Uploaded March 2024 | Updated September 2026, 13 hours ago

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Prod. IOF --

I think I've been needing to write a song like this one. I hope you enjoy.


follow along:
I need new friends, it’s no secret
Everyone turns on me in the end
Uses me for my heart, can’t you see?
I loved you, you couldn’t care less for me

And still, I tried to hold on to your hand
When you let go, I tried to play pretend
Nobody stays with me in the end
I’ll never be good enough, I understand

Never tried to understand my pain
For three decades I was a pawn in your games
You never thought twice, always saw the ways
I was weak, you turned against me, you were all the same

I need new friends, ‘cause they’re never here
Don’t support my dreams, do you even care?
How can you love those who’ll never know your name?
I loved you, but it was all in vain…

Never tried to understand my pain
For three decades I was a pawn in your games
You never thought twice, always saw the ways
I was here, you turned against me, you were all the same

Not a friend in sight, kept me as a trophy only displayed in the night
Not a friend in sight…

Never tried to understand my pain
For three decades I was a pawn in your games
You never thought twice, always saw the ways
I was weak, you held it against me, you are all the same