sam ock | i wonder if i'm the only one like this @samuelock | Uploaded 4 years ago | Updated 3 hours ago
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i wrote this song talking to my sensitivity. i'm really sensitive and sometimes i get hurt way too easily.

i wonder if i'm the only one like this by sam ock

I wanna feel the sun… all around me
I wanna feel your warm embrace

i wonder if I’m the only one like this
pulling memories apart and drownin’ in the pain
i wonder why everything hurts like this
little things cut deep, things i thought i overcame…

i know I’m sensitive— maybe to a fault
i internalize the pain and take upon the fault
it’s not your fault… i’ll take the fall….
even if it really is your fault.

i hate the fact that i’m this way…
is there any hope that i will change?
i hope that i can change…

enter the gates of uncertainty
a better version of me may be in the mystery
i got to sherlock a “home” (holme[s]) in my history
so many letters written deep inside my memories
and i want to read them all…
but the fear is knocking at my door
can You take me from this place?
can You take me to a place where I’ll be free?
i wanna be free from this…

maybe my heart is made of glass so my transparency can help other souls who are just like me…
maybe this longing in my heart is a compass pointing true north to a vision of eternity...
maybe the tears fall down because this isn’t the way it was supposed to be
i wonder if i’m the only one,
i wonder if i’m the only one like this.