Kitecats | It's Alright PMV MAP parts 13, 34, 35 @Kitecats026 | Uploaded 3 years ago | Updated 2 hours ago
For Nautica!
my god im so scared, sorry I took so long to finish my parts!
Just to clear up, the characters used are my OCs, not real people, they were solely for the purpose to depict real life events.
im so ashamed and I still regret the things I did. It's ok if you find me as a bad person after this...
This whole thing was more of a misunderstanding between both parties and me being a jealous little shit, but then noticing the red flags I made for myself and understanding that talking behind others backs, being a pushy bastard into a relationship (just because I've never had a romantic relationship before and I just had to go for it) is bad. HELLA BAD. But yknow what? I realized I'm just not prepared for this kind of relationship and I'm so okay with that. I don't need it. As long as I will keep saying that I'm single or that I need a man, the more I know I actually don't need any of that. I need to be comfortable living with my own self, cherish the people I have in my life who actually love me and the friendships and not be a toxic bish.
Ok so this whole thing happened like 2 years ago and we were on good terms after that from their side, but I couldn't forgive myself for over a good year and I've been beating myself over for what I've done thus resulting on a toll on my yt channel and my own mental health. I wanted to make a vent or anything, just to let my emotions out, but then this MAP came out and I knew I had to join. But not to worry, I did appologize to that person, we are on even better terms now and I made sure they are alright. Also I forgave myself as well after their reasurance that I'm alright as well and I am on my path to fixing myself.
man being a teenager is hard.
Song: youtube.com/watch?v=C7huB5JgRS0&ab_channel=MotherMother-Topic
MAP: youtube.com/watch?v=2hF4jiYOB0Q&ab_channel=Nautica
For Nautica!
my god im so scared, sorry I took so long to finish my parts!
Just to clear up, the characters used are my OCs, not real people, they were solely for the purpose to depict real life events.
im so ashamed and I still regret the things I did. It's ok if you find me as a bad person after this...
This whole thing was more of a misunderstanding between both parties and me being a jealous little shit, but then noticing the red flags I made for myself and understanding that talking behind others backs, being a pushy bastard into a relationship (just because I've never had a romantic relationship before and I just had to go for it) is bad. HELLA BAD. But yknow what? I realized I'm just not prepared for this kind of relationship and I'm so okay with that. I don't need it. As long as I will keep saying that I'm single or that I need a man, the more I know I actually don't need any of that. I need to be comfortable living with my own self, cherish the people I have in my life who actually love me and the friendships and not be a toxic bish.
Ok so this whole thing happened like 2 years ago and we were on good terms after that from their side, but I couldn't forgive myself for over a good year and I've been beating myself over for what I've done thus resulting on a toll on my yt channel and my own mental health. I wanted to make a vent or anything, just to let my emotions out, but then this MAP came out and I knew I had to join. But not to worry, I did appologize to that person, we are on even better terms now and I made sure they are alright. Also I forgave myself as well after their reasurance that I'm alright as well and I am on my path to fixing myself.
man being a teenager is hard.
Song: youtube.com/watch?v=C7huB5JgRS0&ab_channel=MotherMother-Topic
MAP: youtube.com/watch?v=2hF4jiYOB0Q&ab_channel=Nautica
