Uploaded May 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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Today I'm going to be shedding some light on the back end of YouTube. While 99% of what I've experienced throughout my YouTube journey has been absolutely life-changing (in the best way possible!), there are some sketchy things that go on behind-the-scenes. I hope you find this storytime enjoyable (and a little educational). If I can help even just one other YouTuber out by making this video, it was worth it ❤️

Check out Smokey Glow's channel here-
youtube.com/channel/UCPeWTX_SM61hJ7IWjy4bzNg

Want to send me a letter? I promise to reply back! :)
Eshani Patel
PO BOX 291892
Los Angeles, CA 90029

Other places to find me! :)
My Makeup Line: ranicosmetics.com
Instagram: TtlMakeupJunkie

What I'm Wearing:
Eyes: Rani Cosmetics Molten Tides Eyeshadow Palette, Marc Jacobs See-quins Glam Glitter Eyeshadow in Topaz Flash
Lips: Lisa Eldridge True Velvet Lipstick in Velvet Muse
Cheeks: Covergirl Instant Cheekbones Blush in Purely Plum, Physician’s Formula Butter Bronzer in Deep Bronzer
Face: Jouer Matte Moisture Tint (omg this is discontinued...whyyy?!), Laura Mercier Translucent Loose Setting Powder
Sweater: Electric & Rose

FTC: All opinions are my own.