Uploaded January 2023 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
I'm crying and venting a lot in this video. I don't even know why I'm posting it. I'm desperately trying to find help when no help can be found. I don't know what I can get out of life anymore. I don't know if I'm trying to reach out for help here, or if I'm just trying to grasp at someone who understands. I don't know what I'm doing. I am in so much pain. I'm trying so hard.
I'm crying and venting a lot in this video. I don't even know why I'm posting it. I'm desperately trying to find help when no help can be found. I don't know what I can get out of life anymore. I don't know if I'm trying to reach out for help here, or if I'm just trying to grasp at someone who understands. I don't know what I'm doing. I am in so much pain. I'm trying so hard.
