 can join it too.
Awesome.
Can't wait to show you them.
See you guys there.

Discord (for more info): discord.gg/RaNatZzKPb

Gallery Exhibition

The Traveler 2022-05-28 | After years of waiting...
Nothing came.

Thanks for the support.
Here are a bunch of works I made of the last/current/future year.
See you guys soon.

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Discord: discord.gg/RaNatZzKPb

Music: Chirp/Optigan Bossa Nova Style

The Caretakers A1 - Its Just a Burning Memory (Remake)

The Traveler 2022-04-02 | Happy belated April Fools day!
To celebrate, why not release a remake of one of the most classic, yet overplayed tracks from EATEOT?...
A1.
A1 is the definitive vision when imaging dementia as the strangely omnious yet calmness of the track haunts or chimes throughout your head as you hear what Stage 1 has to offer.

This remake centralized on what made the track so strange yet give it some lightness, adding in the rest of what was once there.
Enjoy.

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage 4

The Traveler 2022-02-25 | Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow
Fandom Article: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Everything_Until_Now

Discord: discord.gg/j6peC2TpCY

We're here...

(Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time), EAEB (Everywhere, An Empty Bliss), and the Carebear's EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.)

Post-Awareness Stage 4:
The unfamilarity disturbs you and what is once familar just dissipates as you strive for it. The tracks crash into each, creating somewhat of an alien yet united sound that slowly drives you insane. But were you ever sane? Your dreams are the only things you can see but even these fade, stopping and starting at random times with random frequencies. Moments of peace are reduced as you grow closer to an untimely fate.

Tracklist:

I1 - Everything Finds that Nothing Works 00:00
J1 - Matter No Longer Matters 08:25
K1 - Timeless Chronic Transgressions 12:21
L1 - Lucid Intervals Break For Ever 19:16
M1 - Transition 22:01
N1 - Self-Consistent Processions 25:45
O1 - Post-Awareness Alpha Regressions 39:01

CROSSROADS | Deluxe Edition | (Trailer)

The Traveler 2022-02-25 | With more than 4x subscribers after the original, I decided to go back to my roots and freshen up some unpolished works.

CROSSROADS' Deluxe Edition will freshen up the original EP, which samples tracks from a kick-ass video game soundtrack, while also revitalizing it with some new content, narrative, and feel.
Plus, that artwork actually got good, so you know this is going to turn out great.

It's still bops but it carries a new weight.
You're fine but the memory's still a little hazy.
You're okay but in the woods, you can never be too sure about it.

Be careful where you tread and make your decision when at the CROSSROADS.

Coming soon on March.

The Traveler - Out of Sight and Out of Time

The Traveler 2022-01-26 | A small track to keep you guys occupied as I finish up EUN S4.
See you guys soon.
Stay safe.

Discord: discord.gg/j6peC2TpCY

Everything Until Now - Stage 4 (Trailer)

The Traveler 2022-01-04 | Oh yeah. I'm supposed to make EUN S4.
(Don't worry. It's coming along. Just... not so quickly.)

Fandom Article: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Everything_Until_Now

Discord: discord.gg/j6peC2TpCY

Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time), EAEB (Everywhere, An Empty Bliss), and the Carebear's EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.

The Caretakers A4 - Childishly Fresh Eyes (Remake)

The Traveler 2021-12-19 | Small gift to you all other than the very cool Christmas EP.
(GO WATCH THAT NOW)
youtube.com/watch?v=ZbehpvB6kgk&t=27s

Discord: discord.gg/j6peC2TpCY

The Traveler - A Christmas Motion Picture Soundtrack (Full EP)

The Traveler 2021-12-18 | A Christmas Motion Picture Soundtrack is an EP dedicated and in the spirit of the holiday season while also retaining some of that classic nostalgia one gets when hearing that sweet holiday music. Accompanying the songs are environmental sounds, adding to the atmosphere and giving the tracks a sense of presence as you hear the small, yet familiar moments of your life come in, now with the spirit of the holidays.

