Uploaded September 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
song: youtu.be/dEqB2gBERPY?si=4tlsy5baaWEVy2MX
I’ve hardly been able to leave my house, it hurts just to look at people. It’s been extremely hard, I’m trying to process grief, as well as many other things, I really can’t take a break even if I wanted to. I can hardly handle watching everyone around me suffer. I’m really concerned about one friend, they’re why i’m here now, i can’t lose another person. I feel selfish for having emotions about my own health. My grades are dropping and it doesn’t matter to me anymore, but I’m pressured by everyone to get them back up as soon as possible. I feel almost no motivation. The only thing keeping me alive is the fear that close family and friends will be upset over my death, but it seems you’re all going away one way or another right now, so let’s see how long that takes.
I’m not very proud of this animation but whatever
song: youtu.be/dEqB2gBERPY?si=4tlsy5baaWEVy2MX
I’ve hardly been able to leave my house, it hurts just to look at people. It’s been extremely hard, I’m trying to process grief, as well as many other things, I really can’t take a break even if I wanted to. I can hardly handle watching everyone around me suffer. I’m really concerned about one friend, they’re why i’m here now, i can’t lose another person. I feel selfish for having emotions about my own health. My grades are dropping and it doesn’t matter to me anymore, but I’m pressured by everyone to get them back up as soon as possible. I feel almost no motivation. The only thing keeping me alive is the fear that close family and friends will be upset over my death, but it seems you’re all going away one way or another right now, so let’s see how long that takes.
I’m not very proud of this animation but whatever
