Uploaded July 2023 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
Original: youtu.be/EUM9k2esh9k
Cw for brief mention of offing behavior in this block of text
Not a vent, if anything this is a positive vent about me realizing what happened to me in the past isn’t my fault and that I don’t actually deserve everything that has happened to me.
Just because the people you’re surrounded with seem to hate you that isn’t always a sign you’re the one in the wrong.
Sometimes it’s a good indicator to make a change in your behavior, but it’s not always your fault.
The second persona used, the one with white hair, is my old persona during a very difficult time in my life. I’m not gonna get into it but it was difficult living. But the change that has happened since then is, if I say so myself, Impressive. Im not in a Perfect mental place, but it’s far better than before. And you can sorta see that through the progression of making my persona look more like me. I’ve come to accept who i am and that though not everything is perfect, it’s better than it was in the past.
Ps. If you’re in a bad relationship try to get out in the safest way possible. Just because you feel like you can change them/get them to love you like you love them DOESNT mean it’s always gonna work. My wonderful girlfriend of over a year has shown me how good relationships can be. Communication, actual love, shows of affection, not choosing your friends over your partner, and listening to each others problems. that’s what a good relationship is based on in my opinion.
Original: youtu.be/EUM9k2esh9k
Cw for brief mention of offing behavior in this block of text
Not a vent, if anything this is a positive vent about me realizing what happened to me in the past isn’t my fault and that I don’t actually deserve everything that has happened to me.
Just because the people you’re surrounded with seem to hate you that isn’t always a sign you’re the one in the wrong.
Sometimes it’s a good indicator to make a change in your behavior, but it’s not always your fault.
The second persona used, the one with white hair, is my old persona during a very difficult time in my life. I’m not gonna get into it but it was difficult living. But the change that has happened since then is, if I say so myself, Impressive. Im not in a Perfect mental place, but it’s far better than before. And you can sorta see that through the progression of making my persona look more like me. I’ve come to accept who i am and that though not everything is perfect, it’s better than it was in the past.
Ps. If you’re in a bad relationship try to get out in the safest way possible. Just because you feel like you can change them/get them to love you like you love them DOESNT mean it’s always gonna work. My wonderful girlfriend of over a year has shown me how good relationships can be. Communication, actual love, shows of affection, not choosing your friends over your partner, and listening to each others problems. that’s what a good relationship is based on in my opinion.
