Sawnah | Hyvästi [Desucon Frostbite 2019] @Sawnahhh | Uploaded 5 years ago | Updated 2 days ago
So, I've returned to the world of Finnish AMV contests for a few reasons. One, I can only send Finnish AMVs to Finnish AMV contests, because I doubt the rest of the world would appreciate them very much. Two, Finnish AMV contests (and shows) are the only way I can see my videos on the big screen. And three, I stopped caring about what people say about me.
I made it to the finals of Desucon Frostbite's AMV contest with three of my videos, and I was pleasantly surprised that I still managed to get in. After a year of competing only abroad, I guess I was a bit nervous of coming back to these waters.
So this is one of my three entries, my personal favorite of them and quite honestly a very personal video. I feel that the honorary mention I received for this video was very fitting, since this AMV was born from my repressed feelings, and it was my way of processing them through. Everything is alright now, and the story behind this video is old news, but I still gained a lot from being able to project these feelings onto a video.

I wanted to use Sodachi, because I feel like she doesn't get the love she deserves. Please appreciate her.

Song is in Finnish, but I will add subtitles when I can. Hope you enjoy it. And if you're not a Finnish viewer, I'd love input on if I could send these kind of videos abroad (with subtitles) and how you think they'd do.

I'd like to thank the contest audience for the reactions, as well as the people who approached me after the contest about this video. It means the world to me that people enjoy my messed up feelings. Thank you.