![If I Could, Then I Would! [ MEP Part ] @EnglishRosie](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Kdz2CHwtGpE/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded July 2009 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago
...I'm not late this time! Happy July 4th! 8D
D o w n l o a d -- filefront.com/13967925/undefined
And I don't think the quality has suffered because if it... it's stupid. I make videos faster when I'm nowhere near the dealine and rushing, huh?
xD Cloud/Garnet. Well. Found it easier than I first found Noctis/Garnet, that's for sure. It didn't help I was worrying the whole time about whether or not I was using EXACTLY the same clips as everybody else, which actually didn't happen too obviously. =P
I actually love both couples now, ha. My poor little Yuna/;Zack vid has been completely overshadowed by all my new projects I keep creating. Broken Faith is gonna be a heck of a while.
Which REMINDS me. That preview I posted ages ago, as an entry to RLD! Studios? Well, I'm working on it, with all my new Noctis and Cloud inspiration. So there we are, it should be here soon.
Um, yeah. What else is there to say...?
I'm sure I'll remember eventually. xD
...I'm not late this time! Happy July 4th! 8D
D o w n l o a d -- filefront.com/13967925/undefined
And I don't think the quality has suffered because if it... it's stupid. I make videos faster when I'm nowhere near the dealine and rushing, huh?
xD Cloud/Garnet. Well. Found it easier than I first found Noctis/Garnet, that's for sure. It didn't help I was worrying the whole time about whether or not I was using EXACTLY the same clips as everybody else, which actually didn't happen too obviously. =P
I actually love both couples now, ha. My poor little Yuna/;Zack vid has been completely overshadowed by all my new projects I keep creating. Broken Faith is gonna be a heck of a while.
Which REMINDS me. That preview I posted ages ago, as an entry to RLD! Studios? Well, I'm working on it, with all my new Noctis and Cloud inspiration. So there we are, it should be here soon.
Um, yeah. What else is there to say...?
I'm sure I'll remember eventually. xD
![If I Could, Then I Would! [ MEP Part ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Kdz2CHwtGpE/mqdefault.jpg "If I Could, Then I Would! [ MEP Part ]
...Im not late this time! Happy July 4th! 8D
D o w n l o a d http://www.filefront.com/13967925/undefined
And I dont think the quality has suffered because if it... its stupid. I make videos faster when Im nowhere near the dealine and rushing, huh?
xD Cloud/Garnet. Well. Found it easier than I first found Noctis/Garnet, thats for sure. It didnt help I was worrying the whole time about whether or not I was using EXACTLY the same clips as everybody else, which actually didnt happen too obviously. =P
I actually love both couples now, ha. My poor little Yuna/;Zack vid has been completely overshadowed by all my new projects I keep creating. Broken Faith is gonna be a heck of a while.
Which REMINDS me. That preview I posted ages ago, as an entry to RLD! Studios? Well, Im working on it, with all my new Noctis and Cloud inspiration. So there we are, it should be here soon.
Um, yeah. What else is there to say...?
Im sure Ill remember eventually. xD")
![Promises [and Lies]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/KpUdcMiHQ4o/mqdefault.jpg "Promises [and Lies]
This was for the Namiku duel of doom, and was uploaded elsewhere for a few days... Im not the best twin, because the votes LIEEEEE.
I do love this song. :3
Although, being made in three days, most of this is a bit... shaky. Like the masking, and the transitions, and the scene changes... and the ending Im really not very keen on.
Hm, oh well, no changing it now, really. xD
I just wanted to upload this here because it took up, what, half a week of my time? And it was kind of worth it, because I like bits of it.
Basic and barely-thrown-together story:
Sora had never been completely sure of Rikus state of mind, but he was starting to scare him. Riku never stopped talking about the love of his life, Namine- how pretty she was, how nice, how perfect for him. Hed been going on about it for months now, and Sora didnt know what to say or do- because he knew Riku and Namine had barely met each other.
He had been by Rikus side since they were kids, and theyd never really been separated. But suddenly, Riku was obsessed with his love for Namine, who Sora was certain he had never shared more than a tiny conversation with, when they were tiny, because Namine had only lived on the islands with them for about a week before she had disappeared in the middle of the night, and she had been much, much closer to Sora.
Rikus obsession only got worse, his dreams of the blonde girl taking over everything, to the point he became fixated on being with her again, even if it meant ending his own life. Confused and upset by Rikus drastic desire for suicide, Sora constantly tried to talk him out of it, insisting his memories with namine couldnt be real, because they hadnt seen Namine since they were all 5-6 years old.
Riku stayed convinced, however. He dug out an old torn page of a sketchbook, insisting it was one of Namines drawings of the three of them- but when Sora looked at the page, it was blank.
When Riku finally started planning suicide, Sora realised he really was deadly serious about his beliefs. That he would go and kill himself to be with Namine...
