GlowingAprilSky | I don't wanna be me anymore | four years @GlowingAprilSky | Uploaded March 2017 | Updated October 2024, 3 hours ago.
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Before the depressive part of this , i wanna say today is my 4th year on youtube as an editor YEY ! I can't believe it's been so long, but i can surely say that i can't imagine my life withuot vidding, and without the yt community[soo cheesy]. I adore you all so much, thanks for these 4 awesome years. :D
Where do i start with this video.. I had this video finished for about 2,3 weeks now, but never really felt like uploading it. I thought, even for me this is just too depressing . I felt like i uploaded many personal videos, but this was just different..it was just too much. I didn't want anyone to feel this way, like they constantly want to change and become someone else, and i never really wanted to show that i have felt this way. i didn't even wanted to admit it to myself. But ever since i read that quote, the one at the end of the video, i realized that it's so fitting to how i felt\feel. Like i written it myself. I remember how i always lived for the 'tomorrow', for the days when i will be a different person, but i guess those days never come. I think you either accept who you are and embrace it, or you just drown in all that mess. So here's to the accepting and emracing you for whoever you are[eventhough the video doesn't send that message haha sorry i was in a horrible-ish mood] . I hope someday we'll all learn to cherish ourselves unconditionally.
Love you all, Kris.
Oh and i just got 1,2k subs thank you all for that :)!
Coloring:kindon18
*i'm sorry about the glitches and the mistakes , i couldn't edit this anymore. I wasn't even plannning on uploading it.
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Watch in HD!
Before the depressive part of this , i wanna say today is my 4th year on youtube as an editor YEY ! I can't believe it's been so long, but i can surely say that i can't imagine my life withuot vidding, and without the yt community[soo cheesy]. I adore you all so much, thanks for these 4 awesome years. :D
Where do i start with this video.. I had this video finished for about 2,3 weeks now, but never really felt like uploading it. I thought, even for me this is just too depressing . I felt like i uploaded many personal videos, but this was just different..it was just too much. I didn't want anyone to feel this way, like they constantly want to change and become someone else, and i never really wanted to show that i have felt this way. i didn't even wanted to admit it to myself. But ever since i read that quote, the one at the end of the video, i realized that it's so fitting to how i felt\feel. Like i written it myself. I remember how i always lived for the 'tomorrow', for the days when i will be a different person, but i guess those days never come. I think you either accept who you are and embrace it, or you just drown in all that mess. So here's to the accepting and emracing you for whoever you are[eventhough the video doesn't send that message haha sorry i was in a horrible-ish mood] . I hope someday we'll all learn to cherish ourselves unconditionally.
Love you all, Kris.
Oh and i just got 1,2k subs thank you all for that :)!
Coloring:kindon18
*i'm sorry about the glitches and the mistakes , i couldn't edit this anymore. I wasn't even plannning on uploading it.
Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
![tunnel | [lucia&diego]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/NzjkdHHbeH4/hqdefault.jpg "tunnel | [lucia&diego]
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Apologies for this being a first upload in over a month. And though its a video nobody will care about , i loved working on this. It was almost done for months, and i just thought of it this morning and ended up finishing it. Super short, simple, blah blah But i love these two, and i was rewatching the show recently so I thought they deserved a video on yt. Hope somebody knows them haha Anyhow, i am wondering if i should vid spanish songs more, as i used to listen to that for years, and i have many dear songs. Let me know if thats something youd like to see.
Heads up, yet another preview might be on the way.
Have a great day !
p.s sorry if this is hard to follow with all the texttranslations . [you can turn on CC for english subs on voiceovers]
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![multicharacters| lose to win [tfc]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/O-It-A27S7Q/hqdefault.jpg "multicharacters| lose to win [tfc]
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My entry for the first round of Fandom contest. We were supposed to pick one word that connects our 3 chosen fandoms and i went with REDISCOVERY.
Why rediscovery ? I wanted to show how all of these characters have lost their ways, and lost themselves, but have ended up finding their way back to their true, best self. I hope that makes sense ahaha
Fun fact, this is the song i vidded for my first uploaded video ever.. i wanted to vid it again for so long, and i finally have :D I still adore it, its stunning :)
-2nd round of Who you are contest will be up really soon! :)
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Fandoms: One Tree Hill, The OC and Dawsons Creek
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![This sad place|Sara&Lucas [#4]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OvTJPAl8q1M/hqdefault.jpg "This sad place|Sara&Lucas [#4]
It didnt make sense, but I couldnt let go
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I wont look back to our old past I wanted for so long
Here i go again. Season four of Sara&Lucas. Rewatching it, i cant say i am a big a fan of this season, i didnt enjoy it much. Partly because of this love triangle that is shaping. I feel like writers tried to make audiance like Aitor waaaay too hard. With all of the cutecliche scenes, and its just not working for me. Anyways, i chose this song because i thought lyrics fit so well, i still think that, i just vidded it wrong. But that part saying I just thought that things would be different by now i had to parallel those scenes from s02, it was a perfect match. This season was packed with parallels btw, but they ruined it when they decided to do that scene with Aitor bringing rain to Sara, like come onnn.
Anyways, have you seen that new Sara&Lucas kiss scene from the promo of latest season that was posted today?? The milisecond that made my day. I am way too excited for the new season!!
Hoping someone enoys this video! I am happy i get feedback on S&L videos, even if its such an old couple.
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