Uploaded April 2026 | Updated September 2026, 6 hours ago
It has been so long since we last made contact. A lot had happened. You deserve at least an explaination, or rather the reasons why reload man wasnt reloading.
Many of them, primarily more of my time being taken up by a full-time employment. I finally finished my degree and went into a field of industry for my sector. That is the main showstopper for this whole thing. Simply just not enough hours in the day do do what I loved doing (and still love doing!)
Another is the personal side of things had been up and down. Relationships. Friendships. Loss. Opportunity. Not much on this, apart from mentioning I am on a path I so desperately gave things up for. I am in alignment with what I want from life and am slowly progressing in the right direction as of now!
I did not forget anyone of you. I still check comments. I read your posts. A particular post touched me deeply and I thought I need to make this youtube thing work no matter what happens. Comments under my videos of you guys concerned for me also did not go unnoticed and contributed to this. You may never understand what it is like to feel so cared for by someone you dont know, but I want you to imagine it now. I care about you. Thank you for caring about me.
The reloads really were the friends we made along the way.
It has been so long since we last made contact. A lot had happened. You deserve at least an explaination, or rather the reasons why reload man wasnt reloading.
Many of them, primarily more of my time being taken up by a full-time employment. I finally finished my degree and went into a field of industry for my sector. That is the main showstopper for this whole thing. Simply just not enough hours in the day do do what I loved doing (and still love doing!)
Another is the personal side of things had been up and down. Relationships. Friendships. Loss. Opportunity. Not much on this, apart from mentioning I am on a path I so desperately gave things up for. I am in alignment with what I want from life and am slowly progressing in the right direction as of now!
I did not forget anyone of you. I still check comments. I read your posts. A particular post touched me deeply and I thought I need to make this youtube thing work no matter what happens. Comments under my videos of you guys concerned for me also did not go unnoticed and contributed to this. You may never understand what it is like to feel so cared for by someone you dont know, but I want you to imagine it now. I care about you. Thank you for caring about me.
The reloads really were the friends we made along the way.