Tracklist:

00:00 Whoville
02:22 A Nice Drive to Nowhere
08:21 A Bright Red in a Cold White
13:44 A Youthful Hope in a Innocent Ice
18:12 Like a White Christmas
24:21 Peaceful Daydreams

29:03 Credits

Thank you all for the support I've been getting.
Subscribe.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas...

The Traveler - Tracks from the Supernova (Full Album)

The Traveler 2021-11-17 | Tracks from the Supernova is an album that explores the adventures and dangers of outer space exploration. Themes include adventure, loneliness, isolation, doubt, and uncertainty just like the void of outer space.

It attempts to differentiate itself from other EATEOT-like albums with it's premise and story, while also keeping itself influenced by it in how it's edited, formed, and taught.

(Based and influenced by Weezer’s unreleased album, Songs from the Black Hole. See to it’s story to understand this one.)

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Story:

Starting off with Countdown and in hopes to find some kind of peace from the troubling moralities, The Traveler hops aboard the Betsy II as it starts to fly, sticking outside of it with his self-generating oxygen tank and helmet. Then, we continue with Ascending, where the ship is leaving the stratosphere and heading into the unexplored reaches of space. As we pass the moon, the Traveler looks forward to adventure, even though the beginnings of doubt and worry have started to form.
A few days out and the Traveler receives a friendly message, in which he thoroughly enjoys and forgets about as he plays a song on his player (A Great Journey Begins).
After the distraction, the Traveler then spends the days observing the inner workings of the ship, seeing as the captain and the cook make up and form a love, although that love seems to be almost one-sided (Viewing Love). As he watches as the couple grow closer and closer, eventually to a point of private intercourse, the Traveler then starts to wonder about his own lover and slowly begins to long for something he knew (Like a Blooming Flower).

After a long and hard process of thought as the ship crosses through meteor showers and comets, the Traveler decides to detach from the ship and explore the vast emptiness of space, via a rope, hooked to the ship. It was so empty and so strange and as it all entered a climax, the vast emptiness of space cried and the Traveler quickly returned, realising that the love has suddenly grown sour (A Spacewalk..)

The couple argue back and forth and as the days went by, seemed to have detached from each other and mourned about it (Paranoid about Caring…) In a sudden epiphany, both the Traveler and the man share a moment, as they both start to feel some void entering inside them. It’s when the Traveler learned the man’s name… Jonas (Now, I Finally See)
And with that… they begin to yearn for home (Homesick).
Another message arrives for the Traveler, but he ignores it, blinded by the continuous staring at the emptiness of space.

The two remain in this state for a undetermined amount of time, only listening to the sounds around them. (Sounds from the Vacuum…)
And just as it seems like there is no hope for the both of them… something sparks between them. News. News that they would be landing soon. Jonas took up new interests and with a big and heavy sigh, the Traveler managed to go past his sadness as he watches as a new love emerges from the ashes (Reminder that…/A New Hope…)

Unfortunately, as they land onto the planet, the Traveler sees that Jonas' former love wants to get back together again and thus, a struggle between the three is formed (A Love Triangle).
And as soon as that triangle was exposed, his lovers retreated, leaving poor Jonas behind (Things Fall Apart) and the Traveler as he watches Jonas mourn for everything about them and himself (Now, I Finally See Pt. 2).

In a act to help us the guy, the Traveler reveals himself to Jonas and the two share a strange, radical, yet sympathetic bond over the next few days (Coming Out/We Find Sympathy).

A week passes and the Traveler learns of Jonas’ problems, hinting at a possible fate. Despite his best intentions to convince him not to, the Traveler ultimately allows Jonas to do what he wants. (The Missions Ends)

The mission is a failure and as the ship is about to leave, the Traveler says his goobyes to Jonas as he walks on the ship and sails away, watching Jonas fall with the planet as the sun eats him alive. (Goodbye, Jonas)

We are then left with the heavenly-like transition back home, as the Traveler reflects on what’s happened, and it has changed him. (TRANSMISSION)

Let’s just hope the baby’s okay…

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Tracklist:

