Holden Lee | I walked into the forest with a bag of mushrooms to fix my life @HoldenLee333 | Uploaded October 2024 | Updated October 2024, 2 hours ago.
I walked into the Hoh Rainforest in Washington State for 30 days with a backpack full of golden teacher magic mushrooms in some desperate attempt to cure my lifelong anxiety and depression and the sense that something was missing inside of me. What began as an absolute miserable experience ended up becoming the most rewarding spiritual awakening of my life. I endured days of rain and cold and utterly horrible trips to finally have a breakthrough that came in the form of a childhood recurring dream with a new ending that would shake me up and lead to some pretty honest self evaluation the following day, perhaps the most honest moment of my life. The next day I also met an old hippie who lived outside the park boundary and we became friends. The man would become a mentor during this time and very much help to transform my life. I walked out of those woods after 34 days cured of some fairly crippling social anxiety and this sense that I was missing anything at all. I came to realize that I was simply holding on too tightly to life. Don't do that.
Thanks to everyone for your continued support as I figure out this channel and the direction it'll take. I don't want to simply be the psychedelic guy, as that's only a portion of my reality, but it's def fun to share these videos with you. I'll also be doing general life advice videos, insights, etc, much of it gained from DMT experiences and Psilocybin experiences, but much just from living sort of a nomadic existence for many years. Hopefully there will be a little something for everyone, but who knows. Keep up the good fight in this time of chaos and darkness and remember that this existence is not the only one. Be kind to your fellow human and lift each other up always. Dig deep in your darkest hour as succeeding in that hour will lead to the greatest change imaginable.
Best,
Holden Lee
@HoldenLee333
Chapters:
00:00 The Way Out
02:22 Into the forest
05:00 Leave the Past
07:40 Psychedelic Terror
09:20 What Dreams May Come
11:25 An Honest Life Review
13:17 Spiritual Awakening
15:43 Meeting my Guide
17:10 The Lesson Learned
I walked into the Hoh Rainforest in Washington State for 30 days with a backpack full of golden teacher magic mushrooms in some desperate attempt to cure my lifelong anxiety and depression and the sense that something was missing inside of me. What began as an absolute miserable experience ended up becoming the most rewarding spiritual awakening of my life. I endured days of rain and cold and utterly horrible trips to finally have a breakthrough that came in the form of a childhood recurring dream with a new ending that would shake me up and lead to some pretty honest self evaluation the following day, perhaps the most honest moment of my life. The next day I also met an old hippie who lived outside the park boundary and we became friends. The man would become a mentor during this time and very much help to transform my life. I walked out of those woods after 34 days cured of some fairly crippling social anxiety and this sense that I was missing anything at all. I came to realize that I was simply holding on too tightly to life. Don't do that.
Thanks to everyone for your continued support as I figure out this channel and the direction it'll take. I don't want to simply be the psychedelic guy, as that's only a portion of my reality, but it's def fun to share these videos with you. I'll also be doing general life advice videos, insights, etc, much of it gained from DMT experiences and Psilocybin experiences, but much just from living sort of a nomadic existence for many years. Hopefully there will be a little something for everyone, but who knows. Keep up the good fight in this time of chaos and darkness and remember that this existence is not the only one. Be kind to your fellow human and lift each other up always. Dig deep in your darkest hour as succeeding in that hour will lead to the greatest change imaginable.
Best,
Holden Lee
@HoldenLee333
Chapters:
00:00 The Way Out
02:22 Into the forest
05:00 Leave the Past
07:40 Psychedelic Terror
09:20 What Dreams May Come
11:25 An Honest Life Review
13:17 Spiritual Awakening
15:43 Meeting my Guide
17:10 The Lesson Learned
