Uploaded January 2016 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
before there were weirdos, it was just me. I had a falling out with my pops and wanted to shoot myself but had no gun, however i did have a camera, so i picked that up instead and shot myself. it was not an instant fix to how i was feeling by any means but it did turn out to be the beginning of a solution. after just over three years on youtube i have learned a lot but nothing more important than what i learned the day i wanted to kill myself. watch this first video of mine and if you are interested in the whole story let me know in the comments of any video you watch with the hashtag #fsuicide
"My first video and I just wanted to jump right into the type of person I am. I want to encourage people to breakout of their shells and realize their voice and the impact it has on the world"
before there were weirdos, it was just me. I had a falling out with my pops and wanted to shoot myself but had no gun, however i did have a camera, so i picked that up instead and shot myself. it was not an instant fix to how i was feeling by any means but it did turn out to be the beginning of a solution. after just over three years on youtube i have learned a lot but nothing more important than what i learned the day i wanted to kill myself. watch this first video of mine and if you are interested in the whole story let me know in the comments of any video you watch with the hashtag #fsuicide
"My first video and I just wanted to jump right into the type of person I am. I want to encourage people to breakout of their shells and realize their voice and the impact it has on the world"