Countdown. 00:00
Ascending into the Unknown 01:10
[750 HZ | 22 WPM | 22 Farn WPM] No. 1 06:39
A Great Journey Begins. 07:32
Viewing Love as the Third Wheel 12:26
Like a Blooming Flower. 13:51
A Spacewalk Through the Equilibrium 17:25
Paranoid about Caring for Her 19:30
Now, I Finally See. 22:19
Homesick 24:19
[750 HZ | 22 WPM | 22 Farn WPM] No. 2 30:27
Sounds from the Vacuum of Space 32:07
Reminder that… 35:11
You’re Not Alone. 35:47
A New Hope in a New Planet 36:16
A Love Triangle 40:53
Things Fall Apart for Everyone 43:37
Now, I Finally See Pt. 2 45:00
Coming Out of Hiding 45:57
We Find Sympathy in Our Sadness 50:03
The Mission Ends with Your Despair 51:44
Goodbye, Jonas. 57:07
INTERMISSION (to home) 1:02:48

Credits Roll 1:03:48

Tracks from the Supernova (Trailer)

The Traveler 2021-11-07 | It's been a while.
I haven't made much progress with EUN S4 and while I am finding ways to do it, I'm losing focus. So, what better way to find my way than doing a brand new album (not stage-wise. Like an actual album)?

Tracks from the Supernova is a brand new LP by the Traveler, who now is taking an exhilarating journey/vacation in outer space. As isolation from the world down below create new refreshing and troubling circumstances for the Traveler, one can only look to the stars to find our way back from insanity.

Coming soon...

The Traveler - Beyond Our Wildest Dreams.

The Traveler 2021-11-02 | Part of an upcoming EP to help keep you occupied before all hell breaks loose once more.

We've now hit 65 subs. Wow. Look how far we've come, haven't we?
EUN has been doing pretty good and is fairly well-recieved (although no one speaks about it). While I have been quite busy over the weeks, I'm hoping to continue on working with EUN but in the meanwhile, I've been preparing for you guys an EP I think you might enjoy.

Enjoy this.

Discord: discord.gg/j6peC2TpCY

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage EASD (Stage 3.5)

The Traveler 2021-10-20 | Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow
Fandom Article: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Everything_Until_Now

Discord: discord.gg/j6peC2TpCY

Thank you guys so much for supporting the channel. We recently hit 60 subs and that is just... wow.
Can't believe it.
While it is a small number, it's always great to celebrate the small victories, including the small success of EUN.

Thank you for sticking by and well...

Here we are.

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Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time), EAEB (Everywhere, An Empty Bliss), and the Carebear's EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.

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Everything, A Silent Disorder is the final transitional stage before the pain is forgotten. Directly based and influenced by the Caretaker's Everywhere, An Empty Bliss, it follows the mix between coherent to post-aware experiences and attempts to showcase the final bits of humanity before all horror becomes fluid.

G - Side:
The fog consumes you and sends you in a maze, with you frantically searching for a way out. Freedom from this curse. But as you run down the corridors of your mind, your memories block themselves and the walls keeping them attainable dissipates, with the memories following with them. You can't seem to hold on to anything. Only reminisce and mourn over what you have lost.

And that you are losing the battle.

G - Side | Tracklist:

G1 - Perplexions that Led to Roads Pyramid 00:00
G2 - Falling Falling the Void is Calling 04:11
G3 - Loss of Belief in Emotion 06:42
G4 - A Withering Flower that Blooms 10:53
G5 - Numbered Days. 14:03
G6 - Glimpsed Over Confusions Post-Aware 17:53
G7 - Opening with Intricate Disappointment 21:34
G8 - Witnessing a Peak of Talk 24:51

H - Side:
The chaos have become omnipotent and seem to surround your mind, sending you everywhere across the puzzle it created for you. But you don't seem to care no more. Your mind has started to let go of the feelings that make you human. You are losing more and more of what made you... you.

The fog has become your mind now and the brain can only send a few moments of relief and hope before the structure of it all falls...

And the memories would come crashing down.

This is goodbye... for now.

