RAWHISTory x Nathan Histed | It finally hit me. The breakdown of realizing you’re helpless. My most vulnerable state. @NathanHisted | Uploaded August 2019 | Updated October 2024, 16 hours ago.
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It finally hit me. How serious this whole situation is with my dad. How I can’t help him. How I wish I could, but can’t. It’s the worst feeling in the world. This has been an on going battle since the beginning of 2018, and we honestly thought that would be the end of this battle and that the moments of fear and despair were behind us. The feeling of not being able to do something; ANYTHING, to help save your biggest most important things in life let alone human being has got to be the most defeating feeling anyone could feel in life. My father has always been my biggest drive to continue when I felt I couldn’t. The voice of reason even if he didn’t take his own advice. He has displayed the most courage I’ve ever witnessed personally throughout this journey, and we find out the CT results on whether or not the cancer has grown, or worse (actually I’m sure they’re both equally as bad) spread. I have faith, but when the most faithful have their times of fear and doubt. I’ve been trying to keep a video vlog throughout this for my own personal “journey” however this one in particular I felt it was right to upload. For the simple fact it shows you can have fear, and crying can release things, talking; even if into a camera can release built up anxiety and worry. It’s and I can’t stress this enough; it’s Absolutely vital to not bottle things in for the fear of looking weak. It’s ok to not be ok sometimes, and with this journey I’ve learned so many things about life, not just my own, but in general. I hope this may help someone who may be going through something similar or have gone through it. I appreciate all of you guys for allowing me to vent and get my voice out, even if just one person views this video, that’s one person my story, most importantly, my fathers journey has reached.
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#Prayers #CancerSucks #Vulnerability
🎄Please Help Make This Christmas Extra Special ⇨⇨ bit.ly/BestChristmas4Dad🎄
It finally hit me. How serious this whole situation is with my dad. How I can’t help him. How I wish I could, but can’t. It’s the worst feeling in the world. This has been an on going battle since the beginning of 2018, and we honestly thought that would be the end of this battle and that the moments of fear and despair were behind us. The feeling of not being able to do something; ANYTHING, to help save your biggest most important things in life let alone human being has got to be the most defeating feeling anyone could feel in life. My father has always been my biggest drive to continue when I felt I couldn’t. The voice of reason even if he didn’t take his own advice. He has displayed the most courage I’ve ever witnessed personally throughout this journey, and we find out the CT results on whether or not the cancer has grown, or worse (actually I’m sure they’re both equally as bad) spread. I have faith, but when the most faithful have their times of fear and doubt. I’ve been trying to keep a video vlog throughout this for my own personal “journey” however this one in particular I felt it was right to upload. For the simple fact it shows you can have fear, and crying can release things, talking; even if into a camera can release built up anxiety and worry. It’s and I can’t stress this enough; it’s Absolutely vital to not bottle things in for the fear of looking weak. It’s ok to not be ok sometimes, and with this journey I’ve learned so many things about life, not just my own, but in general. I hope this may help someone who may be going through something similar or have gone through it. I appreciate all of you guys for allowing me to vent and get my voice out, even if just one person views this video, that’s one person my story, most importantly, my fathers journey has reached.
Please view and share this GoFundMe page, your support means the world to me, and I know it will my father.
gf.me/u/udsziv
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Please watch: "#RAWHISTory • The YouTube Documentary by #NathanHisted ◉ PROMO • "
youtube.com/watch?v=KTYNTAnoVkg
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