AnneSoshi | I want you, I always will. @AnneSoshi | Uploaded December 2016 | Updated October 2024, 1 day ago.
"I'd rather drown than to go on without you, but you're pulling me down,"
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARÍA!!
Bet you saw this coming, cause you couldn't possibly think I'd make you nothing for your birthday xD
To be honest, ideak what to say about this...I just wanted us to bond over our mutual appreciation for s3afret music and then it turned out to be more tragic than I intended it to be...but you know, I like delivering tragedy on special occasions dduhaHAS LMFAO.
Well, anyways, I hope you have a great day! Thanks for being a great friend and sticking with me for...what, one year and a half? Two years? Idk, but I still love you all the same.
Happy birthday! I hope you like this.
And everyone else, hope you like this too.
Enjoy!
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Fandom: a lot
Pairings: a lot (just ask)
Song: youtube.com/watch?v=aqsL0QQaSP4
Coloring: mine
"I'd rather drown than to go on without you, but you're pulling me down,"
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARÍA!!
Bet you saw this coming, cause you couldn't possibly think I'd make you nothing for your birthday xD
To be honest, ideak what to say about this...I just wanted us to bond over our mutual appreciation for s3afret music and then it turned out to be more tragic than I intended it to be...but you know, I like delivering tragedy on special occasions dduhaHAS LMFAO.
Well, anyways, I hope you have a great day! Thanks for being a great friend and sticking with me for...what, one year and a half? Two years? Idk, but I still love you all the same.
Happy birthday! I hope you like this.
And everyone else, hope you like this too.
Enjoy!
____________________________
Fandom: a lot
Pairings: a lot (just ask)
Song: youtube.com/watch?v=aqsL0QQaSP4
Coloring: mine
![[6x22] Going back to the start | Damon & Elena (Goodbye Delena!)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/j6L8SrCQdRw/hqdefault.jpg "[6x22] Going back to the start | Damon & Elena (Goodbye Delena!)
I cant lose you.
You wont.
October, 2011. Twelve years old me starts to watch The Vampire Diaries for the first time.
Back then, the thought this day would come never even crossed my mind. Not even once, not even in the distant future, but from there on, every thursday or friday I religiously sat by my computer, excited to see what my favorite vamps were up to next. Sadly, this day HAS come, and the show Ive been watching for almost 5 years is over for me (I am getting a bit too poetic here but hang on, Ive been planning this for a while now). True, season 7 is confirmed and the story goes on, but it will never be the same - never again - if Elena Gilbert is not a part of it. Lately Ive been living in a sort of denial state where I was just kinda depressed but it never really hit me before this episode, how its over now, Nina is not coming back,
Elena is gone and this was her goodbye. Delena is gone... I AM FUCKING DEVASTATED.
Ive gone through denial, sadness, and Ive been SO mad - revolted even.. but now I just feel weird. Im not gonna lie and say that I didnt expect TVD to end before, after season 4 I was just kinda hoping it DID before they ruined everything further. I wanted delena to end beautifully, both of them together, riding off to the sunset as Whintey Houstons I will always love you plays on the background.
And it did end, but it was just Elena. Everything goes on without her somehow..
That makes it SO MUCH WORSE.
I always thought these two would end up together, they were the kind of soulmates that made my shipper heart sing with joy, but look at them.. Over. Forever. I am going into full-emo zone now but fuck that, Im just too depressed to care. This video is freaking 7 minutes long and its because I couldnt streach the song anymore, cause Id make an hour of them if I could, of all the reasons why they were perfect and why after all these years my love for them only grew stronger and stronger to the point that right now it feels like Im standing at the funeral of someone I love.
Thats what you get for being a fan I guess, almost every show Ive ever loved has broken my heart beyond repair already, one way or another. But with Delena, I am not regretful about that one day I watched 1x03 and decided these two could be amazing for each other, I am happy that it happened cause if it werent for them, for my delena, all of this never would have happened. I wouldnt have had become a vidder, or met the incredible people I did over the years, or laughed and cried and got to know MANY of the things I love nowdays. So truly, I am thankful. I will hold on to the journey rather than the end, and always remember them as the best fictional couple Ive ever seen.
Theres never going to be a day where I dont consider delena my ultimate OTP.
Never.
Fandom: The Vampire Diaries
Pairing: Damon Salvatore and Elena Gilbert
Song: The Scientist
Coloring: mine")