H - Side | Tracklist:

H1 - Triumphant Transiently Courses the Path 27:24
H2 - Days Within the Numbers 31:46
H3 - A Camaraderie Beyond Notice 36:02
H4 - Failing the World of Great 39:52
H5 - Searching for the Last Piece... 43:15
H6 - Unfamiliar Moments Control the Nostalgia 47:05
H7 - And Everything Falls with Grace 51:03

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage 3 (Remastered)

The Traveler 2021-10-16 | Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow
Fandom Article: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Everything_Until_Now

Discord: discord.gg/j6peC2TpCY

Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time), EAEB (Everywhere, An Empty Bliss), and the Carebear's EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.

(Remastered Edition)

Changes:
E1 has been replaced with E1 - Our Waltz Within the Snowglobe.
F2 and F10 have been replaced with F2 - Dysthymia Opens the Door and
F10 - Comfort the Art and Disturb the Soul.

E - Side:
Slowly but surely, time cracks open. The walls seem to fade into the void that has opened in front of your own eyes. You try to pick yourself up, but... you only slip as the borders in your mind seem to close on you. Nothing seems right. And while you hope for a brighter future...

You can only cry as the sun sets further and further away from you.

E - Side | Tracklist:

E0 - Here We Ain't Done Yet 00:00
E1 - Our Waltz Within the Snowglobe. 01:33
E2 - Alienated Beyond The Point of Comfort 06:49
E3 - A Spectre Within The Mortal Soul 10:35
E4 - Losing Sight Of Being There 12:12
E5 - The Decent Through Me 18:00
E6 - Claustroantics Within Phobia 21:38
E7 - Glimmer Of The Life Before... 25:04
E8 - Treading Within Chaotic Superstitions 27:45
E9 - Malicious Journies Across These Depths 31:38
E10 - The Final Call. 36:03

F - Side:
The world seems to dissipate around you. Confusion and silence are your friends now. Hope is now a distant relative you forgot that you knew. Now, you lay there, in the disappearing space, where the fog seems to surround you. You smile, trying to prepare for all the torture and pain you won't even remember feeling...

These are some of your final coherent thoughts that don't even make sense in the long run.

F - Side | Tracklist:

F1 - Attempts to Retain Disappearing Moments 42:08
F2 - Dysthymia Opens the Door. 45:07
F3 - Death is Only an Illusion Beyond Our Comprehension. 48:41
F4 - Daydreams that Gape Through The Fog 50:44
F5 - The Teardrops Regress Before The Past Is Gone 53:53
F6 - The Thrill Trills Across This Dystopian Landscape 58:13
F7 - Lengthened Delays Between This Feeling Of Love 1:02:10
F8 - The Last Instance of Knowing Where To Look. 1:06:16
F9 - Lost in the Confusion Of Youth... For The Last Time 1:09:53
F10 - Comfort the Art and Disturb the Soul 1:11:27

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage 2 (Remastered)

The Traveler 2021-10-16 | Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow
Fandom Article: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Everything_Until_Now

Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time), EAEB (Everywhere, An Empty Bliss), and the Carebear's EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.

(Remastered Edition)

Changes:
C1, C2, and C5 have been slowed down slightly and have slightly reduced static noise.
D2 and D3 have been replaced with new tracks known as D2 - A Tune Out of Reach and D3 - Mistakenly Getting My Hopes Up.

C - Side:
Accepting things isn't getting any easier. Every day, something has to go wrong. You wish things weren't like this, but to deny it won't solve anything. You sigh as you try to find the peace in the chaos. Things may not be going great, but...
There is still some hope...
There is still some time left in your life to... breathe it all in.
To savor every moment as it may be your last.

C - Side | Tracklist:

C1 - I'll Try To Stick Around... 00:00
C2 - But I'm Somberly Holding On. 04:30
C3 - The Edge Of Sleep 10:12
C4 - Has It Really Been That Long? 13:19
C5 - Further Decling Steadily?... 17:27

D - Side:
Somberly accepting the inevitable isn't easy. All the times you try to live your life has failed as memories come flooding in, begging to be remembered one more time. Things seem to fade already but...
Although things are seemingly cutting away from you...

