Uploaded February 2022 | Updated September 2026, 8 hours ago

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(by realising it wasn't my dream job)
words: @MontellFishMusic
videographer: max selwood (check him on insta)
music: September by the wonderful Ayoni.
check out more of her music here: open.spotify.com/artist/2Tju7nLsAMD6RTBna56hj6?si=ztwem6qeRzmWoMyLSzkodA

thank you to the friends and family for helping me find the courage to choose the right path. especially lucie, you have brought me so much light.

0:00 introduction
03:01 i'm not 19 anymore
03:42 2020-21 was my flop era
05:00 my heart was never fully in it
05:53 don't dim your spirit for anyone or anything
07:54 terrified to leave
08:16 fear one: sunk cost fallacy
12:51 fear two: pride & ego
13:48 fear three: external validation

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