Uploaded May 2019 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Hello world!
So yeah I came back with a really short and shitty ventish thing, I’m sorry I planned to do something else a little bit longer but then I decided to make this. I don’t even know the reason why I’m venting, school, future, things that I can’t do becaus eI have no time and if I have it I don’t have inspiration at all, this is basically what’s going on now. I’m not sad or anything, but still, all these things have a strange way to show up in my feelings, sometimes I’m emotional and other times when I’m apathetic and I HATE it, I don’t know why but it always used to be a thing for me.
Well anyway, I’m fine, kinda, don’t worry. About this, I had in mind to make more videos with Phineas’ real father concept, at least I hope to do them asap once school it’s officially finished and before I’ll start Art Academy (this scares and intrigue me asf).
This is really basic, I kinda like the way this came out even though I could have done better. The story is that Phineas one night goes out and think about his real dad and the day he died in front of him while watching the dark sky, for the rest follow the lyrics eheh x3
Again, sorry for the shitty little video and vent, I guess I needed it, next time I’ll bring you more I promise!
I DON’T OWN ANYTHING.
Hello world!
So yeah I came back with a really short and shitty ventish thing, I’m sorry I planned to do something else a little bit longer but then I decided to make this. I don’t even know the reason why I’m venting, school, future, things that I can’t do becaus eI have no time and if I have it I don’t have inspiration at all, this is basically what’s going on now. I’m not sad or anything, but still, all these things have a strange way to show up in my feelings, sometimes I’m emotional and other times when I’m apathetic and I HATE it, I don’t know why but it always used to be a thing for me.
Well anyway, I’m fine, kinda, don’t worry. About this, I had in mind to make more videos with Phineas’ real father concept, at least I hope to do them asap once school it’s officially finished and before I’ll start Art Academy (this scares and intrigue me asf).
This is really basic, I kinda like the way this came out even though I could have done better. The story is that Phineas one night goes out and think about his real dad and the day he died in front of him while watching the dark sky, for the rest follow the lyrics eheh x3
Again, sorry for the shitty little video and vent, I guess I needed it, next time I’ll bring you more I promise!
I DON’T OWN ANYTHING.
![You just gotta let it go... [VENT]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/zfiBxZ3emsc/mqdefault.jpg "You just gotta let it go... [VENT]
Yup, you read right the title, this is a little Vent …
Yes, even I can be sad sometimes eheh
Well, uhm … idk how to explain this …
I … I don’t like Phinabella so much.
I mean, it seems like all the entire fandom is based on that or just on Isabella.
On Instagram I see everyday Phinbella, Phinbella and Phinbella, and other stuffs that makes me nervous.
The problem maybe is not that ship, maybe it’s me because I’m always the one that want to be different, but in the end it’s afraid to hurt someone, even now that I’m showing you this.
The truth is that I’m afraid not to be liked by someone because of my different tastes, like Isabella, I don’t like her so much, but in the same time I do, but then remember all the fandom and makes me feel nervous anytime I saw her.
It’s so stupid, jeez, I don’t even know why I care so much about it, but … I do …
While I was making this yesterday, at the beginning I was so angry and nervous, I wanted to broke anything while I was making this, but then I calm down and, irony, in the evening, with my bro started to watch Phineas and Ferb on TV and so I calm down.
Maybe I care so much about it because it’s my favorite show, and I … well, I don’t know …
I wrote a vents thing on my IG profile too, maybe I take in consideration to cancel it, but I can’t, it’s my first social where I start to be a fangirl and the place where I post my art, even if … I don’t have so much feedback like here on YT, that is also my favorite platform …
I know, it’s stupid, really really stupid, but I had to do it, just for free myself and because, in some way, I like when I get sad because it’s a way to see more clearly myself without lies …
Ok, that’s it, I don’t know how many people will confort me, but I appreciate it, I swear, I didn’t make this for take attentions, it’s just to free myself.
Also please, don’t hate me for what I write or said, I just want to be myself, even if sometimes it’s hard because, if you’re like me, you would suffer forever instead hurt anyone, I would anything for all of you guys, really … I love you so much..
Thats it, I’ll feel better soon.
About the video, this is one of my favorite songs ever, since I was a child thanks to Shrek obviously, and I think I’ve done a pretty good job.
I love Black and White and Grey’s effects, even if they remind you sadness ahah, also sorry if it’s too dark, I just love that effect.
You can interpretate the story in any way you want, even if it’s pretty clear what’s happening here, but you decide who’s wrong, who’s right or if they’re just both of them.
Hope that you’ll all like it.
Phineas: me (As always)
Isabella: Uhm, idk ..
I DON’T OWN ANYTHING.")