You embrace that end. And only expect that all of it...
It will turn out well in the end.
You hope.

D- Side | Tracklist:

D1 - Another Lost Day That Dawns... 22:50
D2 - A Tune Out of Reach 25:04
D3 - Mistakenly Getting My Hopes Up. 28:54
D4 - A Possible Pause. 31:44
D5 - Sudden Shift To Solemnity and Self-Reflection 32:50
D6 - Embracing the Only Way Home... 36:42

Time for Some Order and Dischord. (Read Description)

The Traveler 2021-09-23 | That's right.
The server is now open.
Check it out.
Come join the party I guess.

discord.gg/RaNatZzKPb

Go subscribe please.

The Caretakers B2 - An Autumnal Equinox (Remake)

The Traveler 2021-09-22 | Made "An Autumnal Equinox" in the Autumnal Equinox of 2021. I am good. This track was good. Simple to make.

Fun.

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage 1 (Final Version)

The Traveler 2021-09-20 | Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time), EAEB (Everywhere, An Empty Bliss), and the Carebear's EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.

(Final Edition)

Changes:
"Responses" has been moved from A4 to A5. All remaining A-Side tracks have been moved up because of it.
"A4 - Twilight's Melody." has been added.
"Loss Of Being Able To Go Back" is removed, due to using a low-effort and bluntly obvious recreation of EAEB's "Loss Of Want Back There".
"Some Shine and Some Don't." has been added as B4, previously known as "Did You Think I Would Forget?", the stage's original A1.
"Tears Before The Final Call" and "Anxiously Realizing..." have been up respectfully. (B6 and B7).
Cliffhanger/Transition created.

A - Side:

Things seem rather pleasant in these times. Our friend is cheerfully living his youth, unaware of any obstacle that may come in his way. Hand in hand with his friends, family, and his lover, things are rather good, right now. While things may seem to stray from the norm, it shouldn't be something to be worried about... right?

A - Side | Tracklist:

A1 - I’ll Be Right Here For You 00:00
A2 - Blue Skies Were Smiling 02:58
A3 - Queer Interjections 04:22
A4 - Twilight's Melody. 06:41
A5 - Responses 11:12
A6 - Slow Decline? 14:22
A7 - Trying To Maintain Joy 17:28

B - Side:

You can't seem to shake this feeling, right? That something's wrong. I mean, things may be hard for you as the times go and you grow older, but you just can't shake that feeling that something...
Something isn't right?
Maybe it's all in your head, right?
It should be.
But either or, it seems that things may not be... as your hopes are rather tested now.

Everything will be fine... right?

B - Side | Tracklist:

B1 - Are We Still Okay After That? 21:16
B2 - Vexatious Surprises 23:06
B3 - Emotions In A Weak Solution 25:10
B4 - Some Shine and Some Don't. 27:17
B5 - Eerily Waiting For It 30:42
B6 - Tears Before The Final Call 32:36
B7 - Anxiously Realizing... 36:05

One Last Time...

The Traveler 2021-09-18 | It's happening.

SUBSCRIBE.

The Traveler 2021-09-17 | Did you know that only 12.9% of you all are subscribed?
*glocks gun*

Fix that.

(No, but seriously. Please do subscribe. It helps fuel my desire to continue making albums like EUN and other singles/EPs. Plus, if we do hit 50 subs, I will officially launch the Traveler Discord.)

SO DO IT.

#subscribetothetraveler

Everything, A Silent Disorder. (Trailer)

The Traveler 2021-09-08 | Everything, A Silent Disorder is the canon transitional stage between Stage 3 and Stage 4 of Everything Until Now (so it can be also considered as Stage 3.5).

Heavily inspired by The Caretaker's Everywhere, An Empty Bliss, this stage seeks to convey a sense of confusion while showcasing the most recent, yet the last of the coherent memories. Think of this stage as a maze. Except there is no exit.
No way out.
Stuck as the final moments of clarity mix together and die in disharmonious unity that, unfortunately, forms only the beginning of the Post-Awareness process.

This album, like EAEB, features some tracks that never made it into EUN beforehand.