You barely ever knew her! You cant do it!
But I know those memories are real.
Sora begged him over and over, reduced to tears and falling to his knees, but Riku just turned and left him behind. Even though Sora ran after him, he was too late to see anything but Riku throwing himself off the skyscraper, plummeting to the ground.
And Riku was happy.
Because hed rather live in his delusion, with his dream girl, than go through a life without her.
...A few weeks later, there were still flowers taped to one of the lampposts near where Riku had landed. Sora visited the secret place theyd loved as kids, crying at the memory, the pain and the humiliation- because he had failed Riku again.
The blonde girl in the white dress stepped into the secret place.
Sooooo, yes. You decide if Riku is just barmy or if Nami did something to him. And also what she does with Sora.
The song is Promises, by Bim.
Oh, and the doujiinshi used for the manga shots of KH2 Riku (albeit without his jacket) is called Walking Together. Be warned, though, its SoRiku and theres a sex panel right at the end.
x")
![We Were Free [Vs Miyana44]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/KvEJ3RoSgE4/mqdefault.jpg "We Were Free [Vs Miyana44]
My first BBT Tournament for months... Im worried. xD I won the last one, but there were 30 people and it wasnt exclusive KH and FF. xDD
Good luck to Miyana and everyone in the BBT, by the way! ^^ I know youll all beat me!
Its for PrincessGarnetXVIs BBT The Lost (Last? xD) Refrain, Round I. And Im sorry its very bad and very rushed. But this is my twelfth (yes, TWELFTH ¬.¬) attempt. Each time, was a different couple, cut of the song... In the end, I did a simpler one in the last few hours of today.
Riku/Sora was the first crack/yaoi pairing I ever made a vid to. So its very special to me. xD If you bash it, I might have to kill you.
If theres anything else to right, Ill have to add it tomorrow because my parents are at it AGAIN.
xx")
![Dead Promises [ Act One; Riku ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/KvzIgLlfytI/mqdefault.jpg "Dead Promises [ Act One; Riku ]
*Collapses in a puddle of tears* Aaaaaaah, its done. Its finally done. Now I can... Wait, FOUR video project?! I really said that? D=
This killed me; especially 1;28. That was utter torture...
I hate editing with Sephiroth. DD:
Oh, yeah. xD Cloud is an older Roxas, Aerith an older Kairi, Sephiroth an older Riku, and Zack an older Sora.
This is the story which reaches the third furthest out of the entire project. Soras, and Roxas, will be continuing after their version of this story, and Kairi... just read the story/watch the video. Please. x3
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Anyway, story time; (xD You knew it was coming.)
Its too easy to give into your temptations.
Riku was always jealous of Sora, his best friend. He constantly tried to be stronger, be better than Sora, just to prove his own superiority.
Eventually, Riku decided the only way to permanentely make sure Sora could never beat him, ever again, was to do the one thing Sora would never dare to try.
Riku opened the door to darkness, seeking the power within, but, doing so, he unleased that power against the people living on the island- and Sora was never the same again.
He was constantly slipping in and out of a coma, no matter how much Riku shouted at him to answer him, to wake up and be alright again. Sora was simply too weak to stand up on his own.
Roxas, Soras brother, wasnt affected as badly by the darkness. It gave him power, too. Riku finally found someone on his level, exactly- Roxas was as badly addicted to the darkness as he was, just as desperate for Sora to wake up.
A girl washed up on the island, unsure of where she had come from. Kairi, she told them her name was.
Roxas and Riku argued over who should be allowed to have Kairi as their girlfriend, (fickle boys, I know. xD) and, in the end, they turned to drink as a way of solving their problems. Along the way, they got into a fight, where Riku ended up stabbing Roxas, injuring him greatly, and gaining him Kairis sympathy.
One night, drunken and completely wasted, Riku burst in on Roxas and Kairi making out, and announced in an upset rage he was leaving to find a way to fix Sora.
He told Roxas and Kairi where he was going, but, as he started to walk towards the shore, Kairi came after him. Ske kissed him softly on the lips, then watched as he turned and kept walking away. She went back to Roxas.
Years and years past, and Rikus hatred for Roxas grew, his resentment over Kairi, in turn, starting to become hate. Roxas came to find him, and Riku was startled to see not the boy he remembered, but a young man, still looking as though he had not quite grown into his body yet. And Riku realised just how long he had been away from the island.
All the anger, all the hate, returned in that moment. Riku had been, and still was, in love with Kairi, and the idea of leaving her alone with Roxas that long was infuriating.
Then he saw the man Roxas was supporting, half dragging along behind him.
He recognised Sora, but that didnt stop him attacking. He knocked them both aside, and went to stab Roxas. Vaguely, he noticed the scene resembled another, from his memories...
