trainerlyra | its not over || datastorm & scoop & bracelet @trainerlyra3 | Uploaded 4 years ago | Updated 1 hour ago
"wow mitzi where tf did this come from" blame the pcs crew
at first i was just gonna do datastorm, but then i was like "haha what if i downloaded the jack vs carly duel since i never edit with it" and then i literally cried while editing that section so i was like "fuck it better just add some bracelet to make myself even MORE sad" so here i am!!!!!! i really should've been editing mep parts but i've been doing literally one a night for a week and a half so you know what???? i can take a break lmao
anyways the pcs crew reminded me this song existed and now i've just......been thinking about it sm..................it's still such a fuckin bop ok?? and it really suits these three ships..............a lot............... got i'm sorry i'm still emotional thinking about jack vs carly like i literally kinda wanna cry again lmao
anyways x2, y'all probably won't see much of me besides the girlfriend mep whenever that comes up lmao until vday, since not only do i move in two weeks (!!!) but vday parts..................... i have over 20 still lmao kill me slowly
peace out y'all i'll see ya later
"wow mitzi where tf did this come from" blame the pcs crew
at first i was just gonna do datastorm, but then i was like "haha what if i downloaded the jack vs carly duel since i never edit with it" and then i literally cried while editing that section so i was like "fuck it better just add some bracelet to make myself even MORE sad" so here i am!!!!!! i really should've been editing mep parts but i've been doing literally one a night for a week and a half so you know what???? i can take a break lmao
anyways the pcs crew reminded me this song existed and now i've just......been thinking about it sm..................it's still such a fuckin bop ok?? and it really suits these three ships..............a lot............... got i'm sorry i'm still emotional thinking about jack vs carly like i literally kinda wanna cry again lmao
anyways x2, y'all probably won't see much of me besides the girlfriend mep whenever that comes up lmao until vday, since not only do i move in two weeks (!!!) but vday parts..................... i have over 20 still lmao kill me slowly
peace out y'all i'll see ya later
![damned if i do ya || joshneku [joshneku week day 4: music]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/80Hr3F8_NWU/hqdefault.jpg "damned if i do ya || joshneku [joshneku week day 4: music]
AYOOO HERE WE ARE!!! JOSHNEKU WEEK IS HAPPENING!!!!! i seriously. am so so happy its going on bc theres been so many amazing fics and art coming out and i just. i really cannot describe to yall how much i absolutely adore them. (i will later in this description bc youtube is my personal soapbox)
first off HUUUUGE THANK YOU to grace and ru for putting this together!! weve been talking a lot more over the past month and with everyone in our little chat and im super grateful... such wonderful people!! such a wonderful celebration of the best ship!!!!
secondly this is my somewhat different take on day 4s prompt music hehe. usually i just do fics for ship weeks (and oh boy do i have some fics!! heres my series for the week, i also have fics for days 5-7 coming!!!! https://archiveofourown.org/series/2577571) but i really wanted to do an edit too. bc i love them sm and they deserve ALL of my talents!!!!! so i interpreted this as literally as possible and here we are :)
thirdly also big shout out to river nd red, red bc as always i love her more then anything in the universe and she lets me ramble to her all hours of the day and river bc i love them too and their own ramblings both about jn and persona have been so helpful for making the brain juices go AND fun.
ANYWAYS, soap box time, i really cannot describe to you how much i absolutely adore joshneku but i really will try!!!!
like ok. from joshuas perspective we get this bored and lonely god who thinks the world around him is eroded and boring and wants to wipe it to a clean slate and be done, effectively killing himself and everyone else. he sees a kid who hates everything as much as he does and goes yeah, This Is The One. so he kills him to make him a player in his awful game for the fate of the city only to play with him and... see him change? see his views change about the world around him and start on a path to growth and joshua cant help but start changing too. bc this person, who he thought would understand him, not only does understand him but tells him he is Wrong. and then at the end, after everything, when he fully expects neku to shoot him and be done, neku just... doesnt. he puts the gun down. he chooses this single boy, this single lonely god, over the whole city. over all his other friends. over everything he loves. and idk about you guys but it really feels like this is the first time anyone has EVER chosen joshua first. even hanekoma, someone who is also supposed to Get Him, chooses the city over him. but not neku. and then in return, joshua just... gives it all back. he forfeits. because neku choosing him was the final nail in the coffin for joshua to change, too.
and neku!!! from nekus POV he finally meets a friend who he thinks gets him, but also, this kid might have killed him. but he tries SO HARD to give him the benefit of the doubt while doubting him lol its hilarious. he tries bc he doesnt want joshua to be that person. and then he spends all of week 3 regretting everything and fully making the changes in his worldview and life to be a different, better person. and when joshua really does turn out to be the one behind everything, the one who killed him AND the one who is trying to destroy shibuya.... hes so upset. hes so angry, hes so devastated, but at the end of it he still puts his faith into joshua. trusts that hell Get It, just like neku came to get it. bc they are two sides of the same coin and constantly building off of each other, constantly learning. and of course joshua does. and so neku gets it too!! he may not forgive him but he still trusts him, bc after all, that trust was what led shibuya to being restored, to all his friends coming back to life... so of course he trusts him!! he still wants him in his life. he wants him to come to hachiko, to be real with all of them... bc after everything, joshua is still his friend. his partner. someone who gets him. someone who was allowed to enter his secret garden, who expanded his world...........
and in NEO we see it come to a totally different place then i EVER expected canon to give us!! the gentle banter, the soft looks and fond gazes, the genuine trust and care they have for each other.... GOD!!!! and i really could go on forever about the rindoka/joshneku parallels and what that could possibly mean as rindoka is Implied Canon, but, like, i think im running out of space soon and also dont wanna type all that so red can finally see for herself wtf im talking about now that she has neo.
