Uploaded April 2026 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
I’m Not Looking Forward to ANYTHING.
Because I actually LOVE what I’m DOING. 🥹
Period. That’s it.
I’ve lived inside of the “I’ll be happy when...” for a long time. Always chasing the next thing thinking that would be it.
That I’d finally feel settled, happy, or at peace.
Which is nuts because we never actually get there do we?
I didn’t realize how much of my life was being lived like that, just waiting. What’s weird is that I don’t really feel like that anymore. And it’s not because everything is perfect or figured out.
It’s actually the opposite.
I just genuinely like my life right now. The building, the creating, and the figuring it out as I go.
Maybe what happened is I stopped making happiness something that happens later... and stopped RUSHING the now. 🩷
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🎧 Ep. 84 | Announcing My Official Comeback! Ryan & I Talk Lottery Syndrome, How Life is a Big Game, and Embracing My Weirdness! (Yes, I Am a Gecko :)
I’m Not Looking Forward to ANYTHING.
Because I actually LOVE what I’m DOING. 🥹
Period. That’s it.
I’ve lived inside of the “I’ll be happy when...” for a long time. Always chasing the next thing thinking that would be it.
That I’d finally feel settled, happy, or at peace.
Which is nuts because we never actually get there do we?
I didn’t realize how much of my life was being lived like that, just waiting. What’s weird is that I don’t really feel like that anymore. And it’s not because everything is perfect or figured out.
It’s actually the opposite.
I just genuinely like my life right now. The building, the creating, and the figuring it out as I go.
Maybe what happened is I stopped making happiness something that happens later... and stopped RUSHING the now. 🩷
👇🏻 COMMENT “LINK” and we’ll send the episode straight to your DMs 💌
🎧 Ep. 84 | Announcing My Official Comeback! Ryan & I Talk Lottery Syndrome, How Life is a Big Game, and Embracing My Weirdness! (Yes, I Am a Gecko :)