Thanks for all the support. We're not at 40 subs... and we're not gonna stop.

The Caretakers A6 - Things That Are Beautiful and Transient (Remake)

The Traveler 2021-09-07 | Here's another one! Thank you for all the support for E1. It was surprising to see how big that one would grow. This one was a little harder to get precise since there is no definite cover/version of this sample but hey! This works.

All rights go to the Caretaker for the track, Ivan Seal for the original painting (I made this redesign), and the original copyright holders for the sample.

Subscribe please. It would mean the world to me.

Better version: youtu.be/7R-iCXeftGo

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage 3

The Traveler 2021-09-04 | Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow
Fandom Page: the-caretaker-fan-projects.fandom.com/wiki/Everything_Until_Now

Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time), EAEB (Everywhere, An Empty Bliss), and another fan project by the Carebear named EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a slow, modern twist throughout each stage.

E - Side:

Slowly but surely, time cracks open. The walls seem to fade into the void that has opened in front of your own eyes. You try to pick yourself up, but... you only slip as the borders in your mind seem to close on you. Nothing seems right. And while you hope for a brighter future...

You can only cry as the sun sets further and further away from your life.

E - Side | Tracklist:

E0 - Here We Ain't Done Yet 00:00
E1 - Confusions Lone with Roads Pyramid 01:33
E2 - Alienated Beyond The Point of Comfort 05:45
E3 - A Spectre Within The Mortal Soul 09:30
E4 - Losing Sight Of Being There 11:08
E5 - The Decent Through Me 16:56
E6 - Claustroantics Within Phobia 20:33
E7 - Glimmer Of The Life Before... 24:00
E8 - Treading Within Chaotic Superstitions 26:40
E9 - Malicious Journies Across These Depths 30:34
E10 - The Final Call. 34:58

F - Side:

The world seems to dissipate around you. Confusion and silence are your friends now. Hope is now a distant relative you forgot that you knew. Now, you lay there, in the disappearing space, where the fog seems to surround you. You smile, trying to prepare for all the torture and pain you won't remember feeling...

These are your final coherent thoughts that don't even make sense in the long run.

F - Side | Tracklist:

F1 - Attempts to Retain Disappearing Moments 41:03
F2 - Hope To Continue To Wake 44:00
F3 - Death is Only an Illusion Beyond Our Comprehension. 47:13
F4 - Daydreams that Gape Through The Fog 49:18
F5 - The Teardrops Regress Before The Past Is Gone 52:27
F6 - The Thrill Trills Across This Dystopian Landscape 56:47
F7 - Lengthened Delays Between This Feeling Of Love 1:00:44
F8 - The Last Instance of Knowing Where To Look. 1:04:50
F9 - Lost in the Confusion Of Youth... For The Last Time 1:08:20
F10 - I'll Hope To See You On The Other Side... 1:10:01

Everything Until Now - Stage 3 (Trailer)

The Traveler 2021-08-25 | EUN Stage 3.... It's approaching.....

"Please..".

(Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time) and another fan project by the Carebear named EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.)

Hear the first stage if you haven't!
youtube.com/watch?v=SvxQJ3afE8I&t=1563s
And then, the second!
youtube.com/watch?v=Y-xaa2KRNHY&t=2145s

The Caretakers E1 - Back There, Benjamin (Remake)

The Traveler 2021-08-21 | Decided to recreate the infamous E1 from EATEOT to practice making S3 music for EUN.
This might be my last video for a while, though, since life is distracting me with other things, so cherish this incoherent moment while it lasts.

"Chaos Seperation Into" is a redesign of EATEOT's S3 Cover, done by me.

GO CHECK OUT EATEOT and the Caretaker if you haven't already.

All rights of this track goes directly to the Caretaker and the OG sample's copyright holders.

Everything Until Now - Stage 3 (Teaser)

The Traveler 2021-08-18 | (All things presented in this video are subject to change. Nothing here is final. This is just a presentation of what is to come. Also, do not, again, expect this to be finished anytime soon.)

Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow

Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time) and another fan project by the Carebear named EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.

The Traveler - A Road Down Euphoric Dreams.