ANYWAYS!!! i love twewy sm. shout out to dina for showing it to me and for editing them for my bday!!! that edit inspired me sm and thats where i got inspo for a certain section here hehe.. shout out to kyle also for listening to me talk about it so constantly that i think he could literally recite the whole plot of the game back to me. i love him.
ok and thats all for real. peace out see ya next time i really did use nearly all 5000 charas yikes.")
![someone to stay || kawoshin [collab w/ PokeLSouma]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/8GMW0Ho9DqE/hqdefault.jpg "someone to stay || kawoshin [collab w/ PokeLSouma]
a second upload?? yeah this was meant to be earlier lol, BUT BIG SHOUT OUT TO KYLE FOR MAKING LENAS VOICE OVERS SOUND AMAZING HOLY HELL I LOVE YOU!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAA I CANT EVEN TALK THIS JUST CAME OUT SO BEAUTIFULLY???? like earlier this week (i think. time isnt real) lena was like someone collab kawoshin with me i wanna edit them and im always a slut for kawoshin so here we are
first off, thanks so much lena for putting this together and handling most of it!!! its much appreciated and ill handle our next collab since youve handled the last two lol ilysm and also extra thank you for letting me post while youre at work pff
second off AAAAAAAAAA HER PARTS ARE BEUATIFUL???? LOOK AT THEM????? PLEASE????? god sometimes i forget how much i adore these two and then i look at them and get Sad. kawoshin is so tragic and beautiful and you can pry the every iteration of nge is just kaworu trying to save shinji from my cold dead hands
anyways i always love collabing with lena she is so talented and i adore every second of knowing her!!!!! i hope yall enjoy this lil thing and see yall......eventually pff
part 1: me
part 2: lena
part 3: me
part 4: lena")
![cheater || todomomo & kacchako [4 hour IC w/ nekopaca!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/8J_PleEvU2k/hqdefault.jpg "cheater || todomomo & kacchako [4 hour IC w/ nekopaca!]
edit: how dare yall dislike hers but not dislike mine SMH IF YOURE GONNA BE PETTY GO THE FULL MILE
HOLY SHIT IM CRYING????? I LITERALLY CANT EVEN BELIEVE WE DID THIS TODAY LMAO
liannu always talks me into the craziest things we both have so many mep parts to do but idc bc this came out AMAZING??? im also just so psyched i got liannu addicted to bnha B)
SERIOUSLY THO IM SCREAMING IM SO IN LOVE
part 1: nekopaca || artichoke hater/literally my best friend??
[https://youtube.com/channel/UC6a96EPyiVaJ0rwyPSR-aaQ]
part 2: me [you are here]
god liannu ily thank u")
![hey primadonna || yuzu x nino [fukumenkei noise | anonymous noise]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/8fYm3IWHX7Q/hqdefault.jpg "hey primadonna || yuzu x nino [fukumenkei noise | anonymous noise]
SO HERES A STORY FOR YOU GUYS
WHILE I WAS AT ANIME BOSTON THE FIRST EPISODE OF A NEW ANIME WAS PREMIERING TWO WEEKS AHEAD OF TIME AT THE CON SO I DECIDED IT LOOKED REALLY GOOD AND I LOVE SHOUJO SO I WENT TO SEE IT. I FELL IN LOVE BOUGHT THE FIRST VOLUME AT THE DEALERS HALL AND THEN PROCEEDED TO BINGE READ THE ENTIRE SERIES IN ONE GO AND I AM IN LOVE.
THIS SERIES GUYS. THIS SERIES. PLEASE WATCH IT WHEN IT COMES OUT. PLEASE READ IT. PLEASE SUPPORT IT I LOVE IT SO MUCH???
okay enough of capslock, im seriously in love with these two they are so good,,, sorry momo but im team yuzu oops i cant help it he loves her so much??? so yeah if you like this series please talk to me im desperate lmao. also sorry this is so crappy??? fans of this deserve better but im lazy af oops
anyways ill stop ignoring mep parts now just be warned ill probably be editing with these two a lot now oops
ALSO DEDICATIONS???
madie, lianne, red, hope, basically everyone in the ats/pcs chat ily all so much youre great thank you for listening to my screaming all the time
especially madie and lianne you guys put up with so much from me lmao you guys are amazing ily")
![took no time with the fall || mep collection 18 [june - dec]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/8klbGx3lM50/hqdefault.jpg "took no time with the fall || mep collection 18 [june - dec]
theres a couple of large gaps where i just wasnt editing much lol. whoops
but yeah here we are. the rest of my parts in 2020
my improvement here really varies. some of these parts i think i did really well with but overall i think i was doing better earlier in 2020 before, well, you know lol
¯_(ツ)_/¯ oh well. editing is a hobby first and foremost, and i am here to Have Fun and Make People Look At My Favorite Ships, and thats all
no, really,
please know that every time i upload, it is solely to force you to look at my favorite things, and nothing more
anyways, heres to a hopefully better year! if anyone wants to co-op the cryo regisvine in dragonspine........... hmu. hate that thing. shout out to red for staying with me through like THREE OR FOUR TRIES TO BEAT IT bc we are Bad. also shoutout to that random klee who carried tf out of us for like 6 runs afterwards. wouldnt have gotten the items from the shop without you")
