Uploaded December 2018 | Updated September 2026, 6 hours ago
I apologize for the mix on this one. It was an impromptu live recording of a new song. While it's not the best sounding, the message holds true. I hope it helps someone out there that needs it. You're not alone.
SUICIDE HOTLINE
Call 1-800-273-8255
I'd Be Lying LYRICS
I have a hard time knowing what to do
I've been chasing this dream my whole life
But it just won't come true
I medicate with hopes I'll break through
But nothing lifts this weight from my chest
And if I'm going down, my god, I won't drag you
And I won't deny
I've thought at times that I could leave this life
I want to try
But I'd be lying if I said: "The road looks bright!"
Philosophizing on what I've ruined
Nothing seems to comfort me
Now that I "think" I know the truth
I can step outside and take in the view
It always goes unappreciated
When inside, my world is skewed
And I won't deny
I've thought at times that I could leave this life
Oh, I want to try
But I'd be lying if I said: "The road looks bright!"
The sky's crashing down on me
But I'm supposed to say "I'm fine!"
All you see are the highlights of a fantasy
That's no longer mine
And I, I won't deny
I've thought at times that I could leave this life behind
I want to try but I'd be lying if I said: "The road looks bright!"
My Patreon is LIVE: patreon.com/GlasfordProductions - Thanks for supporting my music!
I apologize for the mix on this one. It was an impromptu live recording of a new song. While it's not the best sounding, the message holds true. I hope it helps someone out there that needs it. You're not alone.
SUICIDE HOTLINE
Call 1-800-273-8255
I'd Be Lying LYRICS
I have a hard time knowing what to do
I've been chasing this dream my whole life
But it just won't come true
I medicate with hopes I'll break through
But nothing lifts this weight from my chest
And if I'm going down, my god, I won't drag you
And I won't deny
I've thought at times that I could leave this life
I want to try
But I'd be lying if I said: "The road looks bright!"
Philosophizing on what I've ruined
Nothing seems to comfort me
Now that I "think" I know the truth
I can step outside and take in the view
It always goes unappreciated
When inside, my world is skewed
And I won't deny
I've thought at times that I could leave this life
Oh, I want to try
But I'd be lying if I said: "The road looks bright!"
The sky's crashing down on me
But I'm supposed to say "I'm fine!"
All you see are the highlights of a fantasy
That's no longer mine
And I, I won't deny
I've thought at times that I could leave this life behind
I want to try but I'd be lying if I said: "The road looks bright!"
My Patreon is LIVE: patreon.com/GlasfordProductions - Thanks for supporting my music!