The Traveler 2021-08-13 | A small single I worked on. It's a feel-good one, based on nostalgia and life. Hope you guys like it!

(This will probably be my last upload for a while... Probably. IDK.)

Thanks.

The Traveler 2021-08-13 | Again, thank you all for the support you guys have been giving me. I wouldn't be here, continuing to make EUN and others without the support from the Caretaker Fan Projects Community. I thank the Carebear for inspiring me to. I thank the Keeper and the Helper for being avid supporters of my channel. And I want to thank you... for at least taking the time to watch this.

Thank you.

- The Traveler.

(Sub to my channel pls. You know you want to...
Or you don't have to. It's fine. It's just, you know...)

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage 2.5

The Traveler 2021-08-10 | Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow

Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time) and another fan project by the Carebear named EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.

(S2.5 is unfortunately, blocked in New Zealand for the use of Blue Monday by New Order, the only sample for this album. I apologize to anyone over there who may have wanted to watch/hear this stage.)

Stage 2.5 (also known as Stage Loss)

I: Trying to remember those days. Can't quite hold on. Can't quite grasp it like before. But it must be done. For her.
II: Finding the rhythm once more. It's all coming back to us.
Progression Held Steadily: ???
III: Quite grander than before. We're starting to piece it all together again... I grow fond of th--
IV: Oh no... Things are falling apart. The fog is piercing and the mind seems to fade. Things are starting to budge. I can't... I can't...
V: Can't... Can't hold on.... It's all fading... I'm... I'm starting to go...

S.LOSS | Tracklist:

I 00:00
II 01:08
Progression Held Steadily. 01:54
III 01:59
IV 04:24
V 07:47

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage 2

The Traveler 2021-08-09 | Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow

Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time) and another fan project by the Carebear named EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.

C - Side:
Accepting things isn't getting any easier. Every day, something has to go wrong. You wish things weren't like this, but to deny it won't solve anything. You sigh as you try to find the peace in the chaos. Things may not be going great, but...
There is still some hope...
There is still some time left in your life to... breathe it all in.
To savor every moment as it may be your last.

C - Side | Tracklist

C1 - I'll Try To Stick Around... 00:00
C2 - But I'm Somberly Holding On. 03:31
C3 - The Edge Of Sleep 08:11
C4 - Has It Really Been That Long? 11:17
C5 - Further Decling Steadily?... 15:25

D - Side:
Somberly accepting the inevitable has definitely helped. Sure, you have your periods of despair and hopelessness, but now... you feel slightly better about yourself. Things may seem to fade, but that's okay, right?
Although things are seemingly cutting away from you...
It's not good, and you do fear for the worst.
But...

You embrace that end. And only expect that all of it...
It will all be worth it in the end.
You hope.

D - Side | Tracklist

D1 - Another Lost Day That Dawns... 20:13
D2 - Slowly Dancing With Joy 22:27
D3 - Misleading Persistent Chords Repeating Into Absolution 26:39
D4 - A Possible Pause. 30:43
D5 - Sudden Shift To Solemnity and Self-Reflection 31:49
D6 - Embracing the Only Way Home... 35:42

The Traveler - Thanks. Thanks for Helping. (For the Helper)

The Traveler 2021-08-05 | Here's to The Helper. Same sample, different sound (sort of. It's just slowed down slightly more and edited differently). The Helper is a constant supporter of this channel, who in turn, makes really nice, yet short tracks of his own... with his most well-known one using this exact sample.

Thanks for your constant support and I hope for the best for you as we both continue to grow.

"Thanks... Thanks for helping."

The Helper: youtube.com/channel/UCmAayuYyid1L6pUWXYwcdYg

Sample used:
Ruby Vallee's "I Still Remember".

Everything Until Now - Stage 2 (Trailer)

The Traveler 2021-08-02 | After more than a month of the OG Stage 1 being released, Stage 2 is finally announced. Expect this to fully come out soon!

(Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time) and another fan project by the Carebear named EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.)

