Rachenna77 | I Lied @rachenna7763 | Uploaded January 2020 | Updated October 2024, 8 hours ago.
Edit; the timing is so off on 90% of this and I'm sorry, I try to make things hit the beats and fade at the right time but after rendering everything is off and it really bugs me.

I've never been into nicki minaj, not that she's a bad artist but I've never listened to her other songs that weren't "hits". I think I found this from another mash or something and got inspired! Been listening to this for a few weeks..finally edited something heh

${11} chasing ghosts please excuse the loud pixel sound at 1:01 guys, I cant tell you how hard it is for me to edit lately. usually I can force myself to do mep parts and they actually help me be creative and all, but even those I cant get myself to do. Wont was really good for me, I was really inspired and I still love that song..but I need specific songs in order for me to actually finish something, its sad. I WILL drop projects if I dont keep working on them, I was hyped for a couple of these, but I stopped editing them and then didnt want to put the time and effort anymore. Its hard for me to think my projects are worth finishing, are entertaining or good, I think of how boring they are and how I could always do more. When Im editing, I never think I need pan and crop, but then later I realize its boring without it. I need to force myself to add it to my clips..I just really enjoy focusing on the clips themselves? instead of pan and cropping. Im at the point where even scamp and angel is boring and I cant make anything creative with them now. this really sucks because I DO want to edit, but I need the right song. Projects; 1. Todays the day - BIM [March 14 2019] ah yes, the famous scamp and angel. I have to admit I like where this was going, but I was bored. This is also old, I had some gross colouring on it and changed it last min. 2. Bring me home - [created a few days ago] thought I was going to finish this, I probably never will. Mainly because it gets really fast and I cant handle fast beats for some reason lol Also, spirit and rain..Ive started so many projects with them and I NEVER finish them. fuck it sucks because this movie was my favourite as a kid. I just think my spirit editing is boring as hell. 3. Arent we all running This turned out to be a cool idea in my opinion, lots of parallels and stuff. Too bad I got lazy and lost determination. actually inspired by this; https://youtu.be/onCiKn_FGP4 seven deadly sins is my favourite anime and I always get emotional and overly hyped by the show so, this video really inspired me. However, I lost determination to finish this. 4. Chasing ghosts was really excited for this one, but again, lots of beats..and oh look, rain and spirit. wowww, its almost like I never finish rain and spirit vids! haha$