Alessa Belikov | I'm at one with the silence. @AlessaBelikov | Uploaded 5 years ago | Updated 23 hours ago
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I'm not good when it comes to describing how I feel... I'm actually pretty awful at it. I know now keeping all those bad feelings inside isn't a right thing but before I even started to work on myself to speak more openly about how I feel... I'd started vidding. it's been long 2 years and honestly thinking about it gives me a headache so I'll try to be quick.

at some point of making this video I got so terrified, I thought I wouldn't be able to make it published. this video may seem kinda messy to you but for me it's a place where I put all my struggles and bad feelings together. I could make something different but I've been through some shit and I don't want this to be for nothing. I'm in the better place now and this video (along with the one I posted a year ago) reminds me that I am getting better everyday, even if sometimes it gets difficult... but I'm also posting it because there are other people going through some stuff and I want them to know that they're not alone with it. we all hide so much pain but we're allowed to feel it and share it with someone else. trusting is a risk but getting better is as hard as anything else. I wanted to believe I could do this on my own but I couldn't. I hope you'll all be able to forgive, trust and love - not only other people but yourself above it all.

did I make any sense? anyways, I've been here for 2 years already and I'll be forever grateful for everything this channel has given to me. thank you🌈


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