Uploaded March 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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Seems like it's all my fault!

Thank you for the cover request!! :D As a downer myself, I'm a fan of downer songs. That sounds like something else but I just have chronic sad disease.
Also at 2 : 37, a more accurate translation would be "my brain is extremely empty", but when hearing the song I couldn't help but hear "脳(みそす)っからかん" as "miso soup" so I had to include it lol

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Original/UST: @ro2nokichi
Original video: youtube.com/watch?v=mzIxf3-ACEU
English lyrics: Moonlit_Star
Voicebank: Kasane Teto SV
Video checker (and friend): al

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As always, feel free to use my lyrics in your own covers! Just credit me (and more importantly) the original artist! Also tag me because I like to see them lol

LYRICS:
Hey, how you doin', where you been?
Anything you wanna do with life before it ends?

Feelin' guilty 'cause I lie and say I have some future plans but all I really have are broken dreams and shaking hands
You know pity isn't something wanted by me, so let's stop talking and just let it go
And while you're at it, could you stop the salt and citrus rubbing into my painful, open wounds, and could you do it sometime soon?

Just letting myself go
Giving up to self-loathe
Every second losing all my hope
Seems like I've forgotten how to live a normal life that was set in stone for me all those wasteful years ago
Rejection, dislike, hate
Wish I didn't have to live another day
I don't want to say hi, can't give a reply
My unread messages are piled up too high

Ah
There's void inside me, so I stare straight ahead
No more of this please, I just want to go to bed

Please forgive me for existing, I'm a useless adult wasting precious air
As I stood there, weeping, I saw no one cared
Misery loves company so I take it with me
It's all your fault for all of what's happened to me!

I can hear everyone's eyes on me, so I plug my ears to see clearly
"Saw right through you-- you're lying!" You're so easy to read!
Tried to fake a smile that I've practiced constantly, but
Yeah, yeah, I'll take all the blame, don't you worry

(SUPER TETO RAP TIME)
...Ah, is it even worth it to keep on going?
Can't keep up with this for much longer
I'm so very, very sorry for all that I've done
And my condolences to each and every single one
All this running, gunning, running around
Is tiring
It's not like I didn't deserve it all, though
I'm just lazy
Now it's too late for anything
I am just an awful waste
I can't help but seem to always lose the race!

Don't look at me any longer, I can feel your disdain from miles away
Making fun of me right from my very first day
False rumors and gossiping at my expense is fun, right?
You must be the root cause of all of this blight!

I am just a social outcast that has no place in modern society
Pathetic paranoia pierces right through me
Just another faker with your so called "mental illness"
You're right, I'm someone nobody would miss

Couldn't tell you why I think about it all the time, when I'm the one to blame
Miso soup has more filling than what's in my brain
Due to an error that must be in my genetic sequences
Yeah, must be my fault for my own existence

I'm so sorry for existing, I'm a useless adult wasting precious air
Regretting gets you nowhere; I'm fully aware
My eyes glazed as I saw buildings blurring past as I fell
Bye-bye, catch you on the other side of hell

Though I wanted some formal farewells I didn't have the time to write any
The horizon below me is pretty to see
Endless ringing of this song will go for all of time, so
This is the end of my decadent life!

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