Uploaded September 2018 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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song - youtube.com/watch?v=gxE4ngu78Ro
ghh
i wasnt joking when i said i was losing touch with reality eeeee
so um,,,

ever since i made my fursona avery i felt more comfortable relating with her, since shes essentially me in furry form (duh), but ive made this channel revolve around candi, and thousands of people like and relate to her
so now im questioning which is most,,,,myself, like should i follow my own heart, or the hearts of thousands of people,,,,
i started taking longer breaks t o get away from the internet, i stopped messaging friends i normally talk to every day, i just stopped caring mostly,,,but ppl look up to me and want me to do something amazing but i dont have the energy nor will to do anything rn,, i feel like im one break away from losing everyone and everythning ive gained i dont want that to happen but i dont have the resolve to fix it iM
KJHFAGVasjhhhh

im sorry, im trying