Roxas passed out from the pain, as blood seeped out from underneath him. Not dead, just out of energy. He took Sora back to Kairi, to the islands.
But Riku beat him to it. Kairi knelt on the ground, praying for Roxas and Soras safe return, and, at the same time, Rikus survival. She didnt see Riku coming down from above her.
Roxas heard the scream, but was too far away; he ran to Kairi, knowing he was too late.
Riku stared down at the body, the scream ringing in his ears. And then it sunk in, exactly what he had done.
Overcome with grief and anger with himself, he turned the sword towards his own body, and stabbed himself twice; once in the heart, and the last time in the stomach. He keeled over, dying on the floor.
End of the road.
Ha, a Riku quote! xD")
![haunted. [ffvii rebirth spoilers!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/LM8bjp43tRU/mqdefault.jpg "haunted. [ffvii rebirth spoilers!]
happy birthday, laurin! I hope you have a wonderful day and enjoy this little chunk of clerith misery I put together for you!
[she also uploaded a really gorgeous clerith video like yesterday so go check her out: @BlehxIshxMe]
big big big shout out to layne for suggesting the song in the first place and encouraging me a BUUUUNCH, and amy and tango for putting up with me pelting them with previews every five minutes without murdering and/or defriending me (and being lovely and encouraging as well ofc)
colouring: starstruckbromance
song: haunted (taylors version) - taylor swift")
![past lives. [rfi]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/MFxXXacwQ00/mqdefault.jpg "past lives. [rfi]
For CapnRayes Roll For Initiative challenge. Its all about creating new stories through editing - so a good excuse for me to force myself to branch out with AUs and crossovers again.
My first challenge was to use the theme of rebirth and to incorporate the prompts I didn’t meet them until the day they died and dont leave without telling me somewhere in the plot. Theyre actually used during the video itself!
Plot:
A pair of soulmates are reborn every generation following a deal one of them made with the god of time, Cronos. They are able to recognise each other immediately when they meet, but its finding each other in the first place thats tricky - and how long they have left. Each time they encounter one another, one has a vision of when the other will die. They know exactly how much time theyll have together.
When Noel and Zack finally meet, Noel is shown a vision of Zack dying that same day. With their last incarnations (Aya and Rem) also having had their time together cut short, they struggle with knowing how little time they have left. When Zack does die (which they both know is unavoidable), a grieving Noel confronts Cronos, demanding better for them both. Instead of waiting out the rest of his natural lifespan, he asks to die quickly so that they can start the next cycle.
Cronos grants that wish.
The pair finally meet again as Serah and Yuna. Theyre relieved to see each other, hoping that this cycle is kinder to them than the last. Serah gets the vision of the future.
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AND WHO KNOWS HOW LONG THEY HAVE? Arent I cruel?
The due date for this is tomorrow, so Im kind of unintentionally uploading the most miserable video possible on Valentines. It has a potentially-happy ending, at least?
Song: Elephants - Rachael Yamagata")
![Perfect [to me]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/MNVGhuQ7fJM/mqdefault.jpg "Perfect [to me]
Obviously, if you couldnt tell, Rosie didnt make this.
If you still cant tell... well, um... wow. I have pity for your soul.
Normally I wouldnt bother with pitching the song because its just a pain, but well... I really want her to see this, and I dont want any copyright crap to get in the way. So there.
Itll be okay, Rosie. You know I love you and think youre perfect, even if you say funny words and kill me with anticipation every time you show me a preview. Its hard, and I couldnt imagine handling it all myself, but... Im here for you, okay?")
![Fill the Streets With Madness [crimsonCREW_D]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/McJYlpiTjsc/mqdefault.jpg "Fill the Streets With Madness [crimsonCREW_D]
Im only just on tiiiiiiime for projectSURGE~! I literally threw this together in a panic over the last two days (I dont have much editing time. DX) and, well... I HOPE it fit the prompt okay.
I figured that red (crimson, dark reds, whatever) screamed either anger or passion to me, or, well, both- so I TRIED to hit on that. Not too sure if I did.
But I went with an idea that... well, Ive seen it before, Im sure, and its nothing original- and the storys just vague and sloppy.
Trying to summon a... new summon thing (DDDX), Yuna loses control and it kills her. Grief-stricken and shocked, Tidus finds he cant get over it, and grows more and more angry and bitter every day, until he finally snaps, and decides to destroy the city interface through Vegnagun- creating a chain reaction, to cause as much destruction as he can- since he cant bear for ANYONE to move on and live and normal life without Yuna.
But the guards for the collosal machina try to stop him by shooting him down- theyre too late, however, and he activates Vegnagun just as the bullets reach him.
Odi et amo. Quare id faciam fortasse requiris?
Nescio, sed fieri sentio, et excrucior.
I hate and I love. Perhaps, you ask why I do this?
I do not know, but I feel it, and it is torture.")
