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🎶 Isaac Mather - Reason I’m Alive (Lyrics)
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🎤 Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Thought I'd be better by now
Thought I'd be happy by now
Instead I'm stuck in bed, and I can't even leave my own house
Wondering why the hell I just can't seem to figure it out, oh-oh
I scroll on my phone for hours
And I pretend that it helps
I wish I had it all together just like everyone else
That's when I started asking myself
[Chorus]
"What if happiness is something I'll never feel?
What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal?
What if all these ups and downs I'll never figurе out?
What if everybody's gone, and I'm alonе?
Suffocating in the pain I can't let go
I've been searching my whole life
For the reason I
The reason I
The reason I'm alive"
[Verse 2]
They tell me, "don't give in"
But they're all full of it
Nobody knows what it's like waking up inside of my head
Some nights I close my eyes
And pray to God I die
And every day that I don't
Just makes me wanna try
That voice inside my head
Pulls me right to the edge
And it says
[Chorus]
"What if happiness is something I'll never feel?
What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal?
What if all these ups and downs I'll never figure out?
What if everybody's gone, and I'm alone?
Suffocating in the pain I can't let go
I've been searching my whole life
For the reason I
The reason I
The reason I'm alive"
[Bridge]
Who was I before the pain?
What was it like to be okay?
I'm begging God for another way
Is there another way?
[Chorus]
What if happiness is something I'll never feel?
What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal?
What if all these ups and downs I'll never figure out?
What if everybody's gone, and I'm alone?
Suffocating in the pain I can't let go
I've been searching my whole life
For the reason I
The reason I
The reason I'm alive
Are you feeling stuck and questioning your path? This lyric video explores the heavy weight of isolation and constant self-doubt.
These emotional lyrics capture the struggle of trying to fit in while battling internal thoughts that make you feel like an outsider. If you have ever felt like you are unable to figure things out, this track provides a space to process those feelings through raw, honest words. It is designed for anyone navigating the quiet, painful realization that you are not where you want to be.
Watching this helps normalize the experience of being unhappy even when you are trying your best. The visuals of the silhouetted mountain landscape against the gradient sky mirror the distance between where you are and where you hope to be. By focusing on these themes, you can find a sense of shared understanding in the lyrics about feeling stuck.
Subscribe for weekly lyric breakdowns that explore mental health themes, and let me know in the comments if you relate to these feelings of isolation.
🎶 Isaac Mather - Reason I’m Alive (Lyrics)
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👍 Please leave a like and appreciate all the support!
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https://ffm.bio/isaacmather
For business inquiries, music submissions or video takedowns please contact▸vibesonlysubmissions@gmail.com
🎤 Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Thought I'd be better by now
Thought I'd be happy by now
Instead I'm stuck in bed, and I can't even leave my own house
Wondering why the hell I just can't seem to figure it out, oh-oh
I scroll on my phone for hours
And I pretend that it helps
I wish I had it all together just like everyone else
That's when I started asking myself
[Chorus]
"What if happiness is something I'll never feel?
What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal?
What if all these ups and downs I'll never figurе out?
What if everybody's gone, and I'm alonе?
Suffocating in the pain I can't let go
I've been searching my whole life
For the reason I
The reason I
The reason I'm alive"
[Verse 2]
They tell me, "don't give in"
But they're all full of it
Nobody knows what it's like waking up inside of my head
Some nights I close my eyes
And pray to God I die
And every day that I don't
Just makes me wanna try
That voice inside my head
Pulls me right to the edge
And it says
[Chorus]
"What if happiness is something I'll never feel?
What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal?
What if all these ups and downs I'll never figure out?
What if everybody's gone, and I'm alone?
Suffocating in the pain I can't let go
I've been searching my whole life
For the reason I
The reason I
The reason I'm alive"
[Bridge]
Who was I before the pain?
What was it like to be okay?
I'm begging God for another way
Is there another way?
[Chorus]
What if happiness is something I'll never feel?
What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal?
What if all these ups and downs I'll never figure out?
What if everybody's gone, and I'm alone?
Suffocating in the pain I can't let go
I've been searching my whole life
For the reason I
The reason I
The reason I'm alive
Are you feeling stuck and questioning your path? This lyric video explores the heavy weight of isolation and constant self-doubt.
These emotional lyrics capture the struggle of trying to fit in while battling internal thoughts that make you feel like an outsider. If you have ever felt like you are unable to figure things out, this track provides a space to process those feelings through raw, honest words. It is designed for anyone navigating the quiet, painful realization that you are not where you want to be.
Watching this helps normalize the experience of being unhappy even when you are trying your best. The visuals of the silhouetted mountain landscape against the gradient sky mirror the distance between where you are and where you hope to be. By focusing on these themes, you can find a sense of shared understanding in the lyrics about feeling stuck.
Subscribe for weekly lyric breakdowns that explore mental health themes, and let me know in the comments if you relate to these feelings of isolation.
