Uploaded October 2025 | Updated September 2026, 10 hours ago

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Lyrics:


I’ve watched myself unravel
From somewhere far away
A ghost that keeps pretending
There's something left to say
I prayed to gods of absence
And drowned myself in rot
If death is where I’m heading
Then I'm already lost
I welcomed home the darkness
to bleed into my soul
And let the fires burn
as I watched it all unfold
I've begged and screamed to feel again
And yet my heart is cold
I've turned entire worlds to dust
For simple thrills and bitter lust
I've lived and died a thousand times
Without a reason or a rhyme
and yet I feel nothing

Nothing

I bathed in holy poison
And called it sweet release
I kissed the lips of madness
And named the pain my peace
There’s beauty in the breaking
Of what can’t be repaired
There’s solace in the silence
When no one ever cared
I found the heavens hollow
It's all the fucking same
That promise turned to static
My heartbeat whispered blame
Now even pain is distant
Like thunder from afar
I lose another part of me
And wish upon the scar
I scream my sorrows into stagnant pools below
A dream left decomposing
In fields where nothing grows
And still I feel nothing

Nothing

Nothing