Hear the first stage if you haven't already.
youtube.com/watch?v=SvxQJ3afE8I&t=1s
Go check out EITBON and EATEOT if you haven't already. They're the ones that inspired me to make this album.

Painting done by me.
"Countdown Until It All Ends." by bummer.

The Traveler - Revitalization (MemoryFest Set)

The Traveler 2021-08-01 | Revitalization is the EP I created to be present in MemoryFest, a URL event where many other Caretaker-like artists create their own sets to display onto others through their works, whether it being ambient or something far more in line with... general music theory.

This is a effort to convey a sort of opposite from the usual dementia stuff.
Chaotic to calm. Incoherent to coherency.

Tracklist:

R1 - Yes. It's All Obliterated Beyond Repairment. 00:00
R2 - Lost. 06:12
R3 - Steadily Regaining Consciousness 09:25
R4 - Recall 10:39
R5 - Don't Worry. I'm Getting Better Soon. 10:59

The Traveler - CROSSROADS EP | (20 Sub Special)

The Traveler 2021-07-30 | CROSSROADS is a 5-track EP using a soundtrack from a kick-ass game.
Won't tell ya what it is. You figure it out.

Go check out the extended, deluxe version of this: youtu.be/IkO1UGd_RV8

CROSSROADS is a mysterious, static EP using retro-like beats to convey a strange journey that can only be configured by yourself.
Find the story.
Find your road at the CROSSROADS.

SIGNALS 00:00
TRAVERSAL 03:10
FROM DUSK 06:44
CALM BEFORE CHAOS 09:56
BETWEEN IT, WE CROSS INTO DESTINY 14:57

(This EP marked a small, yet significant milestone in my YouTube channel. Thank you, from those in the Internet to the Caretaker Fan-Project Community. Steadily, I grow, and with it, my abilities as a Caretaker-like artist will follow. Thank you for all of your support, and I hope to see you guys soon in the Revitalization Set and soon... Stage 2 of EUN.)

The Traveler - CROSSROADS (Trailer)

The Traveler 2021-07-27 | CROSSROADS is a 5-track EP using a soundtrack from a kick-ass game.
Won't tell ya what it is. You figure it out.

CROSSROADS is a mysterious, static EP using retro-like beats to convey a strange journey that can only be configured by yourself.
Find the story.
Find your road at the CROSSROADS.

July 30th, 2021.

(This EP is also a celebration for 20 subs. Thank you all for your support and the growth I've attained from EUN and the Caretaker Fan Project community. Thank you so much and I hope you enjoy this EP.)

The Traveler - Everything Until Now - Stage 1 (Remastered)

The Traveler 2021-07-23 | sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow

Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time) and another fan project by the Carebear named EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.

(Remastered Edition)

A - Side:
Things seem rather pleasant in these times. Our friend is cheerfully living his youth, unaware of any obstacle that may come in his way. Hand in hand with his friends, family, and his lover, things are rather good, right now. While things may seem to stray from the norm, it shouldn't be something to be worried about... right?

A - Side | Tracklist:
A1 - I'll Be Right Here For You 00:00
A2 - Blue Skies Were Smiling 02:58
A3 - Queer Interjections 04:22
A4 - Responses 06:41
A5 - Slow Decline? 09:51
A6 - Trying To Maintain Joy 12:58

B - Side:
You can't seem to shake this feeling, right? That something's wrong. I mean, things may be hard for you as the times go and you grow older, but you just can't shake that feeling that something...
Something isn't right?
Maybe it's all in your head, right?
It should be.
But either or, it seems that things may not be... as your hopes are rather tested now.

Everything will be fine... right?

B - Side | Tracklist
B1 - Are We Still Okay After That? 16:46
B2 - Vexatious Surprises 18:49
B3 - Emotions In A Weak Solution 20:41
B4 - Eerily Waiting For It 22:46
B5 - Tears Before The Final Call 24:39
B6 - Anxiously Realizing... 28:09

B7 - Loss of Being Able To Go Back 28:57

(B7 can also be heard as The Caretaker's Loss of Want Back There from the album, Everywhere, An Empty Bliss. I just took the original sample and slew it down to a similar sound like it.)